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About Me

i'm dave. i love you. that's right. LOVE. maybe you can love me. that would be nice. well, i'm a nutcase. i'm not going to list everything i've got anymore, there's too much to list. i'm getting sent in for re-evaluation soon anyways. i'm pilled all the time, don't worry, i don't bite. anymore nobody has any respect for me. neither do i. i take a lot of pills to cope with reality. it's a lot of fun once you get the hang of it. i'm a very philosophical guy. everything i converse about is very existential. i often don't make sense. that's because i'm a lot more intelligent then you and i love to play with your mind. i've known a lot more trauma than you'll ever know. don't get me started. i'm alone. i often attach myself and reach out to people. it doesn't chage that i'm alone. i'm too paranoid and subsequently co-dependant. it's not a good combination. i'm an alcoholic. i had to quit. i'm a drug addict too. that's harder for me. i am still working on quitting. i'm completely in love with all women. this is good, since i cannot objectify women no matter how hard i try. i was just raised that way. i love all ethnicities and charecters. too bad they all resent me. i'm all for equallity. i will seriously get in bad fights about racsism, sexism, sexual orientation, restriction, and the like. but i'm not pc. i love to fuck around. but don't you ever let me hear you say nigger or spic or some shit, i carry knives. i have a lot of empathy for people, but nobody wants it from me. i bottle that up and let it out concentrated to certain people. sometimes i get way too attached, and that's really not good for me. i live off nothing but speed (the drug) for weeks sometimes. i can live off less than that. i like to cuddle and hug. it doesn't mean i want to fuck you. i generally don't want to fuck anything. i hate ignorance. it drives me insane (well, more insane). i'm more into music than you. no matter how much you think it's your life, you're wrong, it's mine. i'm more involved, i'm more selective, i go the extra mile. suck my ass. i love animals. they return the favor. that's all i ever wanted on this planet. love is all i ever wanted. too often it is wasted on those who take it for granted. don't waste your love.

My Interests

Grindcore, Crust, Power Violence, Harsh Noise, Noisecore, Hardcore, Power Electronics, Noise Rock, Gay Artsy Shit, Making People Uncomfortable, Violent Confrontations, Stabbing People, Tape-trading, Dadaism, Autonomy, Gabber/Speedcore, Analog Recordings, Hedgecore, Circuit-bending, Domestic Violence, Nihilism, all sorts of pits (hardcore dance, skanking, circle pits, moshing, whatever), Animal Rights, SOYMILK!!!, shitty recordings, shitty record labels, shitty music, shitty movies, shitty art, shitty lifestyles, shitty clothes, shitty homes, shitty people, SHITTY LIFE!

I'd like to meet:

people who need help and guidance. people who won't neglect me out of misunderstanding. i've already been neglected enough by the society i was forced into, i don't need anymore abandonment. people who will tell me straight up what they think about me, people who won't hug me but secretly fear and reject me.people who are open and fluidly emotional. people who are indiscriminate of race, religion, age, gender, politcal stance, etc. non-hateful people in general. someone to hold me and for me to hold in return. people with genuine curiousity. lovers of literature, music, art, nature, unity, etc. people appreciate the things they have, because i can generally find someone who has it worse than you, often myself. people who are tired of being alone. people who are ready for deep conversations. people whose minds are open and anticipating exploration. people like you.

Music:

I love Grindcore, Crust, Hardcore Punk, D-Beat (Swedish, Japanese, Finnish, and Brazilian), Power Violence, Harsh Noise, Gabber, Industrial, Brutal Prog, Free Form Jazz, Some Mathcore, Noise Rock, Happy Hardcore(techno), Reggae, Rocksteady, and Ska. Music is My LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Spazz, Charles Bronson, Big Black, Skinny Puppy, Fuck on the Beach, Infest, Iron Lung, XBRAINIAX, the Jesus Lizard, Apartment 213, Capitalist Casualties, Siege, Machetazo, Crossed Out, General Surgery, Born Backwards, Aus-rotten, Behind Enemy Lines, Benumb, Angerfist, Throbbing Gristle, Monster Plastic, Bathtub Shitter, R.A.M.B.O., Cripple Bastards, PassengerOfShit, Rotterdam Terror Corps, Ordrenekt, No Cash, the Accused, 365 Dagar Av Synd, Aghast, Mustard Plug, Avskum, Millencolin, the Locust, Man is the Bastard, Disnihil, Spazz, the Holy Mountain, Anally Aborted Fetus, ARM, Iron Lung, Scholastic Deth, Leftover Crack, Choking Victim, Morning Glory, Agothecles, Revolting Cocks, Big D and the Kids Table, Operation Ivy, Agoraphobic Nosebleed, Daughters, Botch, Anal Cunt, Caustic Christ, Acrid, Draft Dodger, To What End?, Inepsy, Crow, Selfish, Guantanamo Bay, Sick Terror, Cluster Bomb Unit, Behead the Profit, No Lord Shall Live, Cress, the Swarm, D.R.I., D.S.B., Decontrol, Dystopia, DropDead, Terrorizer, Unholy Grave, Disrupt, Cumshotte, Excreted Alive, Laceration, Voetsek, Skitsystem, Battle of Disarm, Crucial Unit, Bruce Banner, Nausea, Misery Index, JobbyKrust, Dog Soldier, World Burns to Death, Severed Head of State, Crossed Out, Embalming Theatre, Impetigo, Goat Shanty, Poisen Idea, Anti-Cimex, Suffocation, the Dayglo Abortions, Combat Wounded Veteran, HellBastard, Queef Huffer, Libido Airbag, Gut, Carcass, Clotted Symmetric Sexual Organ, XFILESX, Sex Positions, Cream Soda, FrostBite, Hellshock, Raped Bitch, Gorgonized Dorks, Exophoitic Goiter, Process of Regurgitation, Septic Death, Last Days of Humanity, Utgard Trolls, Alternate System, Bruce X Campbell, Gonorrhea Pussy, SplatterWhore, FondleCorpse, Methadone Abortion Clinic AND I LOVE NON-STRUCTURED HARSH NOISE nKondi, Fecalove, Mutant Ape, Pop Culture Rap Victim, Whitehouse, Rotten Milk Vs Bubblegum Shitface, Xome, Stimbox, Panicsville, Torturing Nurse, the Vault, Infected Fungus, Gimp Nipples, Rotted Brain, Ferveur Noire, the Rita, Is, Apophallation, Soup Purse, Gruuthaagy, Pope on Acid, Doornen, Kreuzer, mekanizm, Torturecide, Sleepingwiththeearth, Blossoming Noise, in Process of Reason, Espron, Coco and Fiend Friend, Pro-anorexia, Blackhouse, Cracked Dome, Warning Broken Machine, Detruema Frekvenco, Particle Son, the Black Meat...

Movies:

Donnie Darko, Naked Lunch, From Beyond, Blue Velvet, the Fly(the Cronenberg one), A Scanner Darkly, Train-spotting (HERIONMAKESYOUCONSTAPATEDLOL), Mulholland Drive, Eraserhead, the Elephant man, Shitty movies, gore, porn, gory porn, porny gore, Movies about Drugs, CHUD!!!!!

Television:

television is a waste of time and thought. the only things worth watching are Mr. Show, Ren and Stimpy, Scrubs, maybe Futurama or arrested development, and possibly the Korean Channel. and notice how i called it television instead of tv. tv is a nickname. nicknames are for friends and television is no friend of mine.

Books:

honestly, i love all literature and couldn't pick favorites for the life of me.

Heroes:

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