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About Me

I've always been into realism, with books, movies and my drawings, but Hollow has been huge into fantasy his whole life. Lord of the Rings was read to him as a child and I had never even seen the movies, though I have now thanks to him, and I'm glad I waited cause watching them for the first time with him made a special memory ~=) He's writing this amazing fantasy book that he hopes to publish someday (and he will cause he's an amazing writer, and I'm not just predjudice cause I love him, he really has a talent and I'm very proud of him) and he wants me to draw the art for the covers. He's wanted me to ever since we've met but I had never drawn anything fantasy before. I never would've attemped a dragon before him. It means alot to me that he wants me to be a part of something that means so much to him and I know now big fantasy art is so I bought a couple how to draw fantasy art books and have been practicing. I used to only draw tigers and pretty much nothing else so fantasy has definitely been a stretch from my normal boring real life stuff ~=P. My goal is to practice enough so that one day I can sit down with Hollow and he can describe a character or a dragon from his book and see if I can create it. He's been impressed with what I've done so far and his mom was too so that definitely helps inspire me to keep doing it. Who knows maybe fantasy art is going to be my ticket to fame. I mean I'll always go back to tigers. I'm love tigers way too much and am way too proud of all the drawings I've done so far to give those up, but fantasy is a nice break from them, since that's pretty much all I did and that did get boring and cause me not to be inspired or motivated to draw. Hollow has inspired me and encouraged me so much since the day I met him, I can't thank him enough for that. I asked for inspiration and I certainly got it ~=) I'm very lucky to have found him. I don't know where I'd be without him. Oh wait I have an idea, I wouldn't be drawing nearly as much as I have, I wouldn't have the confidence I do now, I wouldn't have worked in a toy store over the holidays, I wouldn't have made friends with his sister in law Mandy, and Lord of the Rings would still be on the list of movies that I still hadn't seen, that and Star Trek, I've only seen a few episodes but they're not bad and I wouldn't mind watching alot more with him. Doctor Who would also be on that list cause I never would have been into that either and I loved last season. He's also getting me into Scary movies which I've never been into, but he doesn't think any of them are scary so he makes fun of them and instead of being scared I'm laughing throughout it which is fun ~=) Also I'm not spiritual in a religious way anymore, I'm a growing christian, which is something I had wanted to be for a long time but Hollow definitely helped me with that.

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Words for Hollow

Just a whisper of your voice and I'm suddenly calm A look of your eyes and there goes the flutters You see so much in me more than anyone has and it isn't silent it flows out in such beautiful words ...
Posted by on Wed, 29 Nov 2006 19:35:00 GMT

trying to be hopeful

I was very angry in my last blog and feeling very strong, which I don't think is a bad thing, but I thought I would write a nicer more happy blog.  The fact is that no matter what I've gone throu...
Posted by on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 14:53:00 GMT

no emotional attachment

I want to be like a guy and have no emotional attachment at all.  I would love to just have fun and not care about anything, make out, have sex without any emotion involved.  But the fa...
Posted by on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 18:39:00 GMT

somewhere out there

lonliness comsumes me I could be with someone but I'm also enjoying my lonliness I'm sinking into it maybe I'll want it to be this way always and never want anybody by my side or maybe the lonliness...
Posted by on Mon, 14 Aug 2006 18:06:00 GMT

reassurance would be nice

I need reassurance from people sometimes I wish I didn't but I do.  I need to hear that the people that are a part of my life want to be that part of my life.  I don't hear it as much as I n...
Posted by on Sat, 11 Mar 2006 09:06:00 GMT

confusion

I am so confused. My brain feels like it's going to explode from trying to figure people out. I'm emotionally drained. I was alone then I met someone they disappeared without warning witho...
Posted by on Fri, 21 Jan 2005 18:36:00 GMT