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About Me

I dont play games... I dont play with hearts and people heads... if you are into that you need to step the fuck back because I am not the bitch to do it with..I do not play childish games I have children for that... I am a woman and will act and be treated like one.. so once again if you play games step the fuck back and do not contact me...I do not start shit but I will surely finish it....Contact Table/

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Stone By Stone I have a wall you cannot see because its deep inside of me. It blocks my heart on every side and helps emotions there to hide. You can't reach in, I can't reach out, You wonder what its all about. The wall I have that you can't see results from insecurity. Each time my tender heart was hurt the scars within grew worse and worse. So stone by stone, I built a wall, that's oh so thick it will not fall. Please understand that its not you; continue trying to break through. I want so much to show myself and love from you would really help. So bit by bit, chip at my wall, and stone by stone it starts to fall. I know the process will be slow, its never easy to let go of hurts and failures long engrained, upon one's heart from years of pain. I'm so afraid to let you in I know I might get hurt again. I try so hard to break the wall, but seem to get nowhere at all. For stone upon each stone I've stacked, and left between them not a crack. The only way to make it fall, Is imperfections in the wall. I did the best I could to build the perfect wall but there are still a few small flaws which are the key to breaking through the wall to me. Please use each flaw to cause a crack to knock a stone off of the stack. For just as stone by stone was laid with every hurt and every pain. So stone by stone the wall will break as love replaces every ache. Please be the one who cares enough to find the flaws, no matter what.


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Heroes:

My mother and My father.. without them I dont know where I would be today! I love yall... I miss you momma..RIP...

My Blog

I Crave

I craveThe very thought of youPressing against meYour hands touching and teasing I craveThe sweet taste of youWarm and wet upon my lipsYour flavour upon my tongue I craveThe musky scent of youSweeping...
Posted by BabyGurl on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 07:30:00 PST

Dream

At the end of each dayI hope you've had a good dayAnd I wonder when I can talk to you Or hear from you next time I go to bed feeling emptyI then slowly close my eyes And wish I was in your arms as I f...
Posted by BabyGurl on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 07:25:00 PST

Poetry

Hey Everyone I know I havent Wrote any poems in awhile . But there is someone who has made me want to write again. and so today I sat down and wrote poem after poem. It actually felt really good to wr...
Posted by BabyGurl on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 07:34:00 PST

Mom’s Bday... We miss you

  I know I haven't wrote in awhile But I just haven't had it in me to write anything. Today is momma's 51st birthday and I miss her more today than ever. Things have happened in ALL of our life t...
Posted by BabyGurl on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 04:21:00 PST

Thoughts

I sit here and think about my life and how much it has changed since my mother passed. My life has become upside down. I try to find happiness everywhere I go But I cant.. My happiness left when she l...
Posted by BabyGurl on Tue, 31 Jul 2007 12:13:00 PST

To My Best Friend,Sister Carla....

   Sister till Eternity That day was such a great oneWhen, in you, I found a lovely friendAnd a friendship so sweetthat I hope will never ever end.Your smile is so sweetAnd your eyes shine s...
Posted by BabyGurl on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 03:50:00 PST

Passion

I have this fire, it burns so hotDeep within my secret spotThe cry of my body, Scream, Shivers, ShakesAt the thought of his touch, my soul awakesHands of steel, with a feather soft touchThat somehow k...
Posted by BabyGurl on Sun, 27 May 2007 09:09:00 PST

A letter to my mom

Everyday, I stand in front of the mirror,I look at myself and I think of how similar I'm looking to someone I so long cared and loved. Everyday, when I lay in bed I stare at a picture of you and see y...
Posted by BabyGurl on Tue, 22 May 2007 01:22:00 PST

I miss you momma

It's been a year since you passed awayI miss you more with each passing day.Your smile, your laugh, your touch, your faceThe things no one could ever replace. Life isn't the same without you hereBut I...
Posted by BabyGurl on Tue, 22 May 2007 01:21:00 PST

Release

Flesh meets fleshMinds entwine Souls meshNow your mine Kisses wetTouches firmBodies acheDesires burns Pleasure heightensPleading nowSweet abandonI'll show you how When your readyYou will seeHow good t...
Posted by BabyGurl on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 07:37:00 PST