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i feel like i am a different person now in so many ways than i could remember myself over years ago. being a mom has modified my personality a lot. i used to be very sensitive enough as if my nerve endings are closer to the surface. i am surprised to notice that i have become more expressive of my emotions these days. it's because i have been through a lot, dealt with a lot of pains but i keep on being optimistic on the outlook in life. i am happiest when i am drunk and with the people who matters to me. when i am drunk, i feel like i'm a bird who always fly away that don't know where the home and soul is. i am saddest when i offended somebody. i love it when people judge me negatively especially they find out they were wrong. i am the type of person that don't easily get to talk to strangers that's why i am mistaken as an austere maybe because of the looks but if you would get to know me better, i am a woman of substance. i live by faith. i really don't know what would have happened to me without it. right now i have found peace within myself and i am really proud of who i become. what you see is what you get. i am just an ordinary next door gal. but hey, it's up to you to judge me. the hell i care :)
