Hey, I'm
or Mici, Meshe, Mayshay for short:D
& i am probably one of the most awkward retardesdest people you will ever meet
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=michelle
iight, COMMENT in this box right herr;
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Okay, okay, let's learn about Michelle!! Ready?!
I miss the past, hate the present, & wish the future would just come now.
I find myself incomprehensible;
I never think I'm good enough for anything, so my over-determination usually makes me push myself to the point where it hurts.
I'm so nice, I'm taken advantage of all the time.
I'm funny and can put a smile on your face, but am deeply intimidated by those funnier or more outgoing than me.
I guess you can say I'm short like any other Asian. I don't wanna get any taller so I try various ways to try to kind of stunt my growth XD. Yeah I'm stupid.
I get along better with boys, dunno why. But that's what most girls say, soo~.
I have a stoic character: I bottle up all my feelings and let them explode like a nuclear bomb when I'm not around others. So basically, when you see me in person, everything always seems fine, and all is happy happy:).
I hate seeing people stressed or sad. It hurts my heart. I'll try my best to help, promise.
Eh I tried to be a positive person at first, but it didn't really work out:/.
A recent experience I had changed my outlook on myself and life. It made me realize that I should love my life and that I'm so fucking lucky.
I'm thankful for everything, don't ever think that I'm not.
I have an age so young, yet a mind so mature.
It's annoying. =/.
I've been through so much shit from 07-08 its not even funny=[.
I'm not the most sociable....because I've spent most of my life being ashamed of myself. But that can be fixed. I just need a little more self-confidence:)
I have yet to find a friend I could entrust myself to. I'm currently looking for that special type of friend..
I tend to pour my heart out to total strangers. So don't be surprised if I do that to you.
*Sigh* It's quite a pity that I can't get used to my school or this town.
I always feel like the new kid, yet, I've been here ALL MY FUCKING LIFE.
I think the only purpose I see of my school is as a source of education; other than that, its a living hell.
High school's supposed to be one of the best years of your life. But, ehh, it's beginning to be the worst of mine..
I just don't think I belong here.
I'm like a little red balloon tied to an anchor, constantly trying to escape.
I dream of wonders beyond this place, beyond this SHIT.
That I may fly away to somewhere better, somewhere I can actually be content for a change.
Take me away.
.....I hope everything will turn out better.
Ehh yeah, so anyways, I'm always up for new people:D
& I'd really like to get more friends and meet new people on Staten Island ..
So hit me uppp if you're in the area.
WE CAN BE BFFLZZ!LetsFlyAw4y
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