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About Me

I had always heard your entire life flashes in front of your eyes the second before you die. First of all, that one second isn't a second at all, it stretches on forever, like an ocean of time... For me, it was lying on my back at Boy Scout camp, watching falling stars... And yellow leaves, from the maple trees, that lined my street... Or my grandmother's hands, and the way her skin seemed like paper... And the first time I saw my cousin Tony's brand new Firebird... And Janie... And Janie... And... Carolyn. I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday. hello - goodbye - impressed?

My Interests

serial killers, music, horror movies, beer,and of course the redsox

I'd like to meet:

someone i can have a good conversation with IM me Paradizzzle ( with 3 z's)

Music:

pink floyd, murder by death,thursday, saves the day, the beatles, incubus, iron maiden, copeland, bright eyes, the bled,Alesana, Dance Gavin Dance modest mouse, two gallants, taking back sunday, the ataris, death cab for cutie, underoath, senses fail, sublime, brand new, dipset bitch!, the who, gym class heroes, TREOS, say anything, panic at the disco, blink 182, the doors, MSI, slipknot, hollywood undead, , misfits, transplants, reel big fish, dashboard, cursive and a lot of others

Movies:

hmmmm ghostbusters, superbad, grandmas boy, friday the 13th, halloween, nightmare on elms st, across the universe, star wars, the ladys man, and a lot more

Television:

entourage, dexter, weeds,

Books:

the fuck up, the perks of being a wallflower, porno (its actually a book not naked ladies), mortal remains, and most shakespeare

My Blog

My mind is racing

And it always is. i cant focus on one thing for a long period of time. At times i feel like i’m crazy. I have a set way of thinking and outlook on life and think that everyone else has the same ...
Posted by Rad Ry Has Turned Digital! on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 08:58:00 PST

I've been thinking

that im not really happy with my life at the moment I remember when going out would be fun tuesdays ue to be what I looked foward to I miss having that close click of friends I miss not having to worr...
Posted by Rad Ry Has Turned Digital! on Wed, 09 Jan 2008 05:46:00 PST

realization

So i was thinking and took myself back 3 years ago 2004. I graduated high school. Hung out with ry everyday. on 2 computers in my bedroom. Worked at a movie theater. Met Amanda late 04 went through so...
Posted by Rad Ry Has Turned Digital! on Thu, 09 Aug 2007 12:04:00 PST

piece by piece

i am falling apart i dwell on the past and i know i shouldnt but i ant help it. Instead of stopping all of this i just sit back and watch it happen. I'm a mess and i dont really care. If you have anyt...
Posted by Rad Ry Has Turned Digital! on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 12:21:00 PST

whats on my mind

I dont want to be alone any longer. I have my friends which i wouldnt trade for the world. But sitll theres this void and has been for some time now. I do like someone at the moment and i really do h...
Posted by Rad Ry Has Turned Digital! on Fri, 19 Jan 2007 07:47:00 PST

Vegetarians?

So on my way home from work this morning there is this ad talking about vegetatarin awareness. So it got me thinking about the subject. In no way am i putting vegetarains down this is just my out look...
Posted by Rad Ry Has Turned Digital! on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 08:37:00 PST

Myspace the reality show?

paradizzzle: They should make a reality show called myspaceparadizzzle: And its me u kate and a select others in a houseparadizzzle: Kind of like real world but we don't get jobsPopcorrnPlaya: YES!Pop...
Posted by Rad Ry Has Turned Digital! on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 12:40:00 PST

Love?

If 2 people love each other and both know it why isnt that enough? If you ask me love is this fake sense of comfort for people and if love isnt enough then what the hell is? Lust and love get mixed up...
Posted by Rad Ry Has Turned Digital! on Thu, 16 Feb 2006 11:11:00 PST

Nothing in life is easy

As of late i've been looking into buying a new car... I finally decide to fix my altima so i can get an apartment as well so i go outside to start the altima so the engine doesnt seize and i notice t...
Posted by Rad Ry Has Turned Digital! on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 04:59:00 PST

5 AM

The world is beautiful at 5 AM while everyone else is sleeping.
Posted by Rad Ry Has Turned Digital! on Sun, 02 Oct 2005 02:07:00 PST