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kallisti

I gotta get back in the dirt so I can feel clean.

About Me

A little sleepy, a little lazy, a lot of wandering, sometimes ready, a lot of defiance, a little chilly, a lot of violence, a little hunger, a little humor, a little sarcasm, a little irony, a lot of will...a little spasmolytic. A little venom, a lot of self destruction, a lot of paint, a lot of dirt, a lot of taint, a little beauty, a little meaning, a lot of reason, a little plastic, a lot of metal ...anxiety, and never enough paper.

My Interests

Consumption, that is my function. I like to see brutal retribution / digesting and spreading higher thought / learning and honing martial arts / snowboarding / writing fiction / visual art / mandalas / sowing doubt in those whom have belief / Spreading the word... Entropy. It's inescapable. And there is no heaven-- Live accordingly.

I'd like to meet:

I want to meet my maker. After you.

Music:

Everything. Including some country Rawr! Mostly Electronic such as industrial, EBM, IDM, etc. Metal, classic rock, some skater rock, punk rock. blah blah blah too much to place. I love good music in lossless form that resonates from the soul.

Movies:

Brazil / Event Horizon / Mad Max / Hardware / Kubrick films / John Waters Films / Natural Born Killers / Seven Samurai / Yojimbo / Tetsuo - Iron Man / Soilent Green / Phil K. Dick inspired films / Miyazaki films / Akira / Videodrome / ExistenZ / CKY2K / Eraserhead (Lynch films) / Hardware / The Scanner Darkly / Waking Life / Bladerunner / Ghost in the Shell / Le Cite des Enfants Perdus (Jean-Pierre Jeunet films) / Pi / Aliens / Pan's Labrynth / starring Bruce Lee / John fuckin' Waters

Television:

animation / Youtube.com

Books:

BOOK WHORE! Transmetropolitan / Tank Girl / Blade of the Immortal / TMNT / I Am Legend RAW Lovecraft

Heroes:

Leonardo Da Vinci! Marcus Aurelius. Timothy Leary. Crocodile Dundee. Dominance of the ego. Explorers of the Id. All with little fear of death. All that realize the difference between wealth and illth. All whom aspire to self-sufficiency... oh and satan ^_^

My Blog

penumbra

walking the middle path isn't for the faint... every step you take, brings you closer to the umbra, closer to the blinding light. eventually there's nowhere left to go, because you're in the void...
Posted by kallisti on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 05:03:00 PST

Dreaming

dreaming is bothersome.i think about all the great things i would like to do, all the things I want to be, so many things..!I'll never do most of the things I dream of doing, but I say them anyway.Som...
Posted by kallisti on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 10:13:00 PST

yargh? argh.

i can't fuckin' wait to move back in the core of the city...Gas is too fucking expensive now(and has been for years now)There's no 24hr mexican food nearbyJobs are not as few(jobs that don't make me s...
Posted by kallisti on Thu, 03 May 2007 10:43:00 PST

peace... of mind?

why do i see the sky when i sleep? im always headed east by south east, i can tell because the sun is rising every time.  i swear one day im going to give myself an on-the-fly lobotomy with a pow...
Posted by kallisti on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 09:37:00 PST

singularity

 Something has gotten to my core today. It has stunned me so profoundly and I can do nothing but reflect. It seems like I've done nothing but reflect for so long but this is more constructive. The neu...
Posted by kallisti on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 07:35:00 PST

i am liquid

I have switched tracks yet again. it is so very frustrating working on something and then realizing that it's not what you wanted. I have made plans for so many lifestyles and careers and it's suckeni...
Posted by kallisti on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 05:29:00 PST

ahur - hell's wrath is the prionsers' passion

after wandering far and wide in time space and thought, my own ambitions have managed to capture my wanderlusty soul. i have to remember where my strife first began. so much potential in my sights,...
Posted by kallisti on Wed, 31 May 2006 01:12:00 PST