About Me
I have the same personality as Mr. Darcy
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when I raise my flashing sword...
and my hand takes hold on judgment
I will take vengeance upon mine enemies
and I will repay those who haze me.
I am thy right hand, count me among thy saints.
Now you will receive me
I do not ask for your poor or your hungry
I do not want your tired and sick
It is your corrupt I claim
It is your evil that will be sought by me.
with every breath, I shall hunt them down.
each day I will spill their blood,
till it rains down from the sky.
Do not kill, do not rape, do not steal
These are principles which
everyman of every faith can embrace.
These are not polite suggestions,
there are cores of behavior
those of you who ignore them
will pay the dearest cost
There are varying degrees of evil,
I urge you lesser forms of filth
not to push the bounds and cross over
into true corruption
into my domain.
for if you do, one day you will look behind you...
and you will see I
on that day you will reap it
I will send you to whatever God you wish.
and shepherds I shall be
Power hath descended forth from thy hand
that my feet may swiftly carry out thy command
So we shall flow a river forth to thee
and teeming with souls shall it ever be...
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Born out of darkness, I am isolated, confused and tormented. I find no solace in my own thoughts. They are distorted, twisted, and grotesque. What ever fragments of memories that remain of her, are not my own. They are intruders.
Memories are my enemy...
For me, this lonely room is a way station, my special purgatory. I lurk here in the shadows, amid this human debris
waiting
But this is not my domain. My domain is this skin, my shell of ectoplasm. My bent mind protects me and possesses me at the same time. When the full moon comes, I stare at it for a long time, as if expecting to discover some truth in its cold stillness, or Clarity, maybe a measure of peacefulness.
But the moon only brought into my world, more savageness.
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I wait, as I always have, for a sign or perhaps a warning, something to set events in motion. I realized that the battle between my innocence and evil is constant, ongoing...incident after incident. It is part of an unending chain, the domino principle. At least, thats what scientists call it. Their defenition of one thing happens that triggers another and another and another. In the end, all will be revealed, no matter how wonderful or hideous the result.
I can feel forces massing against me. The agonizing wait for the negatives becomes a way of life, turning and twisting my dark soul, feeding intense rage that boils deep within me, a rage at the unfairness of my plight and a feeling, still deeper. I earned it, my responsibility, burden, apocalyptic horror and my punishment.
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With all of the above said, when ever I get gloomy with the state of the world, general opinion's starting to make out that we live in a world of hatred and greed, but I don't see that. Seems to me that love is everywhere. Often it's not perticularly dignified or newsworthy, but it's always there. Fathers and sons, mothers and daughters, husbands and wives, boyfriends, girlfriends, old friends. When the planes hit the Twin Towers, as far as I know, none of the phone calls from the people on board were messages of hate or revenge. They were all messages of love. If you look for it, you'll find that love actually is all around.
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meliorate
v. tr. To make better; improve.
Blasé
adj. Uninterested because of frequent exposure or indulgence.
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Love is always patient and kind; it is never jealous, love is never boastful or conceited; it is never rude or selfish; it does not take offense, and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins but delights in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. Love does not come to an end.
~Corinthians 13:4-7
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Who I'd Like to Meet:
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