Throwing Pictures |
Today I throwed away pictures I found of my Ex-girlfriend.
although it was about 2 years since our breakup I feel sorry when I threw them away, and some paintings she made for me on my birthday.. Well...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 10:30:00 GMT |
The Lasting Marks |
Where have I been going?
It's getting harder to reach out.
In the dark there's just so little light moving.
Am I better without?
It sure feels like I'm still standing still.
Getting tired, my b...
Posted by on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 18:26:00 GMT |
The Pain Went Away |
Inside this shell, I can't escape I can't see clear.
A place where I will always tremble in fear.
I want to tell you about my love.
But I can't because the Pain went away.
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 16:38:00 GMT |
Scared |
I'm drunk and I'm scared, I know what a beautiful feeling love is, or used to be to me.
All of this insanity is killing me, ''will I ever be myself again''? like.
I look at a friend that is in love, a...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 15:34:00 GMT |
fucking up |
I've fought enough of this now, I feel as if this is it. I can't live like this, feel like I've lost myself, I don't believe in myself, I don't care about myself, I don't feel sure about myself, I don...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 07:59:00 GMT |
The bigger the better |
I can feel it comes to me, pushing me down in my little hide.
I'm shakeing and feeling completely out of control.
The beast is turning and screaming for more within me.
It wants to grow bigger, consum...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Jul 2007 10:51:00 GMT |
The Only One |
I remember how love was infinity
I remember lieing beside you, and the time would stand still.
I'm sorry for all of my mistakes, and the things that made you cry.
I hope you'll move on with ...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 05:15:00 GMT |
I don't want this anymore |
I remember when I didn't feel like this, whne I used to have dreams and motivation to do stuff.
Now I feel completely numb and empty, I don't know why, I can't fall in love I don't feel any kind of se...
Posted by on Mon, 11 Jun 2007 02:57:00 GMT |
War around the corner |
He's going home, longing for his wife.
It's been a hell on earth, and almost lost his life.
As he's going home, he feels tired and exhausted.
Constantly thinking of his life and what it would have cos...
Posted by on Thu, 17 May 2007 09:25:00 GMT |
pain |
I'm sorry for all the things I've ever done.
it's time now to bring my emotions back up, I can't hide in fear all of my life.
Faceing the depths of depression and anxiety everyday for 3 years.
I've pu...
Posted by on Sun, 13 May 2007 06:16:00 GMT |
