suzanne

I finally figured out who i am. Apparently its called a bourgoise bohemian. Dont you just love a box you can stay in! I have this strange addiction to vintage shops and antique markets. I smoke too much and i could win a dark circles competition with benicio del torro. I copy kate moss. Dont we all. I'd rather spend my last pennys on organic lemon juice then get a big mac. i dont mind drugs but i’m to lazy to build up a proper addiction. i also have a funny job in showbizz. I’m a dancer at the lido de paris.I’ sick of people asking me if i’m a stripper. its a pretty famous place, you can google it to see for yourself, though i doubt it fulfills your fantasies. I dont really know what i’m doing in paris, i was running away and now i dont know where to run next so i just stick around. The best thing about paris is that if you're very lucky you can run into jarvis cocker. The other night the infamous sean asked me a bunch of stupid questions so here are some answers: if my house burned down (great thought sean!) i'd save the kitten. If someone gave me a million dollars i’d probably spend the rest of my life sitting in cafes watching people & thinking. Kind of what i do already just that at some point i have to get up and go to work.What i miss most about home is walking the street where he lives. Best song of all time is the hardest question ever, but the most played on my ipod is bad cover version by pulp. The ipod by the way is a mini, they dont do them anymore so i guess we could start calling it retro. i busy myself learning french and trying to say "scooter" like an ozzy girls. Currently reading nabokov, a biografie of tim burton and the Sunday times from last week. i read about 5 books at the same time and like adrian mole i sometimes fear i’m turning into an intellectual though there's part of me that just wants to have a beer. I like being surrounded by beautiful things though and the only four letter word i want to hear is dior. What i want most right now is a day off,a cocktail, a ticket to new york and a burberry trench coat. Some french kid in a pub called me pretentious and thats pretty much right. First duty in life is to strike a pose. What the second duty is no one has found out yet.(and thats oscar wilde you dickhead!)or in other words: i wasnt down, i just wasnt smiling at YOU... and now i'll have a tall skinny latte please, double shot, no sugar, the name is natasha. cheers!