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emily[♥]

the bigger deal you make out of something. the bigger deal everyone else will. show no emotion.3

About Me

i miss you ,
body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away.
and i breathe you ,
into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today.
i love you ,
whether it's wrong or right.
and though i can't be with you tonight,
you know my heart is by your side.
i am
E M I L Y
running into things, tripping, and injuring myself are daily activities.
trying to hold my attention is like trying to hold water.
i live in a small town, where my favorite thing to do is leave.
i sleep more than i should, and stay up later than most.
many of my close friendships have come and gone.
but i enjoy every one and have no regrets.
the people closest to me will always be the ones who stuck it out through it all.
i can't tell you anything about my future.
except that i plan to make the best of it.
and i've stopped being afraid of what will or might happen.
i've learned not to depend on others for happiness.
my independence is something i prize.
i'm not looking for love.
no sense in looking for something i've had all along.
i try to live my life to the fullest, and for
Him.
=)
do you love me?
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My Interests

- band - dance team - jazz band - alto and tenor saxophone - useless bits of information - food! - reading good books - things that smell good - hugs =) - sweets - staying on the phone all night - learning new things - texting - spur of the moment plans - laying around the house all day - laying out - dressing up - listening to music - hanging out with my friends - pretty colors - knowing someone will accept me no matter what - being able to open up - having others open up to me - glitter and jewelry - when someone shows that they care - simple sweet gestures - genuine "i love you"s - new experiences

I'd like to meet:


i heard the best song the other day.
it had some amazing advice.

-Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubble gum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind, the kind that blindside you at 4 p.m. on some idle Tuesday.
-Don't waste your time on jealousy. Sometimes you're ahead, sometimes you're behind. The race is long and, in the end, it's only with yourself.
-Remember compliments you receive. Forget the insults. If you succeed in doing this, tell me how.
-Don't feel guilty if you don't know what you want to do with your life
-Dance, even if you have nowhere to do it but your living room.
-Read the directions, even if you don't follow them.
-♥Don't be reckless with other people's hearts. Don't put up with people who are reckless with yours.♥
-Understand that friends come and go, but with a precious few you should hold on. Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle, because the older you get, the more you need the people who knew you when you were young.
-THE SUNSCREEN SONG

Music:

A LITTLE OF EVERYTHING- colbie caillat - secondhand serenade - red jumpsuit apparatus - akon - boys like girls - mayday parade - sean kingston - lily allen - joss stone - yellowcard - panic! at the disco - hollywood undead - plain white t's - the veronicas - paula deanda - hellogoodbye - crossfade - breaking benjamin - kasey chambers - linkin park - natasha bedingfield - relient k - three days gracethere are others.

Movies:

- moulin rouge - miss congeniality - tristan and isolde - the cat in the hat =) - anything disney - anything worth watching

Television:

- gilmore girls - smallville - wildfire (when it came on) - seventh heaven - roseanne - lincoln heights - fresh prince - the cosby show - cartoons =)

Books:

i'll read anything interesting.the harry potter books are amazing.

Heroes:

**JESUS CHRIST**- my mom

My Blog

L?VE

Love, eh? Whoever thought one simple word could be so complicated. Four letters. One syllable. A commonly used word. I love you.. a commonly used phrase.three syllables.three words.eight letters.We're...
Posted by emily[♥] on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 02:53:00 PST

Summer Love.

So. Basically..This summer, overall, has been amazing so far. I've lost touch with some people, but that's to be expected. However, I've gotten close to some of the best people I've ever met. I've als...
Posted by emily[♥] on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 11:51:00 PST

I love this crazy, tragic, sometimes, almost, magic, awful, beautiful life

  a crazy list of random thoughts..maybe you can get something out of it. Sometimes..you just go through a couple days of your life...and get to a point...where you re-evaluate everything..your g...
Posted by emily[♥] on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 08:26:00 PST

Have You Ever?

felt like..there was an invisible force in your life.not God..no..not close at all..something closer to..ehh karma?but then again..not quite that either.Something..that when you finally got to the poi...
Posted by emily[♥] on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 06:42:00 PST

So Far Away- Crossfade

I've been changin' but you'll never see me now(I've been changin' but you'll never see me now)Now I'm blaming you for everythingNo more holding it inHow many years can I pretendNothing never goes the ...
Posted by emily[♥] on Wed, 21 Mar 2007 08:08:00 PST

Halfway through my freshman year in highschool

It's officially halfway through they year. So i thought it wou'd be interesting to summarize this semester. I have never in my life had so many problems as i have this year. I don't know what happened...
Posted by emily[♥] on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 11:40:00 PST

does anyone honestly care anymore?

how you impact other people?or do you even realize.do you know that you could be one of the most important peoplein someone's life...it could be a good important...or a bad important.do you realize th...
Posted by emily[♥] on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 08:19:00 PST

14 statements.

Directions: Write fourteen statements, intended to different people - things you've always wanted to tell them. Never tell which one is to whom. 1)I can't explain why you should be first. You just sho...
Posted by emily[♥] on Sun, 19 Nov 2006 11:36:00 PST

the grass isn't greener..

if you know me..you know im always lost in thoughtdaydreaming is what i spend a good bit of time onespecially when i get alone.i caught myself thinking about something odd today though.see..i'm a jeal...
Posted by emily[♥] on Sat, 11 Nov 2006 12:19:00 PST

since everyone is doing this...michelle started it lol

if you've read my "about me" there are many people who have touched me in my life. I couldn't possibly list them all. But here's a few. LAUREN-- omgee. you have touched my life more than anyone i've e...
Posted by emily[♥] on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 08:06:00 PST