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About Me

Hello, welcome to my Myspace account. I have lived a pretty average life, not giving much to the benifit of the human race, but definately not taking an unjust amount of resources. I attended Bonita High School in the Inland Empire of California, I was active in sports, less than grand in scholastics, and pretty social. After high school I attended Citrus College and gained my AA degree, and moved on to a bevy of other schools, Cal State Fullerton, Riverside Community, Cal State Long Beach, and Cal Poly Pomona. I have had employment through various businesses since I was 17, from retail work to Clerical filing, and even as a police dispatcher. Approximately three years ago I was diagnosed with Osteo Genic Sarcoma a form of Bone cancer which forced me to part from my right leg. My journal hopes to be a history of my life, a prediction for my future, and a way to communicate with whomever is interested in my story. Please Enjoy
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My Interests

I have many interests but unfortunately no real focus, the lack of focus in my life really holds me from achieving any true goal and thus gain in my own personal life.

I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet Jack Black, I feel that he really has a grasp on how to live in the now. I respect him for trying to be himself without worrying to much about the thoughts of others.

Music:

I enjoy all music, from Hip-hop to country, rock to electronica, american and abroad. I have scaned the internet for all the free music I can find and I am still looking.

Movies:

I believe that "Joe Dirt" is one of the most underated movies of our time. The story of an eternal loser winning in the end never could be told as well.

Television:

I dispise reality TV, I don't enjoy watching the misfortune of others. I believe that Reality TV is searching out these unfortunate souls with out regaurd to the over all implications that these shows may have on the "stars". I believe that MTV is currently the number one contributor to the decay of youth morality with shows such as sweet 16, and Beauty Queen. I think that Nicole Riche and Paris Hilton could serve themselves, the Nation, and the world better with what monetary resources they already have rather then corrupt the heartland of the country.

Books:

The John Gunther biography. Best Book ever. "Death Be Not Proud."

Heroes:

Every child, and every person who wakes up, puts their pants on and lives for another day.

My Blog

Green Marbles and black starbursts!!!

Never look past the black starbursts,Green marbles of bliss is all that's left.Unattainable bliss which was attained and lost.At no birth but that of burden,Hated, hatred. Scorn, and longing,punishme...
Posted by James on Wed, 21 May 2008 12:08:00 PST

I will cross that line...

I still have no clue what is wrong with me. I am having difficulty finding a nice girl who can be mine. Who will love me for all my qualities and all my faults. Is it to much to...
Posted by James on Tue, 20 May 2008 12:43:00 PST

Thudering silence, Crushing relief...

My life seems to revolve around two forces driven in opposite dierections. I am at the center the forces are pulling the strings of my soul, the strings are nothing but thin twine. The for...
Posted by James on Sun, 23 Mar 2008 01:15:00 PST

M so called life...

Well hello everyone. I just had a check up at kaiser Permenente on friday and it went as usual. Everything on my original site looks normal, then came the obvious news. "Um I see som...
Posted by James on Sat, 23 Feb 2008 03:53:00 PST

You have to know that I am the asshole.

Those out there that are telling me to get out of my funk and that I need to get over my marriage I did some serious thinking. I would love to hear your responses on this email. So here's what I...
Posted by James on Tue, 08 Jan 2008 12:55:00 PST

Well that’s that...

Well I don't know what to say about me. Well never fear everyone after dealing with a allergic reaction to my chemotherapy which put me in a coma-like nonresponsive state. After awaking fo...
Posted by James on Tue, 01 Jan 2008 01:37:00 PST

Two persons of equal value, both with cancer...

One lives who has nothing, while one dies who had everything. The one who passes has friends and family. Has a secure relationship with a soul mate. Are they still equal? James...
Posted by James on Fri, 28 Dec 2007 10:28:00 PST

Ihave figured it out...

I finally have figured out what as happened. It's the age old story... two people in love. One person for whatever reason starts falling out of love... the one still in love notices the change i...
Posted by James on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 11:20:00 PST

She ued to keep me distracted..

I am headed in to chemo tomorrow and after the 20 plus chemo treatments I get pretty stressed out. I start snapping at people that I love, I get very depressed and withdrawn. I don't like ...
Posted by James on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 03:36:00 PST

Jacket over her shoulder...

I am going to miss throwing my jacket over Tracy. Tracy's blood ran cold like most women, she was was always cold. I always found myself, laying my jacket around Tracy,or on her lap. ...
Posted by James on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 05:43:00 PST