Ashley Disgrace [Destructive]

About Me

Ashley Disgrace [Destructive] M I'm annoying, and 13 - Yeah its true. Well, message me and get to know me.
I'd rather do this on my own; This is my life, if I fail then let me pick myself up.
Don't count on me; To get you through this.
Omg omg omg I love Anjay &♥;
I see the bad in everything before I see the good; So if you see me thinking negative, give me sometime I'll see the good things to eventually.
ps just because I'm bi doesn't mean I'd be intrested in taking advantage of your wife/cousin/girlfriend/sister/aunt/grandma/mom/step sister/3rd disowned prison break cousin. Mmkay??
More about this girl named Ashley? Okay then.
Shes always drawing hearts on her paper when no ones looking ♥
Shes afraid of perfection; But shes a perfectionist
She loves going outside at night just to watch the stars and moon
She isnt going to trust every word you say; And she wont always bend to your words.
Shes scared of being left behind.
She bites; Hard.
Shes not crazy, she just sees and hears all the things you dont want to.
She loves fire
Somedays her hatred for that person keeps her going; But sometimes the sorrow of that other persons death brings her down.
When she falls she expects no one to catch her; She'll just pick herself up and pretend that you weren't standing there after all.
She loves holding hands
She thinks piercings are sexy
She brushes her teeth to much; And might make you brush yours to if she feels like it. [just ask Ashlee]
The less you know about her the better
Revealing herself makes her feel weak and vulnerable.
She just wants someone to hold and call her own; To take care of and love.
She loves photography and art
She thinks blood is sexy
The smell and taste of raw meat drives her insane; And she loves it.
Theres a lot about her you'll never know;
But most importantly; She runs when things get tough; She'll probably hurt you, and when people fall in love with her, they regret it because she rips their hearts out.
She talks in her sleep
She digs her nails into her skin when shes asleep if shes stressed out.
She wants you to talk to her; Cause she'll accept you for you.Do you really love me? Or was this whole thing just a joke to you
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My Interests

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Music:

I fucking love you

My Blog

So.. maybe it isn't worth it.

Maybe the world isn't meant to be worth it. Suppose maybe, to feel things, to get far, is to fail? To pass onto another side, that we don't even know is there, just to fail yet again. To forsake ev...
Posted by Ashley Disgrace [Destructive] on Sun, 28 Jan 2007 10:43:00 PST

Self inflicted song.

Just like I remeber... Ashley Smith Caught in these thoughts; Every fucking second was just a game, You promised you'd take back the pain you brought.You said things would change, but theyre sti...
Posted by Ashley Disgrace [Destructive] on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 01:02:00 PST

Breaking; Killing; Suffocating; Me.

I can't take this. Why must I always be the one standing back unable to do anything. My words do not comfort the people I love and care about. I try; I reach out, I try and pul...
Posted by Ashley Disgrace [Destructive] on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 07:30:00 PST

Another poem

Take a knife across my wrist, Add me onto the death list.Bring me down, Pull me father.Leave me to die, The tears they all gather.I'd like to see the blood, Theyre coming through my tears, Washing off...
Posted by Ashley Disgrace [Destructive] on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 09:38:00 PST

To and from but never recieved

I'll still be trapped in this mind thinking.. Still wishing, always dreaming.I felt the touch of ice, the touch of love.To you, and you only.I miss it, and need it.My drug, my love come back please.On...
Posted by Ashley Disgrace [Destructive] on Tue, 21 Nov 2006 08:38:00 PST

<3

I've always believed before that some people are just meant to meet. We find people in our lives that show us something that we couldn't see before. I met a person, who has given me a lot...
Posted by Ashley Disgrace [Destructive] on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 04:00:00 PST