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xinorph

stricken numb by fear i fall

About Me

i love music more than anything, i feel its what makes life worth living. i like to make people laugh. i'd like to sing for a death metal band eventually, or learn to play guitar. im good with computers, i love quake3arena. although i can't play an instrument, i feel i have a vast and confusing understanding of music and the concept of music itself. my vocals are the screams of satan's most tortured victims and i can also match almost any style. i'm a lover not a fighter. i smoke herb, but not cigs.

My Interests

Music, Computers, Video Games, Music, Food, Marijuana, Music.

I'd like to meet:

Musically talented people, a band who needs a harsh vocalist, chill friends, more hippies, quake enthusiasts, pretty girls and guys, someone who'd like to meet me.

Music:

WEEN, In Flames, Dredg, At The Gates, TOOL, Tori Amos, Beak, 2Pac, Amon Amarth, Burzum, Dimmu Borgir, Modest Mouse, Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, A Perfect Circle, Atom And His Package, Deftones, New Radicals, Dr. Dre, Borknagar, Naglfar, And Countless Others From All Genres.

Movies:

Donnie Darko, We Don't Live Here Anymore, American History X, Fight Club, Snatch, Requiem For A Dream.

Television:

Code Monkies, Scrubs, Seinfeld.

Books:

Tolkien, Lewis, Dragonlance.

Heroes:

Thomas Lindberg, Anders Fridén, Gene And Dean Ween.

My Blog

one clear moment

its too hard to seethe mess you bring to mebut ill clean it upand ill make it up to youthe more times i dothe same thing twicethe more ill findthat i was rightor that im insaneand or that i will do it...
Posted by xinorph on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 12:21:00 PST

two (pieces)

i feel like being me is harder than it should beon one side i am blinded and on one side i can seei am tied to my stupid self destined never to be freei feel like life grew harder when i happened upon...
Posted by xinorph on Sun, 09 Dec 2007 12:42:00 PST

a very similar situation

12 @ 1:12 Finished @ 1:14.Be it the Astragalus or the Dimehydrinate...2 minutes can change flames to sweating ice.In a very similar situation I find myself mentally prepared for what lies ahead.By the...
Posted by xinorph on Thu, 06 Dec 2007 01:20:00 PST

1247402

4 2day I 4see 12 round pills and feeling freefood 4 free and fun 4 meand perhaps 1 job opportunityblogs break 2 times your interest 4 me
Posted by xinorph on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 04:03:00 PST

love

I hold the powerthe control over myselfI control my own emotionsand I control myselfthe best things about meare buried deep withinoutside all this saddnesssaddness turned to finssetting sail on an end...
Posted by xinorph on Tue, 04 Dec 2007 03:58:00 PST

twin twins

four times the insanitytheres enough for both of us herealso im slightly scaredbut its me that you should feara total lack of reasonand loss of controli have a big fat headacheand i want to smoke a bo...
Posted by xinorph on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 02:07:00 PST

igh

life is what you hear when youre youngthe brain is easy to take care ofbut easy to get lost withinand thats another storyyour brainwaves take new shapeand float through your spacechanging their livesa...
Posted by xinorph on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 02:26:00 PST

clad in shadows

Reach for your razor Cut through the dawn See through your inner wrath keys shan't open the doors Behold my heart has stopped My lungs are laid the final rest And still I see and too I feel Yes, but ...
Posted by xinorph on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 01:48:00 PST

!

i dont know how the fuck i ended up having to deal with experian, but, they have got to be the absolute worst company ever.  I don't even need a fucking credit report, i just want to talk to a re...
Posted by xinorph on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 10:25:00 PST

unbelievable

its two a mfeel so fucking drunk and sadas i leave your mothers houseit begins to rainthoughts of mistakeshaunt my walkshh here comes a carplaying a piano on the streetit shouldnt be youbut it isjust ...
Posted by xinorph on Thu, 13 Sep 2007 01:18:00 PST