If death should take me now...

About Me

Hello everyone who came to my page, Welcome! My name is Jose and I am 25 years old and live in Indio. I am shy at 1st but once you know me, well that's another story. I have more confidence in myself than ever before. I'm proud of my culture and where I come from. I like to laugh and make people laugh, I got a great sense of humor. I am a nice person, but I give that up until someone is mean to me or crosses the line, if you're an ass i'll be a bigger ass. I'm always myself, it's not good to be a fake or constantly lie, I like myself for the most part but like all human beigns we at least have one thing we don't like about ourselves. I am in a wheelchair, so I am a Cryp (lol), I have been in one for 12 years, but I am not paralyzed. You can ask me what happened and i'll gladly answer. If my wheelchair bothers people, well theres nothing I can do about it, it's not my loss, and you can gladly fuck off! Well I'm a simple person, I'm down to earth and laid back, it doesn't take much to make me happy, i like to express my feelings. I like listening to music, music is my passion, I live for it like as I live for other things. I love the band Tool, if you haven't seen by now. I love going to concerts, I seen over 40 bands in my concert experiences in 6 years, and i haven't even been to 20 concerts. I like to drink (not like an alcoholic), hang out with my family and friends. Watch movies, tv, play video games, go .., do graphic design, learn about history, go to vegas. I may not have the looks but i believe I got personality, but sometimes personality doesn't get you far in this shallow world obsessed with looks. If my page scares people, well too bad it's just art! If you're interested in getting to know me, well you know what to do.
..

Pimp out your webpage with PimpWebPage

Did you imagine the final sound as a gun?
Or the shattered windows of a car?
Did you ever imagine the last thing you'd hear
as you're fading out was a song?

My Interests

Family
Friends
Metal (music)
My dog
Concerts
Art
Comedy
Drinking
T.V.
Movies
Football (soccer, not american football or nfl)
Video Games
History
Ernesto "Che" Guevara
Life
Eyes
Love
Piercings
EZLN
Revolution
The unexplained
Ghosts
The mind
Communism
The soul
The spirit
Tattoos
U.F.O.'s
Humanity
Evolution
Animals
The world
Astronomy
Science
Graphic Design
Technology
Internet
Computers
My ipod

more stuff...

Tool 46&2 Live
..
Add to My Profile | More Videos

Nine Inch Nails - The Perfect Drug

Add to My Profile | More Videos

Tomahawk - Mike Patton - God Hates A Coward (Live)
..
Add to My Profile | More Videos

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet people who have same interests as me, or anyone who is interested in meeting me, they don't have to have the same interests. People who are looking to make friends, no assholes! People who can take sarcasm or a joke or a prank and not get offended. Someone who will be there for a while as friend or more. Lastly I'd like to meet Tool and many many great musicians that I admire.

If I let you, you would make me destroy myself
In order to survive you, I must first survive myself
And i can sink no further, and i cannot forgive you
I have no choice but to confront you
To engage you
To erase you
I've gone to great lengths to expand my threshold of pain
I will use my mistakes against you
There's no other choice
Shameless now
Nameless now
Nothing now
No one now
But my soul must be iron
Cuz my fear is naked
I'm naked and fearless
And my fear is naked

Music:

Metal is my favorite and the most I listen too, I also like Industrial, Classic Rock, Hard Rock, ect...

TOOL
Metallica
Fear Factory
Iron maiden
Pantera
Rammstein
Judas Priest
Ozzy
Megadeth
Therion
Guns N' Roses
Slayer
Nine Inch Nails
Korn
Marilyn Manson
Opeth
A Perfect Circle
Anthrax
Puscifer
KMFDM
White Zombie
Rob Zombie
Dio
Slipknot
Lacuna Coil
Rage Against The Machine
Hatebreed
System Of A Down
Disturbed
Oomph!
Cradle Of Filth
Trivium
In Flames
Children Of Bodom
Soilwork
Tomahawk
Dream Theater
Eisbrecher
Damageplan
Chimaira
Killswitch Engage
Mastodon
Otep
Gravity Kills
God Forbid
Sepultura
Audioslave
Soulfly
Coal Chamber
Kreator
Static-X
Spineshank
Shadows Fall
Alice In Chains
Nirvana
Pearl Jam
Pink Floyd
The Doors
Radiohead
Led Zeppelin
Creedence Clearwater Revival
El Tri
The Beatles
The Rolling Stones
Jimi Hendrix
Queen
Bush

many more...

Opiate (1992)

Sweat
Hush
Part Of Me
Cold And Ugly (live)
Jerk-Off (live)
Opiate

Undertow (1993)

Intolerance
Prison Sex
Sober
Bottom
Crawl Away
Swamp Song
Undertow
4Â°
Flood
Disgustipated

Ã†nema (1996)

Stinkfist
Eulogy
H.
Useful Idiot
Forty Six & 2
Message To Harry Manback
Hooker With A Penis
Intermission
Jimmy
Die Eier Von Satan
Pushit
Cesaro Summability
Ã†nema
(-) Ions
Third Eye

Salival (2000)

CD

Third Eye (live)
Part Of Me (live)
Pushit (live)
Message To Harry Manback II
Merkaba (live)
You lied (live)
No Quarter
L.A.M.C.
Maynard's Dick (Hidden Track)

DVD

Hush (video)
Sober (video)
Prison Sex (video)
Stinkfist (video)
Ã†nema (video)

Lateralus (2001)

The Grudge
Eon Blue Apocalypse
The Patient
Mantra
Schism
Parabol
Parabola
Thicks And Leeches
Lateralus
Disposition
Reflection
Triad
Faaip De Oiad

Schism (2006)

Schism (video)

Parabola (2006)

Parabola (video)

10,000 Days (2006)

Vicarious
Jambi
Wings For Marie (Part 1)
10,000 Days (Wings Pt. 2)
The Pot
Lipan Conjuring
Lost Keys (Blame Hofmann)
Rosetta Stoned
Intension
Right In Two
Viginti Tres

Movies:

A Place Called Chiapas (..ary 1998)

A Place Called Chiapas (..ary 1998) Terminator 2 & 3
Borat
Seven
The Sandlot
The DaVinci Code
The Goonies
Fast times at Ridgemont High
Saving Private Ryan
Dazed and Confused
Troy
Hannibal
Silence of the Lambs
Red Dragon
Alexander
The Nightmare Before Christmas
E.T.
Jurassic park 1-2-3
Edward Scissor Hands
The Lord of the Rings 1-2-3
Predator
Alien Vs. Predator
Mrs. Doubtfire
Big
Some Kind of Monster
Little Nicky
Big Daddy
Coneheads
Airheads
Black Sheep
Tommy Boy
South Park
Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory

more...

Television:

Dirty Jobs
Going Tribal
The History Channel
South Park
The Simpsons
Sponge Bob
Family Guy
Futurama
Late Night with Conan O'Brien
Saturday Night Live
Comedy Central
American Chopper
The First 48
Dr. Phil
Cold Case Files

many more...

Books:

The Grapes Of Wrath

Heroes:

My Family
Tool
People or artist that I admire...

My Blog

The Grudge

Wear the grudge like a crown of negativity.Calculate what we will or will not tolerate.Desperate to control all and everything.Unable to forgive your scarlet lettermen. Clutch it like a cornerstone. O...
Posted by If death should take me now... on Sat, 06 Jan 2007 07:38:00 PST

Crips

Crips vs. BloodsAdd to My Profile | More Videos...
Posted by If death should take me now... on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 02:09:00 PST

My Confession

because i'm diluted&perfectly flawedi shalllive by passion¬ by lawand i'minsecure ...i need aggressiontofeed the spidersof perceptionand i'msupposed to be strong& haveall the answersacannibalin the...
Posted by If death should take me now... on Tue, 12 Dec 2006 11:40:00 PST

In my time of need

I can't see the meaning of this life I'm leading I try to forget you as you forgot me This time there is nothing left for you to take, This is goodbyeSummer is miles and miles away And no one would as...
Posted by If death should take me now... on Mon, 27 Nov 2006 12:58:00 PST

H.

What's coming through is alive.What's holding up is a mirror.But what's singing songs is a snakeLooking to turn this piss to wine. They're both totally void of hate,But killing me just the same. The...
Posted by If death should take me now... on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 01:32:00 PST

Why?

Why do women always hurt me? At first everything goes fine when I meet a women im interested in, then everrything goes bad and we end up not talking anymore. My last 2 serious relationships have all g...
Posted by If death should take me now... on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 03:23:00 PST