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a few things tht have made me me. my mum left me when i was 3 and i was brought up by my dad. so im kinda a tom boy! i spent every school holiday with my scottish garndparents in the lakedistrict or in scotland, hence mckenzie, i never consider myself a southner. i went to church every sunday as a kid, and have a realtionship with God, but detest structured religion. i went to a private school where i was the only girl in my class, so used to hangingout with guys! always had two main loves at school science and art, and could of gone either way, ended up studing dance drama and performing arts and was gonna be a clown! fell pregnant when i was 17, stoped doing drugs smoking and drinking and vowed to be the best parent i could be, that girl saved my life!! spent the last 10 years dedicating my life to my family, God and justice! Discovered gaming 6 years ago when neighbours gave us ghostrecon, havent stoped since, just got better and bigger computers till i bought my baby. im a geek!! discovered my gaming skills worked in reallife when i played paintballing. split up from my husband 18 months ago, got diviroced went threw a horrible custody case to see my children, been trying to find a permenant job all the while, and have just got one with big yellow self storage. my life is pretty split in 2 now with one half of the week ful time house mum with my kids and the other holding down 2 jobs, bar maid at the admiral drake by night by day super helpfull sales assitant taking care of all your storage needs.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

id like to meet anyone that understands my geeky side. anyone that has a deep spirtual understanding of themselves and the world, anybody that loves life and is positive, anybody whos not scared by me running around with a gun, anybody who can sypathise with me having 4 kids. id like to meet anybody really anybody that i have stuff in common with or not. Life is too short to make enemys and too long to stay alone.

My Blog

this year

the keyboard seems so unfamiliar yet something i use everyday at work. stuck in the same routine now for almost a year. i have not written. except that small book i keep secret and only for my prayers...
Posted by on Wed, 07 Jan 2009 13:46:00 GMT

I Just Wanted A Free Haircut!!

It’s one of those things that i possibly take too seriously. It has been too long since i’ve been to a hairdressers. And was starting to get a bit bored with this mess of hair i’ve g...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 07:13:00 GMT

now im 30

i quickly hurry to the computer as inspiration hits me and i figure i best get these seeds of wisdom out before my ageing brain washes over them with important tasks to do.a reflexion of who and how i...
Posted by on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 03:51:00 GMT

the battle begins

i breath. finally seeing the enemy on the horizon. i have been pacing this field for days weeks maybe even months. steading my nerves planning my attack moves, sharpening my sword, sending word to all...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Nov 2007 12:01:00 GMT

i found myself

today in darkness and pouring rain i found myself. heart rippingly down on my knees. truth, stomach churning and question spreading. shaking hands and breath held choking at the possibilty realised. t...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 15:06:00 GMT

instead of you

i feel a bit naked and awkward. its been too long since i've written, with the exception of the countless letters to one person. so many i even bought my self a writting set. ofcourse they havent been...
Posted by on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 09:07:00 GMT

my page

its been a while. far too long. i stopped blogging purely because my life was busy. my life was great. and its not really that intresting reading how wonderfull someones life is. i had it all for 3 w...
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jul 2007 05:53:00 GMT

what am i ?

I am a monster. Not the ugly scary things in films. I'm one of the old lost legends, written about years ago. I don't know if I was born one, Or at some point I became this. I was normal before. No I...
Posted by on Thu, 31 May 2007 23:43:00 GMT

missing

i miss glancing over my shoulder to see you sitting behind me while im typing away. youd look up from your book and smile. i miss the way your so tired and yet you do everything to keep yourself awake...
Posted by on Wed, 30 May 2007 23:17:00 GMT

dear kids

dear kids for the last 11 years or more i have been your mother. i know for some of you you havent been around that long. so unfortunatly you wont have had as much of me as the others. so some of you ...
Posted by on Sun, 27 May 2007 00:32:00 GMT