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Break My Heart I'll Burn Your House

Dance In This Smoke Screen, You'll Just Light Up Again

About Me


The World Is Yours
But at what expense?
I am Mercedes...and I am stuck in insanity.
But I'll still cut your neck out. How's that?

I have dimples, and my right one is bigger than my left one.
I AM BLACK AND WHITE. NOT MEXICAN NOR PUERTO RICAN.
THANK YOU, I KNOW I HAVE NICE HAIR.

Basically:
I'm logical. I'm deep. I understand. I listen. I don't start shit. I compromise. I accomplish. I know what it is to feel. I can love. I can hate. I don't spend my time on revenge.
The rest:
I am a Juggalette. I hold my hatchetcharm proudly. I am in love with music. I sing. I am emotional. I write. My writing is very expressive. I have a tendency to hide behind imagery. I love to read. I am a photographer. I am creative. I love the sunset. My older sisters, Vanessa and LaBreeze, my brother in-law, Eric, and my nephew, Xavier are everything in the entire world to me. Bawb and Madisyn are my best friends of four years. Le Trio for as long as we live. I am in a long distance relationship and yes, I am in love with him. His name is Jeff. I’m left handed. I’ve always wanted to feel someone’s throat ripped in my hands. I am a computer nerd. I like the word geek. I find it very attractive when a guy knows a lot about computers and electronics (Jeff). I am addicted to Law&Order:SVU and have seen almost every episode. It is my inspiration for my desire to be a detective or lawyer. Yes, I have goals in life. I believe in the Paranormal, and anyone who can see ghosts, I think is truly gifted. I give random details. People say I speak with intelligence. I have an amazing memory. I am very observant. I notice things most people wouldn’t notice at all. I am probably the most patient person you will ever meet.
I am a perfectionist . I have OCD. I clean a lot. I'm bipolar. I hate redundancy. I am obsessed with my teeth. I have a finger fetish, and a foot phobia. I am afraid of the dark if I am alone. I love the night. I love the color black, it looks best on me. I love literature and math. My dictionary is my best friend. I've been trying to find another word for "cool". I am logical. I use big words. I correct everyone on their grammar and spelling. People get mad, but I do it for their sake, not mine. I love Superman. I'm into comic books. I play video games. I can easily help people with their problems. I put everyone before myself. I have not and will not consider myself before anyone. I like to give a lot more than I like receive. I love to cook and bake, it’s my thing. I watch the Food Network mostly all day, no it doesn’t make me hungry. I’m allergic to cherry, artificial and natural. I don’t eat chicken or pork, no I am not a vegetarian. I love boca burgers more than hamburgers. I am an orange juice addict. I love green tea and chai tea. I know basic guitar. I know how to aim and shoot a gun, and I do it very well. I love supporting the bands I love, such as Ever So Good www.myspace.com/eversogood. I dance. I don’t care if I can or not, I break it down. I love old horror movies. Ask me and I’ll know it. I want green rain boots.
People I Love and Care About Most
My Husband Jeffrey.
My lover Zena.
My sister Audrey
My other halves Madisyn and Bawb
You are a Juggalo once
And that states for the rest of your life
If you would like to talk to me more take a chance.
I took that picture, yes.
Sunsets are the best thing for a photographer.
They're so full of life, and inspiration.

My Interests


The Juggalo Nation Takes Over

We Will Never Die Alone

True love. ♥
From Xbox.com

I am inspired by law.

I wish to be successful.

*Poetry. Reading and writing.

*Photography.

*Music/Singing

Loves Of My Life

JeffJeff
Since FOREVER


Since '02

Since '03

Since '04

Since '05

Since '06

I support Gay Pride through and through.
Those flags are there to let people know that's it's okay to be who you are. Whether you're gay, bi, lesbian, you don't know, or you're straight and you support, I just want to let you know BE PROUD! Don't let anyone tear you down.

I'd like to meet:



JeffJeff is amazing enough for me. I love you... Like the sky loves the ocean
Eternity

All of Psychopathic Records, Nick Thomas , Chester Bennington, Justin Pierre, Mike Shinoda, Corey Taylor, Jason Mraz.

Music:

MUSIC is amazing.
Too much that I actually listen to to name...so here's just my favorite bands..

Insane Clown Posse (Juggalos will carry on)

Slipknot.
Seriously, get off my case.

The label that runs beneath the streets!

Also:
The Spill Canvas
Linkin Park
Motion City Soundtrack
Esham
Natas
Ever So Good
Family Force 5

underOATH
As Cities Burn
Atreyu
Cartel
Circa Survive
Jason Mraz (YEAH I SAID JASON MRAZ)
Lovehatehero

MOST bands that I am friends with.

Movies:


Scarface
Old Horror
Just ask and I'll know it.
Freddy Krueger
Michael Myers
Jason Voorhees
Modern Horror
Most with gore, scary music, and amazing storyline.
Saw I,II,III
1408
28 Days Later
28 Weeks Later
Japanese Horror: The Eye
Ringu
Comic Book/Video Game:
Superman
Spider-Man
Transformers
X-Men
Batman Begins (Yeah, yeah, Jeff)
Ghost Rider
Constantine
Hitman
Sin City
Other:
Shooter
Girl, Interrupted
Boys Don't Cry
300
The Machinist
Click.♥
Clerks 2 =]
American Psycho
Harsh Times
Murder By Numbers
The Number 23
Knocked Up
40 Year-Old Virgin
Superbad
Casino Royale
The Departed
The Matrix
The Good Girl
Frailty
Pirates of the Carribean 1,2,3
Rush Hour 1,2,3
Vacancy
Actors:
Christian Bale
Mark Wahlberg
Matt Damon
Christopher Meloni
Tom Welling
Tobey Maguire
Ryan Gosling
Jim Carrey
Adam Sandler
Ben Stiller
Actresses:
Mariska Hargitay
Kate Beckinsale
Rosario Dawson
Natalie Portman
Drop Dead Fred equals Love Forever.

Television:



My inspiration.

The Food Network.

Giada De Laurentiis is amazing. Jeff and I watch her all the time.
She's beautiful. ♥

Books:

I love books.

Cirque Du Freak 1-12.
Darren Shan is purely amazing.

Powerful. Loving. Haunting. Living. Real. Pure.
Inspirational.

The Outsiders, Cut, The Taste Of Night, Horror High: Resolved You're Dead.

Heroes:


My Father
Number One hero for life. RIP September 4th, 1999.
I miss you
Play Me
..
Vaness and Eric.
My oldest sister Vanessa. I can't really explain how much I look up to her. And there are no words to describe just now wonderful she is. She is the most beautiful person I've ever seen. Inside and out. She is the greastest person and I love her to death. She is all I have left, and is my hero for life.
Eric:
Eric has become a large portion of my life. I've never met someone that is on the level that he is on. We have many things in common, and I know within time he will become one of the very few that will truly understand me, and meet me where I belong. And for that, I will thank him. ♥
My sister, LaBreeze.
An entire life of everything. She's opened up doors almost as much as my other sister. We argue all the time, and it may seem like we don't love each other, but I love her to death. She is all I have next to Vanessa and my nephew. We are always there for each other. We understand where we both come from, even though we're entirely from different worlds. I love you, Hamster!
This boy is my world
Xavier. X-Man. Big X. Generation X. X. Turbo. Kid. Baby. Big Man.
The Nephew.
Superman_________Clark Kent
Spider-Man________Peter Parker
Any musician who has inspired me.
Photographers.
Michael Mayo. Long story behind it.

My Blog

Somethin' Like A New Love

Notttt my best work.Jeff says it's beautiful.(and I say he's crazy. =P) So sometimes I find this So hard to believe That this love I know Was so hard to conceive So once I said "My heart can't ...
Posted by Break My Heart I'll Burn Your House on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 02:29:00 PST

I said it all. I said what was true.

Yet to be titledIt was a slow, moderate kiss.Pushed hard against the lover's lips.Wrapped up with emotionWith hips pressed against hipsHeat rose between the thighsAnd neither could bearThe aching betw...
Posted by Break My Heart I'll Burn Your House on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 07:08:00 PST

It's just there..

Pretty much all that was on my mind one day in class.Swarmed.Defeated.Blank.His eyes were almost a deep purple. And his gaze was locked between eternity and the blank wall. the empty space fascinated ...
Posted by Break My Heart I'll Burn Your House on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 06:31:00 PST

Live me.

It's eating at me again. Inside, I just want to decay.Last year, I was everything. Everyone knew who I was. And now I'm nothing. I'm just a walking flesh that no one cares about, because no one notice...
Posted by Break My Heart I'll Burn Your House on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 04:42:00 PST

Empty.

"Well apparently it wasn't that important to her."Exactly what my mom said to her friend over the phone when I got my schedule to enter High School only to find that Yearbook wasn't on it as if I wasn...
Posted by Break My Heart I'll Burn Your House on Sun, 03 Sep 2006 02:49:00 PST

What World Are You From?

"What World Are You From?" meaning, what is your outlook? Your perspective. How do you see things from you own eyes? What World Are You From?How do you live?Do you take it step by stepBreathe slo...
Posted by Break My Heart I'll Burn Your House on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 11:29:00 PST

Sunsets

Purple.The sky turns a hazy purple.And everything comes crashing down on me like a house that just fell apart.Sunsets remind me of a time where nothing mattered. When I wasn't running from this worn o...
Posted by Break My Heart I'll Burn Your House on Mon, 26 Jun 2006 09:21:00 PST

I Can't...

Lovely.I feel completely wrecked as it is. I seriously can't find the time to think straight at all. It's a weird conspiracy of how I can just sit here, and take every bit of me apart...and find nothi...
Posted by Break My Heart I'll Burn Your House on Tue, 20 Jun 2006 02:13:00 PST

Love Isn't Much of a Pain Killer

A world so cold, I was blinded. There was everything, I could not seeThe right, the wrong, the good, and the badLove had completely taken it's tollAnd it was in to destroy meAnd get out as f...
Posted by Break My Heart I'll Burn Your House on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 11:54:00 PST

Healing Words: Trisha

So. I told Trisha I was going to start this new thing...that everytime someone had inspired me...or gave me wise words to advise me or help me, I would post it has a blog, and say what they had said, ...
Posted by Break My Heart I'll Burn Your House on Sat, 25 Mar 2006 05:07:00 PST