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About Me

hmm lets see, what about me? well, if you read anything else here your gonna notice that music is pretty much my life, i love it and i live for it. people who dont know me very well think im a stupid bitch, which i absolutely love! the more people that think im a bitch, the less i have to be nice to them, its a wonderful process. also the more people think im stupid, the less they expect from me, and its not that im dumb by any means, its just that ultimately i enjoy being lazy way too much. what else is there though? umm, i love food, food is amazing, and chocolate is my best friend, but im incredibly vain and always worrying about how i look, not to other people, fuck them, but to myself. it takes a lot to really piss me off, so if you have, you must've really fucked up, lol. i am the queen of sarcasm and according to my brother im the candy pixie/fairy. i love to act like a 5 year old on occassion, cause its fun to just say fuck it and be a brat once in a while, you know? i like to be random and am very spur of the moment-ish, it makes life more fun. i believe that people were put on this earth for my amusement, and that is indeed what they do. last but not least, life is too short to hold grudges, and way too short to not live it up everyday... Free Spooky Gothic layouts at drearyland.com

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

bruce dickinson (and the rest of the members) from iron maiden, johnny depp, angelina jolie, rob zombie, will smith, someone who thinks the same way i do, a guy who is gorgeous, intelligent, and NOT self absorbed, and shares my love for music (and food), someone who will fix the gender stereotypes, someone who ISNT BORING, and someone who knows how to have fun being crazy and just not giving a shit what other people think!

My Blog

see, my heart, it dont beat... the way it used to, and my eyes dont recognize you...

the wold can turn itself upside down and inside out, but who is to say that the changes are good or bad. life takes us down some crazy paths. sometimes those paths curve, climb, descend, or even drop ...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 03:20:00 GMT

is it safe inside your head....

had a wonderful evening last night/this morning... been pretty trippy in my world for the past couple hours, hahaha, lovin life right now, just relaxing, and the world is wonderful...
Posted by on Sat, 26 May 2007 10:57:00 GMT

AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

somebody get me the fuck outta here! this place is driving me absolutely insane with boredom! i feel like an emo tard (so not ok with me), with no friends and no life, and all i do is sit in my r...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 16:17:00 GMT

moving

to anyone who cares, im moving to indiana on the 27th to live with my brother... ill miss so many of you, and i hope that youll miss me too, if not, then fuck you too... lol, if anyone gives a shit, l...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 03:14:00 GMT

the 4th fuckin rocked!

im so drained from yesterday... ok so everyone knows that it was the 4th of july yesterday, and i dont know about everyone else, but my day/night was fuckin great! it all started with some of the best...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Jul 2006 15:14:00 GMT

R.I.P. Keith Halls, we all miss you

to anyone who knew keith halls as just that big scary guy who told you he was gonna go eat a cat, there was a much softer side to him. he was a gentle giant and one of the best friends that anyone cou...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Apr 2006 18:38:00 GMT

that is a lot of cat...

ok, so the past week or so has been absolutely AMAZING! i dont think ive had this much fun since...... ummm...... hold on, ill get it...... wait, no seriously, ill think of it.......... since....... y...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jan 2006 05:46:00 GMT

song lyrics (lauren youll love them, curt youll hate em)

"...1,2,3,4.......... looks like im alone again! and i feel fine! doesnt really matter now, 'cause im alright! knock me on my ass again, and i dont mind! looks like im alone again, and i feel fine!......
Posted by on Sat, 03 Dec 2005 15:06:00 GMT

FUCK!

ok guys, so im a fuckin moron right? get this, im so sick right now cause i went and did something stupid. you know how when something goes wrong, sometimes you wanna get really fucked up? well i thin...
Posted by on Mon, 28 Nov 2005 02:17:00 GMT

so im a little left of center....

so maybe im way left of center..... maybe so far enough left that ive come back full circle and am right in the center? think about it... lol jj! im for sure a little left of center, only problem is n...
Posted by on Sun, 06 Nov 2005 22:42:00 GMT