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mr. matthew terry

Rather than love, than money, than faith, than fame, give me truth - HDT

About Me

i am young and make stupid decisions. i love my life.oh and i hope that Ozma, the fantastic band you are listing to right now, will make you want to be happy and dance around, because that is what they do for me. Yes, i do dance around to this song, but only in private.

My Interests

making music with my best friend. reading and collecting records. chemicals. being a disaffected twenty-something.music drugs and girls, you know...

I'd like to meet:

nobody. i have already met someone ;) and i am not really that much of a people person.

Music:

This is what i have been listing to as of late: Weezer, Brand New, the Microphones, Bright Eyes, the Velvet Underground, Kings Of Leon, Cursive, Pavement, M. Ward, Explosions In the Sky, Fear Before the March Of Flames, Lucero, Old 97's, Spoon, Tapes n' Tapes.

Movies:

my top five favorite movies of all time: 1. Rushmore 2. requiem for a dream 3. almost famous 4. taxi driver 5. pulp fiction

Television:

I don't like to admit that I watch T.V. but alas, i do.

Books:

My top three favorite books: on the road. house of leaves. catcher in the rye.

Heroes:

jack kerouac, tim kasher, rivers cuomo, conor oberst.

My Blog

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i just cant stop listening to pavement. you think it's easy but i think your wrong.       at the libaray.  work later.  boredom is overwhelming.  my mind wont stop thinki...
Posted by Mr. Matthew Terry on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 11:02:00 PST

I am not who i was.

london was nice.  the wedding was nice.  but i dont miss that town at all really.  i am glad i got out when i had the chance to.  i feel like i have grown up and moved on.  i ...
Posted by Mr. Matthew Terry on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 08:23:00 PST

so when you sober up, will you still be here in the morning (really really drunk)

fuck.  i cant even hardly talk to yyou any more.  i cant talkto you when you are with him, that guy.  whatever. fuck.  i am stupid and drunk.  im stupid to think that anyuthin...
Posted by Mr. Matthew Terry on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 01:59:00 PST

I have to stop thinking about things.

i have a plan, but i just cant seem to not think of just walking away from everything.  my mind and legs are restless and i cant seem to stop thinking of places other then here.  I want to b...
Posted by Mr. Matthew Terry on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 06:54:00 PST

2007 (another wasted year is over.)

two-thousand and six is over.  another wasted year in the bank.  and i am wondering what is going to happen to me in '07.  and i have to ride this fucking bus back to that hell-hol...
Posted by Mr. Matthew Terry on Mon, 01 Jan 2007 11:22:00 PST

So now i am 21......

and i am going to go see the Pink Spiders and get trashed tonight since i can do so legally.
Posted by Mr. Matthew Terry on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 12:45:00 PST

it's indie rock and roll for me.

What is the only moment that you have ever really felt alive?  Someone asked me that question one time, and I couldn't answer it and I don't think that anybody really can.  I know I have nev...
Posted by Mr. Matthew Terry on Wed, 04 Oct 2006 12:05:00 PST

misbehaving....

so i have been doing lots of thinking down here.  thinking about the situation i got myself into, mostly because i really have nothing else to do except work.  and i believe that its do...
Posted by Mr. Matthew Terry on Sat, 05 Aug 2006 04:07:00 PST

yes i am running away from my problems

so i cant say anything.             i am sorry to every one.
Posted by Mr. Matthew Terry on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 09:25:00 PST

fuck the way i feel

i want to see megan horn.i want to talk to her.she calms me down.but i just fucking suck at living.fuck me and my weird moods.i am falling apart and i dont know what to do.i need someone to keep me sa...
Posted by Mr. Matthew Terry on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 08:19:00 PST