About Me
so please forgive what i have done, no you can't stay mad at the setting sun. 'cause, we all get tired, i mean eventually there's nothing left to do but sleep.
, i'm nicoleee panza!
i keeep it chiiiiiiiillll!
for the moment, i am almost completely content and happy. i have just about all the people and luxuries i need in my life. i'd be lying if i said i didn't think material things mattered but, i know i'm lucky to have what i do and i don't rub it in other people's faces. i appreciate the life i live, the friends that share it with me, and the things that i am handed. for the most part, i am extremely friendly and kind, unless you attend my school. then i pretty much won't even waste my time looking in your direction. i refuse to spend any amount of time worrying about what other people think about me, because the truth is.. i don't need, want, or care about you. i'm loyal to the people that matter, but if you put a knife in my back, i'll put five in yours. i can't bring myself to regret any moment of my life, and i can barely ever bring myself to say sorry, if i want forgiveness, i'll chose an action to make up for it, not a fucking meaningless "i'm sorry". i'm only seventeen, and i've decided that gives me the right to fuck up, make the same mistake more than once, be rude, live life the way that i want to, and speak my own mind and opinions. this isn't me, this a web page.
THE GOOD THINGS!
black and white photographs, street art, tea, feeling fully alive, good literature, globes and maps, the 60's and 70's, finding that quote, poem, or song lyric that fits your life perfectly at that precise moment, fate, kisses on the eyelids and forehead, 3AM phone conversations, smiling just because, chipped and chewed fingernails, beauty in the smallest of packages, unexpected acts of kindness or affection, architecture, earth, money earned, coincidences, being in the right place at the right time, cute away messages, traveling, family, calenders, love.. for anyone or anything, change; whether it be small or substantial, anytime spent on rooftops, all nighters, cinemas, haircuts, random knowledge, jewelry, best friends, buttons, naps, chinese food!, road trips, cuddling, sweaters, the city, growing my hair out, tattoos, ordering in, fashion magazines, icees, marlboro smooths, herb, passion, sleeping in the car, coffee, sweetmint orbit and peppermint trident, brightly colored flowers
