Despite my seemingly care free and sometimes UNRULEY attitude - im a sucker for my animals. I love them all so much its untrue - and only those who know me very well can see, understand and appreciate how and why. I feel I have this quality that transfers to them all, and I hate the word BOND but i spose it creates pretty awesome ones.
Like with my little boy Saxon. He was amazing. All my close friends know how important he was to us all, and how much he incorperated into our lives. I remember when Saxon was ill, and i was saying to him as he was lying there, looking so sad, "don't worry lovely, I'll be back soon yeah. I love you so much." - Franki said "I bet you wish she spoke to us all like that." At the time i just kissed him on his cheek and left. But when he died the next day it really hit me how true what she said was. Because he was more a part of me than anyone else and i would have done anything for him. And the way he looked at you, you KNEW he could understand every-single-thing you said.
And right now all i want to do it hug him. Or have him chase me around the table. Or watch him rolling around infront of the tele doing his 'yoga'. I miss him so much.
R.I.P. Saxon.
and my amazing Charlyhorse - mayaswell be human :]
he's a star
my star
my silly little trouble maker ♥
but he's also my wings
and i love him a rediculous amount
I'd like to meet:
Joe Reo
Charlie Cox
Sawyer [Josh Holloway]
Hidden In Plain View
The Blackout
I really want to meet Greg!
3 years is too long!
Roll on the Summer please
Oh and Jeremy, Richard and James
My People <3
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More to come (Y)
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Music:
Emo
Screamo
Pop Punk
Punk
Powerpop
Trance
Dance
Happy Hardcore
Techno
Pop Rock
Hiphop
Not all of it, bits of it
Anything i can shake it to
Hidden In Plain View
Blessthefall
Halifax
etc.
Movies:
Atonement
Stardust
PrideAndPrejudice
PiratesOfTheCaribbean123
HarryPotter
A Clockwork Orange
Natural Born Killers
Shaun Of The Dead
Hot Fuzz
Spirited Away
Television:
Channel4
Channel4+1
E4
E4+1
More4
More4+1
Dave.
and R.I.P ABC1
Lost
Skins
TopGear
Hollyoaks
Scrubs
Whose Line Is It Anyway?
Heroes:
SLUT TOES <3 FRAN - LOLLL. Franki is my BABYCAKES. <3 LOL. She's a sexual predator and we do goodGREAT fuckin LOL nights out, trollied or not (HAHA lets hit the clubs, sober as a bean.) - and live the repurcussions, however stupid they are, its all good laffs init (Y)! £3 nights out a speciality. I love our random trips to places we've never been with people we dont really know. Together we can end up anywhere, at anytime, with anyone. All we need is our tunes, our heels and a 'hey why not!' Its all in the eyes, I reckons we both roll our eyes quite a bit, its our main form of comunication, besides speaking in rhyme. We are currently striving forward into the world of funtime rejections, and with the amount of strangebots in Vice we need that.. oh what that? 01...?! YOU WOT YOU WOT. We go to the Zoo on rainy days to laugh at monkeys in nappies and spend a small fortune on fish and chips. We enjoy singing badly along to any song we know(orDONT) the lyrics too, iff not, FREESTYLE. After a few trips round town we'll have noted our prey and be in for the kill. Franki is my bitch. Its quite hard to embarass me and Franki, we'll just take it and dish it back with a large portion of fries (or prawn crackers, whichever you preffer). She wants me, she just doesnt KNOW it yet - oh yeah and we're both slags (Y)! xxxx
Jen - YAY jen <3 !! =] my SNIPER. I love Jen more than a really fat kid loves REALLY fattening cake. She is the ONLY person who appreciates my messy habits and LOVES, teases and contributes to them with buttons, blankets and more alcohol. We seal the deal with cups of tea, toast or fry anything eddible and smother everything in butter, specially ya mam, maybe youre dad. 'Gym this week Jen?' 'Yeah sure, lets pump it up' but it never happens <3. Recreational activities include: beans racing and pair hair hoovering - Olympic sport much? 2012 mate, see you there! We schedule everything to the 'T', syncronise mobile phone music just to get the 'surround sound' and piss everyone else off. "Jen is so small, that when when i blow on her; she falls over - slowly, and its really funny, cos its slow, not fast liked youd expect. *phfoooooooo*" We're human guinea pigs for horse food, what? its crunhcy! Never leave us alone with a brush and a microwave, smelly results - What can i say, Jen would make a terrible fireman 'Oh what, a fire? Ok' <3. Watch out for us at a rave, chances are if you've got a funny haircut; are dressed like a christmas tree or don't appreciate our dancing we WILL bash you to bits - signature moves mate, the WINDMILL. Nothing beats gigs with Jen; with her i feel invinsible and hell yeah we mosh it up. We are both ArtBOTS and make it our aim to cause havoc, often by responding for eachother and talking too fast. I can have a whole conversation with Jen and she don't even move her lips. Apparently, without me, Jen would still wonder alot about many things "Do they all still know?" <3 Jen wants to eat my horse, I tell her she can't, but she claims 'he's so big and meaty looking' - i'll have to keep an eye on her =). We are proud to be from HC - party capital of Loughborough - watch out South Notts, we're heading your way! I love Jen A MILLION. BBFF AHA xxxx <3
Charley Wilson - Because he's Charley, and i love him so much. He knows me the best, inside and out and i drive him crazy and im sorry for it. He's the only person that ill ever be so god damn horrible to, but thats because i know he wont fuck off and leave me :( he'll just put up with me and thats how i know he loves me, because he knows im just frustrated, or being stupid. and i miss him xxx
My BUFFY - Lizzy <3. I am SHOCKED and APPAULED at myself for not rambling on about this Boootyful girly yet. Lizzy is like my mum, my sister and my crazy drunken aunt; she looks after me; gives me good time!!; and shows me where the parties at.. LOL :) I don't see her anywhere near as much as i should - i miss days of spliff, smirnoff and MMMM bitto cake (chocolate, strawberry and ornage - which do YOU preffer Hmmmm?!) in textiles - i miss making elaborate plans for some local public vandalism ART. Taking long days walked up Wells beach <3 i love her millions and love the times we have together, more this summer please BOOFF <3
Emma - just cos shes meine SIBLING. We're the fit sisters (*) deffo (Y) she puts up with all my antics, most of the time - and simply ROLES her eyes when shes disapointed in me (it hurts)! She is my fellow internet spy and we have MSN conversations when she is the the next room, usually discussing our MySpace and Facebook findings (you HAVE been warned). She loves cheese a bit to much - shes a cheese fiend. Chances are, if you see her gazing into the distance, her thoughts would be of that exactly "mmmmm, CHEESE <3". Emental?!
Andee and Cooper, Cooper and Andee, WOAAA what CAN i say? I can only assume Andee was a goat in a previous life - he eats everything. I mean ALOT. Sometimes i catch him staring longingly at me - i can only assume hes imagine a man made of bacon - or IS he? ;). He's my Jeremy Kyle - my private counseller. Oh and Andee cant dance. Well he can, but he shouldn't be allowed to - never (im sorry Andee, but its for your own good <3) COOPER is my other taxi cab man driver - appart from he'll offer, especially for a cup of tea (Y). He hates slow people and road works, and loves - well, cups of tea and 1 pound pints from 'The Ranny' *rolls eyes*. Lonely night in?! Lets go searchin for doggers! - Red Lion carpark? lol :) either that or he jsut falls asleep, oh and hes RUBBISH at any kind of fight - he gets OWNED, promise :) We both are super good at avoidence - Frappe Lattes, CD organiser, Golf Towel - you name it. Cooper buys nice puddings from the Coop and lets me steal them :) Mind you, so does Andee, infact i take way too many liberties with these guys <3. OH and, im going to miss not seeing these boys every single day next year - im thinking cloning? Sorted.
and GREG - I met Greg on MYSPACE - i know, GROAN - but NO, this is GENUIN. 2005 - 2008 mate and its not gonna stop - becuase we don't stop talking: sideways walking gnomes, cherry coke ... ermmm - i was actually gonna write a long list of what we talk about, but we really dont talk about much. i dont know where it comes from. Either way most of the time im correcting my spellinf spellig aowkking SPELLING errors/intellectual errors/stupidthingsisay, whilst he laughs with sad faces 'hahahaha :(' - WHICH i LOVE btw. its the BEST bit. He's always happy to talk to me and thats AMAZING. I love Ron Greg millions.
