Rob

You either hate me or like me, thats about it! First of all thank you Lynn for bringing the kids over to see their Papo, it really meant alot, even my sister cant find herself to do this, sad. I know it is not her fault, but even then. The kids ask to see their Papo and you accomodated you are a winner in my book. They were so happy, excited just to be in the house. It is wonderful to see the and feel the emotions they were experiencing. Khameron, I am sorry that we will not be able to do the things that I was able to do with Khaila and Khyle, with you. However the moment that I got to spend with you was wonderful. At my house you were so happy and full of joy it filled my heart with unforgettable happiness. I wish I could fulfill your dream that you mentioned to your mother and I. It would be nice. You are always welcome to have CHIPS AHOY COOKIES in my book. Khyle, man we had our little click together, BAM. I guess it will never fulfill its meaning. It will always be in my heart, though. I am glad I got to bring you to your first LAKER GAME and WRESTLING MATCH those were awesome moments. It was nice to hear you talk about it the other day, it lets me know that you remember that things that we do. Especially about what you said in the car when we went to Mcdonalds, that really touched my heart. I truly believe that we would have lived to be BAM! Skate on dude! Khaila,I heard your words and I know that you understand the situation and that you are a strong person. I have said everything I have wanted to say to you. But here they are again, you have to study hard to live the life you want, it will not be given to you, no matter how much you want it you have to earn it. You always ask that I must have a good job because I buy what I want and buy you three what you want, as well as help those who may need it, however that is usually forgotten as in this case. Yes I do, it was a struggle to get to this point but I made it, no one gave it to me and no one can take it away from me. Three other things, let no one ever disrepect you, make sure that whomever you love, loves you twice as much, and lastly, believe in yourself because I do. Remember how much you were afraid of the roller coaster, but you listened to me and road it anyway. I know your heart and I know you can do whatever you want, just do it! Well, Khaila, Khyle, and Khameron, I have been told to stay away from you forever, to not be involved in your lives, in other words your fathers hatred for me wants me to become a ghost to you all. Time wil eventually allow this to happen, believe me, it is not my desire. What makes it easier for me is the words and the hug that was full of love that you all said and gave to me, it lets me know that I am in your hearts. as time goes I will slowly fade in your minds, as for me I will never forget you. Never fear to come to me when you need too, never fear what you feel in hearts. You have done nothing wrong, the yelling directed to you is meant to have you forget about me, it does not mean that you have done anything wrong. It is just that someone knows that you, Khaila, Khyle and Khameron are the happiness and love of my life and this the only way to hurt me. It is sad that you three had to be involved in this when you should not be. I experience a similar situation with your dads dad. You just dont want to believe it but it is what it is.The above pictures are probably the last the kids will ever take with there great grandmother. Their beautiful smiles always brightened our day. Your Papo and I will truly miss you. Love always Uncle ROB