☆ Binx ☆

Asphyxiophiliac
The words that descirbe selfimage mean nothing to me. I ammyself, one true person whos there when needed, and hiddenwhen forgotten. I can take the role of being your hero, but itmight not always be for the best. I Love and hate as does all,but yet at the same time I am different from all mysurrondings.
I am not a bro hoe I am not a scene kid I am not a thug I do NOT classify myself assomething. I am myself and I don't try to be something that Iam not. Do not judge me before getting to know me I am notperfect nor flawless Everyone has their flaws and no one isperfect I treat people the way I would like to be treated. Ilike broccoli and steak. I like soda and coffee. Boys withpiercing eyes, perfect lips and scene cut hair are myweakness. I don't take people for granted. I enjoy the smallthings in life. Like the view of the ocean or city from thehigh point of a hill. I listen for love and Lust fortemptation. I am infatuated with that little thing called LOVE . I believe in soulmates. I believe that averything happens for a reason. And ifsomeone has bad Karma bad shit will happen to them. I DO NOT believe in GOD . Shoot me if you thinkthat makes me a bad person. But that is what I believe. Don'ttell me that I am wrong. I enjoy kissing, cuddleing andholding hands more than sex, call me crazy .
I have a past... just like anyone else. Don't judge me for thethings I have done and the mistakes I have made. Because mypast and my mistakes have brought me this far and has made methe person that I am today. I am perfectly content withmyself. The more mistakes the more you learn... I'm notPerfect... far from it. I have many flaws...
Strange thingssometimes fasinate me. When pain is inflicted during intimacy, I unravle and becomeintranced.
When beauty speaks I listen. As said before... I listen forlove and lust for temptation.
Chaos... Lust... Controversy... Insanity... and Excitment,pretty much portrays what I am about.
I am weak yet strong and enjoy the obsticals that my life hashad while growing up. I may sound mature for myage and don't get me wrong I am, but I am also a big kid. I'mnot cocky... I'm confident. I may not be the most beautifulgirl in the world but I'm sure not the ugliest. I have style Ihave class even tho people may not think so, I really do thinkI am a wonderful person to know. I am sweet and kind andcouldn't hurt a fly... unless it hurt me first. This is me... this is real
I'm not afriad of being myself and acting like a completefucking dork around people. If you get embarrassed by peopleeasily then you may want to keep your distance.
Yes I have my issues just like everyone else does, but I'mtierd of letting that ruin everything. I have amazing friends.I live in my own world... and fuck anyone who thinks it's FAKE . If your dramathen stay the fuck away from me. I'm tired of people who bringdrama with em everywhere they go. It's disgusting, and a majorheadache.
I want something... and I want to become someone. And I wontstop trying until I get and become what I want. My drive istoo strong to be broken. So just try and break me.