get like this

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please be considerate of my heart lovers and friends. just stop to think what your doing when you tell me of those who have hurt me, gathering like a family with their families. when you run in and out of my life, when you once told me of how you would always be around if it be physically possible. I understand that people go their separate ways, but it hurts so bad when every one else knows your separate way is where your going, but me. please respond when I tell you I need you if you cant come be by my side. consider how I've had such wide shoulders for all of you who I love or those of you who I've once been so in love with and i solved any problems you had or held you up when you couldnt do it on your own. I just cant do it any more. I never thought id be one like porcelain. but now I can see that one person can only take so much. I don't care if you are now saying damn what a weak women, its so sad how she's fallen from her thrown I didn't fall I step down first of all, and if I was weak I wouldn't have the courage to say how I feel like some of you fake ass bitches who pretend you aren't scared or effected by a thing others do or say. this is the real me changing back into my old self so I hope you took advantage while you could. I wont be keeping my mouth shut any more when something needs to be said. better start to fear me if you didn't already. I know that's why you talk your shit and try to sway those who are valuable to you, from this way. go ahead and go if yall going to believe you don't really know me cause that means you don't if your going to doubt me. I cant spend my time wasted on those who know they are just going to throw my heart away after using it and abusing it every day. if what you want is some one to love then please choose me. but remember to be considerate if you accept my all. I feel a tempest arising and anything that's not supposed to be here will be damaged and thrown from where it stands. there arent any purcautions that you could take to stop it once this violent storm approaches the area. nothing will prepare you for its unpredictable repercussions for a tempest only occurs under its violent conditions.