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:P sarah.

We're only scared. It isn't an irrational fear. It's one we must conquer together.

About Me


I never thought such a sand filled beach could look so fine as it does to me now. Of all the grains, I step on just a portion, and the rest are washed away, or not even seen. The waves look so nice in the moonlight, let's go back to when our world never existed, and the earth and water were just that. I looked into the rippled reflection, and saw you look back, and felt the touch of your lips. Oh what a feeling it was. I never knew the world could start over, but thats what it has been doing since before you were you. I dont know who you are, or what your name is, but you serve as an image of the person I want to be. Let me stare at the good, and let me be good. Let me be me.

My Interests

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I'd like to meet:

I am not perfect. I have been in love, and I have made sacrifices. I have lied, cheated, stolen, and broken hearts. I have done enough in this world to hurt myself and others. I have changed though, and I am continuing to change. Someone once told me to live not for the future or past, but to live for the present. It took me far to long to actually do that. Now, I want to live for myself. I want to be happy, without worrying about what I need to do to make others happy. I want to appreciate my intelligence, and learn not to make stupid decisions. Most of all, I want to learn how to make decisions in general. I want to be able to analyze a situation and make a choice that would best suit myself. I want to be able to take risks that might not always be the best. Through all of my life, I only ever wanted to make EVERYBODY happy. I'm not saying that I am going to give up on doing that, but now, I'm only going to make an effort to see that my closest friends are happy, while maintaining my own emotional state. I have been between a nervous wreck and the most ecstatic kid you could ever meet in a matter of minutes/days, and I want to just live without such hectic moodswings. But that isn't what life is about. Life is about getting through your struggles and living to see the next day. Nothing I have ever done can be changed, but I can plan out the things I will do to make things better. No one truly knows what the future will hold, and all we can ever come to knowing is that everything won't turn out okay. Each speck of sand fills in each footstep along the shore. As every tide rolls in; every one takes its toll. The salt in this water is nauseating, Keeping me trapped and running in circles. On this beach star crossed lovers obsess, Alluring dreams of touching starry skies.Friends:

Girls:

Guys:

Music:

Alot of stuff

Movies:

Donnie Darko

Television:

The shows I watch are: Viva La Bam, Jackass, Wild Boyz, Damage Control, Punkd, Invador Zim, Family Guy, Futurama, The Simpsons, South Park, Rock Countdown, and anything else like that...

Books:

Heavy Metal and You BY Christopher Krovatin Twilight BY Stephenie Meyer

My Blog

Emopoetic =P.

I stop thinking long enough to know that this blood colored substance is slowly dripping through my trembling cupped hands. I look up to find some sense of security in the room I reside, but there is ...
Posted by :P sarah. on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 04:43:00 PST

Trapped.

Let me tell you now, you're nothing short of what I ever expected you to be. You're just another poetic tragedy, and just another poetic tragedy is all you will ever be. This is what happens when obse...
Posted by :P sarah. on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 09:08:00 PST

Everything you have ever wanted but have been too afraid to go after.

With all things said and done, I will continue to chase the pain. One year ago today things would not have been the same, and I am ready to fight back. I am ready to fight for you and me, for the love...
Posted by :P sarah. on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 10:59:00 PST

5/18/2006 (this one is pretty long)

Is it too much to ask for? To see the people you really love? When they need you the most.. and you need them too.. is it that hard to be happy? You become filled with emotion.. Rage, depression, symp...
Posted by :P sarah. on Fri, 19 May 2006 07:28:00 PST

2/18/06

Why do people not trust who they really want to be with? You have something then before you know it, its gone and you cant figure out why. It really hurts to know it and you just dont seem to notice t...
Posted by :P sarah. on Sun, 19 Feb 2006 04:15:00 PST

1/19/06

Yeah well... I'm writing a new blog as you can see. Right now at the moment (its 9:49) I feel down, depressed for some reason.. I dont know what caused it, I might have ideas but I'm not sure. It...
Posted by :P sarah. on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 07:00:00 PST

So bored.. does anyone read this?

Whoa im so bored and sitting here in pain. I have an inflamed muscle in my lower back and i cant really walk and stuff too well.. Haha i was just talking to a friend and for some reason i found this s...
Posted by :P sarah. on Fri, 09 Dec 2005 06:23:00 PST