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MethLab Mander

The gift of memory is an awful curse.

About Me

Cause your words hit like a train and I can't ignore it
This moment could be our last
You fall in love and I'm running after
You move way too fast
I'm Chloë .
I have more nicknames than any other person I have met thus far, so feel free to add to the growing list.
I was born in East Amherst, NY, but it's been exactly six years since I left home and moved here, New Zealand.
I'm still an American.
I'm also a Christian. Ask me about it, I'll be more than happy to share.
I'm moving soon. I'll miss more things than I realise and I'd like to admit, because I've been waiting to leave for forever now. I've begun realising some little things lately that I didn't realise I will miss:
- My job and my work friends.
- Jeremy and I having picnics in Calculus class.
- Troublemaking in study periods.
- The Mad As Mission Crew's adventures...
to places like this:
- "Jamming" with Chris in Music class... Or watching him rock out.
- My regulars at work.
- Walking through the mall and knowing half the people I go past.
- Steven's headtop kisses, love letters and him making me blush.
- Having Sophie to rely on whenever I need her.
- Having Sophie to talk to like my diary.
- Driving with Sophie, blasting her music, and singing like nobody's listening.
- Sophie.
- Coming in at 6am from hanging out with Joshua.
- Being able to sneak out through my own ranch slider in my bedroom.
- Going to Elim every Sunday.
- My friends at Elim.
- Gigs... Dancing like a madwoman at them.
- Being a groupie of my local bands.
Many, many more things. Unfortunately.
I will always stick up for my family, my friends, and myself.
I won't let people walk all over me, or the people I care about.
I will always stand up for what I believe in.
I am strong willed and opinionated.
I l♥ve music. I'm an indie girl at heart. THERE. I said it.
I play piano, bass guitar, and have recently picked up the acoustic guitar.
I can now play Caring Is Creepy by The Shins.
I am super proud of that.
I'm outgoing and loud, but I have my quiet moments.
Certain people make me pull back into my shell, but those who I am most comfortable with bring out my true cwaziness.
I'm sarcastic too much. And have a wacky sense of humor.
People tell me I'm violent. But only in a playful way, of course.
I laugh lots. Until I bend over in agony, crying, and my face hurts so much that I have to squeeze my cheeks to try to stop myself from smiling.
I don't know the color of my own eyes.
And I can't describe my hair color.
Do you find that weird? I do.
I am always analyzing people, feelings, situations and dreams.
I will almost always tell you what I'm feeling.
...even though I hate feeling vulnerable.
I'm not the kind of person that can easily just pretend everything is normal when it isn't, I am too real and genuine for that.
I hate fakeness.
And I am not afraid of confrontation.
I LOVE my job. I work at The CD & DVD Store . My very own Staff Picks row has some sweet music and a caption that reads:
"Chloë rules over Saturdays with an iron fist. She stays true to her New York roots by refusing to listen to NZ music and talking funny. We highly recommend Chloë and her indie taste."
I L♥ve:
Christianity, being American, music, my job, hugs, acting, Mexican food, American candy, bichon friese puppies, horror movies, affection, stars, coffee, starbucks, dancing 'til my feet hurt, laughing 'til I cry.
I Dislike:
liberalism, bad manners, disrespect, pettiness, arrogance, hypocrisy, vanity, fakes, people that lead people on, lemmings, and those who have no morals.
You Should Be A Poet
You craft words well, in creative and unexpected ways.
And you have a great talent for evoking beautiful imagery...
Or describing the most intense heartbreak ever.
You're already naturally a poet, even if you've never written a poem. What Type of Writer Should You Be?

The Keys to Your Heart
You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
You Are 77% Open
You're a pretty open person - and you don't mind sharing the good, bad, and sometimes ugly.
And while sometimes you do catch yourself blabbing on, you usually exhibit restraint.
You're openness is quite refreshing, and it encourages other people to be open with you! How Open Are You?
Note: I am a complete sucker for romance, sentiment, and chivalrous behavior.

My Interests

Generally...

Music.
My friends.
My job.
Going out.
Dancing.
Sports.
Meeting people.

Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me"
A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out.
Your heart is open to where ever love takes you!

Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out

Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking

What turns you off: fighting and conflict

Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

I'd like to meet:

Sweet sweet people to talk to and/or look at:

Jesus.
John Travolta.
Mel Gibson.
Chad Michael Murray.
Dylan Moran.
Brandon Flowers.
Trey Parker & Matt Stone.
Benjamin Gibbard.
All of the musicians that I love.

Music:

♥Maroon 5.♥
♥Death Cab for Cutie.♥
♥The Killers.♥
♥Phantom Planet.♥
♥Snow Patrol.♥
♥The Postal Service.
♥The Shins.
♥Bloc Party.
♥Bright Eyes.
♥Arcade Fire.
♥Maximo Park.
♥The Bravery.
♥Black Rebel Motercycle Club.
♥Evermore.
♥The Strokes.
♥Arctic Monkeys.
♥The Kooks.
♥Youth Group.
♥Damien Rice.
♥Modest Mouse.
♥Muse.
♥The Dandy Warhols.
♥Eels.
♥Kasabian.
♥Spoon.
♥Beck.
♥The Decemberists.
♥Pluto.
♥Broken Social Scene.
♥Louis XIV.
♥Copeland.
♥The Goo Goo Dolls.
♥The Kinks.
♥Flip Grater.
♥Ryan Adams.
♥Royksopp.
♥Turin Brakes.
♥Radiohead.
♥Bob Dylan.
♥Oasis.
♥Mutemath.
♥Neutral Milk Hotel.
♥Pinback.
♥Gomez.
♥Doves.
♥My Morning Jacket.
♥The Zutons.
♥Interpol.
♥Wolf Parade.
♥The Rakes.
♥The Libertines.
♥The Stone Roses.
♥Gotan Project.
♥The Reindeer Section.
♥Clap Your Hands Say Yeah.
♥Mogwai.
♥Zero 7.
♥Jose Gonzalez.
♥OK Go.
♥Franz Ferdinand.
♥Rogue Wave.
♥The Mint Chicks.
♥Phoenix Foundation.
♥Violent Femmes.
♥Razorlight.
♥Tapes n Tapes.
♥Jeff Buckley.
♥Ray Lamontange.
♥Grant Lee-Philips.
♥KT Tunstall.
♥Vertical Horizon.
♥Imogen Heap.
♥Ryan Cabrera.
♥The Flaming Lips.
♥Eight.
♥Tosca.
♥Corinne Bailey Rae.
♥Over the Rhine.
♥Jet.
♥Jem.
♥Shooting Stars.
♥Kings of Leon.
♥Polyphonic Spree.
♥The New Pornographers.
♥The Subways.
Blackalicious.
♥Jurassic 5.
♥The 88.
♥Grandaddy.
♥Red Hot Chili Peppers.
♥Mercury Rev.
♥Dido.
♥Howie Day.
♥Putamayo.
♥Simple Plan.
♥Daphne Loves Derby.
♥The All-American Rejects.
♥Fall Out Boy.
♥Gnarls Barkley.
♥John Mayor.
♥Kanye West.
♥Jamie Cullum.
♥Michael Buble.
♥Alicia Keys.
♥Sarah McLachlan.
♥Coldplay.
♥Billy Joel.
♥The Beatles.
♥The Bee Gees.
♥Green Day.
♥Joss Stone.
♥ELVIS.
♥BSB, forever. ♥Jazz.
♥Old school music.


I love the O.C. mixes.
I love dancing to music.


GIG FAVORITES:
House of Dolls.
Black Market Art.
The Solar Vibes.
The Insurgents.

Many, many more. and the list keeps growing... look closely!

Movies:

♥GREASE.
♥Clueless.

♥Zoolander.

♥Blast from the Past.
♥Legally Blond.
♥Secret Window.
♥A Beautiful Mind.
♥The School of Rock.
♥Catch Me If You Can.
♥The Terminal.
♥Superstar.
Dude, Where's My Car?
♥Freaky Friday.
♥A Cinderella Story.
Horror movies.
♥Mean Girls.
♥Basketball Diaries.
♥Wimbledon.
♥In Her Shoes.
♥The Wedding Planner.
♥The Ring.
♥Scream.
♥--the funny "scary" ones.
How To Lose A Guy in 10 Days.
♥The Butterfly Effect.
♥Charlie & the Cholcolate Factory.
♥The Wedding Crashers.
♥The Day After Tomorrow.
♥Happy Gilmore.
♥AUSTIN POWERS. maahahah
♥Starsky and Hutch.
♥Meet the Parents.
♥Coyote Ugly.
♥Bubble Boy.
♥Not Another Teen Movie. (class.)
♥Liar Liar.
♥Pirates of the Carribean.
♥The Shawshank Redemption.
♥Dead Poets' Society.
♥Ocean's Eleven.
♥A Knight's Tale.
♥The Sixth Sense.
♥Pay it Forward.
♥28 Days.
♥What Women Want. mwaha
♥Ransom.
♥Hamlet.
THE MOGWAI POTATO MUSIC VIDEO.
So many different ones.

Television:

♥BLACK BOOKS.
♥South Park.
♥The O.C.
♥Scrubs.
♥CSI.
♥Hell's Kitchen.
♥Smallville.
♥Alias.
♥Friends.
♥American Idol.
♥America's Next Top Model.
♥The Simpsons.
♥Ali G.
♥SNL.
♥Whose Line Is It Anyway.
♥SAVED BY THE BELL.

What South park Person are you?
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Which "Saved By The Bell" Character Are You?

That's not true at all... But yeah, Saved by the Bell is pretty much the sweetest thing ever.

Books:

Books? meh... i don't really read...
♥The Bible.
♥Lord of the Flies.
♥The Perks of Being a Wallflower.
♥Harry Potter.
This is my favorite poem...
When we two parted
In silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted,
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.
The dew of the morning
Sank chill on my brow
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame:
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.
They name thee before me,
A knell to mine ear;
A shudder comes o'er me
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not I knew thee,
Who knew thee too well:
Long, long shall I rue thee
Too deeply to tell.
In secret we met
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?
With silence and tears.
_Lord Byron

Heroes:

Jesus.

Mel Gibson.

John Travolta.

DYLAN MORAN.

My Blog

I have to share this.

This song... There's something about this song. You have to listen to it because it's beautiful. In every way, it's beautiful. You Have My Attention - - Copeland Quiet now. Your voice sings ...
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the beginning of the unknown.

woahh. so much has happened lately. so much. too much. i'm sitting in my dad's office waiting to go home and i'm quietly freaking out. i had my last soccer practice yesterday. the last one for the ...
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