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My mind is clouded,
Jaded with thoughts of you,
Some I laugh at,
Some I can't believe are true.And as I let you go,
I'm still holding on,
I tell myself that it's all right you've fallen,
But my heart still can't believe you're gone.I ignore the hurt sometimes,
And it gets too much to bear,
I try to be positive,
But I feel it's just not fair.It's like I'm stuck one way,
Trapped in the middle of two,
My heart is muddled with my mind,
And I'm still lost in you.And sometimes it gets hard to breathe,
As memories take over my mind,
I'm reaching for your hand,
Because I cant leave you behind.It just seems too hard,
I really need to understand,
Because as time passes by,
The questions just expand.And there are days I think of you,
And I won't need to cry,
And there are nights I fall asleep,
Feeling like inside I could die.And now I'm so confused,
Knowing that you're gone,
Because here I am broken,
Wondering if I'm letting go or holding on.
I'd like to meet:
well i want to meet someone that really loves me and only me... not thinkin twice about it... i want a nice guy but one that will protect me wheni need it... but not eveytime i am in some shit.. i want someone that is like my daddy hes great and he knows how to treat a woman.. im not rushin into ne thing to fast b/c im not ready for that yet but i am lookin okay...He may not be there in person
he may not share the laugh
but he'll always be there,
spiritually.
Look up
look up in the sky,
one cloudless night
when the stars are shining.
You will see him smile
smiling to you.
When you're asleep
maybe you'll feel
that there's someone
watching you
remember:
it is him.
your beloved
he will always watch you
protect you
even though he's not there
on you left or right
He will always love you
he will watch you
when you grow up
he will look at you
and smile
remember that
remember he loves you
remember you'll join him
one day
you'll see him again.
Music:
i listen to all kinds of music except for the stupid rock crap
Movies:
my favorite movies are A Walk to Remember and Finding Nemo
Television:
i watch pretty much ne thing on tv
Books:
i dont like to readCONVERSATION ON PHONE BETWEEN B/F AND G/F OF 5 MOnthsboy- hey, hun
girl- hey
boy- i missed u at school 2day, y weren't u there?
girl- yeah, i had to go to the doctor.
boy- oh rele? y?
girl- oh nothin, annual shots, thats all.
boy- oh
girl- so wht did we do in math 2day?
boy- u didnt miss ne thing that great.......just lots of notes
girl- ok good
boy- yeah
girl- hey i have a question......
boy- ok, ask away
girl-........how much do u love me?
boy- u kno i love u more than anything
girl- yeah.....
boy- y did u ask?
girl-................silencesounding worriedvery long pauseclickbreaks into tears......................
girl- they're taking me off 2night
boy- y??
girl- i wanted 2 tell u but i couldnt
boy- y didnt u tell me????
girl- i didnt want 2 hurt u.
boy- u could never hurt me
girl- i just wanted 2 c if u felt bout me as the same i felt bout u.
boy- ?
girl- i love u more than anything, i would give u the world in a heartbeat. i would die for you and take a bullet for you.
boy- ...........
girl- dont be sad, i love u n ill always be here w/u
boy- then y'd u break up w/me?
nurse- young man, visiting hours are over.BOY LEAVES, GIRL IS TAKEN OFF LIFE SUPPORT, AND DIES.but wht the boy didn't kno is that the girl only asked him those questions so she could hear him say it one last time, and she only broke up w/him because she knew she only had 3 more weeks to live, and thought it would cause him less pain and give him time to get over her before she died.repost this message with the title i love _____ and fill in the name of the person u love or care about.
if u dont, this will happen to you but u will be in the boy's situation.
Heroes:
my heros would have to be my whole family... they are always there for me thro the good and the bad... i love them all...
R~I~P corry we love and miss u babe!!:(
