I'd like to meet:
you may think you know me, but i guarantee that you dont.
dont judge me for who you assume i am.
i live my life in black && white.
right && wrong.
hot && cold.
ill forever unintentionally count the stairs i walk up, only to forget the number once i get to the top.
i talk with my hands.
im quick to anger.
and slow to forgive.
i will never, ever forget.
i am brutally honest.
even if it hurts.
im not the person i was 5 years ago.
im not the person i was yesterday.
my two greatest fears are
being abandoned.
and the dark.
i push everyone important to me away.
sometimes just to see if they will come back.
ill forever walk down memory lane.
just to see if the mistake was mine.
i have secrets.
and i have shame.
ill pretend your opinion means nothing to me.
but inside it will eat me alive.
i love lucy and disney movies.
dont make plans, if you intend to break them.
my heart has been broken one to many times.
work, school, repeat.
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for the record. and i say it all the time.
one day im going to be famous.
even if its only in my children's eyes.
i will hold my head up high.
even though inside im about to cry.
music holds the key to my heart.
i sing in the shower and in my car.
my best friends are my life, i wouldnt be here if it wasnt for them.
remember.
you can never be old and wise if you were never young and stupid.
do me a favor?