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Athaemis

Broken dolls dance no more

About Me

I am a student in the art of funeral services and that is my life. I enjoy music and art. I played the violin once upon a time and hope to again someday. I have an interest in Japanese culture and martial art forms. I have a strong interest in metaphysics, psuedo-science, mythology, cryptozoology, folklore, superstitions, and life in the ancient world. This is who I am.

My Interests

I like the whole "goth" scene and a wide variety of music including pretty much anything thats underground or alternative (though classical is always nice). I would consider myself to be an avid gamer when it comes to pc and console games.

I'd like to meet:

No one in particular. Maybe my equal. Just tell me when and I'll meet you there. We can discuss Schrodinger's cat.

Music:

I've decided to make a partial list. Here it goes: Saves the Day, AFI, Tiger Army, Dropkick Murpheys, Peter Murphy, Depeche Mode, Front 242, Genitorturers, Hopes Fall, As I Lay Dying, Zao, Societies Finest, 7 Angels 7 Plagues, Under Oath, The Smiths, She Wants Revenge, The Killers, Sopor Aeternus, Wolfsheim, VNV Nation, Pop Will Eat Itself, L'Ame Immortelle, Deine Lakaien, Thursday, Brighteyes, Rancid, The Clash, various classical and opera, Skinny Puppy, Sisters of Mercy, London After Midnight, Faithful Dawn, Covenant, Assemblage 23, Mesh, and many others. Please excuse any spelling errors...DO IT NOW!!!

Movies:

Donnie Darko and Dark City are among my favorites, but I love Asian horror flicks. I have an unhealthy obsession with the Aliens and Predator series. Psychological and supernatural thrillers make me feel all warm inside.

Television:

Lost is one of my most watched shows. I would have to say that I also enjoy Ghost Hunters on SciFi, Supernatural, Battlestar Galactica, Criss Angel Mindfreak, and quite a few of the Discovery/Science channel shows.

Books:

I like R.A. Salvatore's Forgotten Realms books, Alice in Wonderland, A Clockwork Orange, and a wide array of werewolf books. Lycanthropy is always a good topic.

Heroes:

I am my own best hero!! Although this says otherwise.trait snapshot:messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||| 16%
Stability |||||| 30%
Orderliness |||||| 26%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Interdependence |||||| 23%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 70%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||| 23%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Narcissism |||||||||| 36%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Avoidant |||||||||||||| 56%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 50%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||||| 56%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Individuality |||||||||||||||| 63%
Sexuality |||||| 30%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Physical security |||||||||| 36%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||||||| 64%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Vanity |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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My Blog

And the new job goes to....

Yes, you guessed it.  Someone else.  Most likely anyway.  That interview was by far the worst one I have been to.  "This isn't school, this is a real job.  You need to think o...
Posted by Athaemis on Fri, 11 May 2007 11:40:00 PST

Maybe they were right

Been having some difficulties lately.  The usual kind for me.  After thinking a bit back of things, I'm starting to think the people were correct in the diagnosis of some psychotic issues.&n...
Posted by Athaemis on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 04:45:00 PST

Make the music stop

I wish I could get these damned songs out of my head.  First I had to deal with the songs from Asoka playing over and over for a week straight.  Hindi music is very addictive.  Now, I h...
Posted by Athaemis on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 12:46:00 PST

I want to scream

I'm feeling quite manic today.  I'm tired, my head hurts, and I'm so damned bored.  I just want to run in circles and scream.  I noticed this urge to break something also.  So aggr...
Posted by Athaemis on Mon, 15 Jan 2007 09:22:00 PST

Last Day!!!

Today is the last day of class this term!!!  I'm so very ready for a break.  Just need a few hours of sleep before I go do the last embalming lab and the microbiology final.  My head mo...
Posted by Athaemis on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 04:51:00 PST

So much to do today

I am broke and tired, but I need to get my ass in gear.  I have to shower, shave, and wash some clothing.  Then I get to go to class again.  Yay!! Today the guy from Dodge Chemical come...
Posted by Athaemis on Mon, 23 Oct 2006 06:03:00 PST

Another day

I decided to post since it has been awhile.  I, as always, am still so exhausted.  Even with 12 hours of regular sleep, I still feel like I am going to drop.  I think I am losing my min...
Posted by Athaemis on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 08:16:00 PST

The face of things to come

A brief update about my family since so much is happening.  My mom was informed that her hand and arm have suffered severe nerve damage.  She was told to wait a year to see if it regenerates...
Posted by Athaemis on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 08:33:00 PST

The heads are in!!!

I get my restorative art head today with tools and the make-up kit.  I guess I know what I'm doing this weekend.  Making noses out of wax is such fun.
Posted by Athaemis on Thu, 14 Sep 2006 11:24:00 PST

The joy of college

I was informed that there will be no clinicals for embalming 2 until the middle of October or so, after the state inspection of the on campus lab.  The last one scheduled had 2 cases and only 2 s...
Posted by Athaemis on Tue, 12 Sep 2006 12:44:00 PST