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Fear: there's a way out

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About Me


My name is Christopher Mark Santoro, but people call me Chris, or more often Santoro. I live in Medford, MA, right outside of the great city of Boston. I was born and raised here for my whole life.
I'm a pretty nice guy, if I do say so myself. Even if I don't know you that well, I will treat you well. I can be funny and very outgoing. At times, I can be a bit shy. I treat my friends with the utmost respect and care. I'm the kind of person that would do anything for my friends, even if it jeopardized my own being. I like going out to the city to hang out or to do something totally random and hilarious. I do admit that I have a bit of a weird side to me, but who doesn't :-P? I'm a bit of a goofball and my "Masshole" comes out every now and then. By the way, I would give my life for this kid, my best friend .
In relationships, I live by the same standards as I do with my friends. I look for nothing but an equal and mutual bond of loyalty, honesty, care, trust, and most of all, love. People say that love is something that has to be built up after a while; others say that it doesn't matter. I tend to think both ways; love is something that happens spontaneously. When I love someone, I do everything in my power to show her that I truly care about her well being. However, I expect that she does the same without question. Love is not just words, but its also action. I do a lot for the people that I love, whether they be my friends, a girlfriend, my family, etc. All I want in return is to know that I'm appreciated. Who doesn't?
I admit that I have a few shortcomings, hell who doesn't? Depending on the situation, I tend to worry and overthink. I can be an emotional person. I have a very big and open heart, which is open to everyone. However, if people abuse my trust, my friendship, my love, or just me physically, I immediately shut them out of my life. I don't need those types of people giving me stress, heartache, or just plain busting my balls. Even though I forgive, I have a few grudges locked in the closet. Eventually, I'll let those go but it's just not the time yet.
Metal and hardcore music is my release. I think I"m one of the only Asians who like heavy music lmao! The enjoyment that I get out of it is when I play the swift and complicated riffs, the feel of every time change, and the power of every breakdown. I am a self-taught metal guitarist and vocalist I picked up the guitar in April of 2005, and I have been riffing ever since. I picked up the microphone in March of 2006, and I will say I have come a long way. From the usual high, mid, and low screams, I have now found my melodic voice. My band is

INDIGNUS

, and I'm the vocalist. Check us out! My favorite bands are Killswitch Engage, Unearth, and pretty much any metal/hardcore band from Massachusetts. Everyone else is on the left side of this page (yeah I'm that lazy).
I am an aspiring graphic designer. Having started in July of 2006, I am proficient in the use of Photoshop CS, Adobe Dreamweaver, and Paint Shop Pro 7. I do mostly band promotion. I make flyers for shows, CD demo art, logos, etc. I'm still learning more and more as I go along, which brings more enjoyment to the whole experience! If you have a band that needs artwork done, please let me know so we can make arrangements.
That's pretty much me in a nutshell. Feel free to talk to me if you want on AIM. My screename is:
AZNDRAGON4532678 (Don't ask, I've had this since middle school). I hope to talk to you soon! Later dudes!
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My Interests

Fencing at Harvard, singing/screaming, guitar, jamming, heavy metal/metalcore music, meeting new people, joking around, acting like a random jackass, being there for people, helping those who need it, being a friend for those that don't have any, writing, movies, Asian culture, art, drawing, and a shit load more that I can't think of at the moment.
A Trick-or-Treater

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I'd like to meet:

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I want to meet:

Killswitch Engage

As I Lay Dying

Atreyu

Bullet for My Valentine

Story of the Year

Staind

Linkin Park when they get their act back together

Seether

Evanescence

Metallica

Megadeth

Alter Bridge

and most importantly...

You, unless you're some filthy scumbag! :-D

If you'd like to meet me, my Xanga is http://www.xanga.com/Eurasian_C

My AIM is AZNDRAGON4532678 (Yup, quite a mouthful eh?)

PEOPLE WHO I DON'T WANT TO MEET/SEE

Cheaters, liars, etc.

Manipulative people

Overly bratty and snobby ass people

People who have hurt my friends in the past

Ex-girlfriends who've pissed me off severely

People with egos

Two-faced people

All-around scumbags

Sluts and whores
You scored as Lead Singer. Your the lead singer man. Your instrument is a mic. You dont need to learn how to play that. Your powerful vocals follow Jesse Leach, Howard Jones, and Alex Varkatzas.

Lead Singer


75%

Bass Guitar


56%

Drumming


44%

Singing + instrument


38%

Lead Guitar


31%

Rhythm Guitar


31%
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Music:


Killswitch Engage

Unearth

As I Lay Dying

All That Remains

System of a Down

Alice in Chains

Trivium

Atreyu

Lacuna Coil

Soilwork

Elton John

Pantera

From Autumn to Ashes

In Flames

Breaking Benjamin

Underoath

Shadows Fall

Still Remains

Damageplan (RIP DIMEBAG ABBOT DARREL! YOUR MUSIC AND YOUR INFLUENCE WILL BE MISSED DEARLY!!)

Story of the Year

Hell Yeah (Vinnie Paul's new project xD!)

Staind

Seether

Megadeth

Deftones

Metallica

Evanescence

A Perfect Circle

Three Days Grace

P.O.D

Lifehouse

Rob Thomas

Lost Prophets(old stuff)

Switchfoot

Michelle Branch

Matchbox Twenty

Alter Bridge

SOME of Creed

Maroon 5

Nickelback

.. You scored as Rocker, Mosher. Your A Rocker!

Rocker, Mosher


95%

Goth


85%

Prepy


55%

Emo


55%

Skater


55%

Chav, Townie, Rude Boy, Ned, Kev


40%

Trendy


15%
What Group Are You? Chav, Rocker, Skater, Emo, Goth, Trendy, Prepy E.c.t
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Movies:

The Last Samurai, Lord of The Rings, Evanescence: Anywhere But Home DVD, Linkin Park: Live at the Pankake Festival, Meet the Fockers, Saved!, Underworld, 40 Days and 40 Nights, A Walk to Remember, The Notebook, Just Friends, Metallica: Some Kind of Monster, Love Me if You Dare, Killswitch Engage: Set This World Ablaze, The Amytsville Horror etc.

Les Miserables- Possibly the most enthralling and ultimately beautiful play in the world.

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Television:

Real World, Road Rules, RW/RR Challenge, I Love the 70's, 80's, and 90's, Music Choice On Demand, Yu Yu Hakusho, Viva La Bam, Jackass, MTV's Made,

Books:

Nothing yet...

Heroes:



My Blog

Nostalgia's shot to the balls

For the past several months, I've been bitching about wanting to get the hell out of high school, to begin my new life in college, and to become who I'm supposed to be down the road ahead. But the mor...
Posted by Fear: there's a way out on Sat, 19 May 2007 08:39:00 PST

INDIGNUS SHOW JUNE 23, 2007

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Posted by Fear: there's a way out on Sun, 06 May 2007 07:59:00 PST

Life back in order

So yeah, it's been a while since the last blog. It's funny how things can just get so much better and easier in the long run! Yeah, I'm pretty much back from whatever fucking blah I was in a month ago...
Posted by Fear: there's a way out on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 08:34:00 PST

February Vacation ' 07: The end

So February vacation has finally ended. If I'm correct, this will be my last one ever because college students do not have it...If that's the case, why did mine have to suck so badly? I really want to...
Posted by Fear: there's a way out on Sun, 25 Feb 2007 01:35:00 PST

A lonesome revelation

Yesterday one of the worst things happened to me. I tried pretty hard to erase it from my life, to let go, and to just start over again. However, I can't help this racing feeling in my heart. I can't ...
Posted by Fear: there's a way out on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 06:45:00 PST

Reflections on the past and the hope of a new tomorrow

2007: the deciding year for me. I will finally begin to step out of the phase that was my youth and take on life at full force. With college on the way, I am more than ready to face what comes. Howeve...
Posted by Fear: there's a way out on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 07:13:00 PST

Until Death Did She Part

"Melissa, are you there?" Melissa clutched the phone as she trembled; the tears fell down her face like heavy hail. It was 9:00 at night; she had just finished watching Laguna Beach whe...
Posted by Fear: there's a way out on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 04:26:00 PST

I understand now what "I love you" means...

Artist: AtreyuAlbum: Suicide Notes And Butterfly KissesTitle: Tulips Are BetterCrystal clear I see the rose is frail, the thorns hid easily in its beauty, as I go to grasp it in my hand My heart is t...
Posted by Fear: there's a way out on Thu, 27 Jul 2006 07:37:00 PST

If it really matters?

WHAT IF:: 1. I died: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. You found out i was married: 5. I stole something: 6. I was hospitalized: 7. I refused to leave my home: 8. I got into a fight whi...
Posted by Fear: there's a way out on Thu, 25 May 2006 06:05:00 PST

January returns

January Just look away from my faceAnd if you were to turn and look backNot only would you see what you have done to meUnfortunately you would see All the hatred that I have spawned towards ...
Posted by Fear: there's a way out on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 06:23:00 PST