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I'm So Special

I Made You My Priority...But U Made Me Another One Of Your Options...

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Not really much to tell..I mean u see me rite? I guess I would probaley say that i am pretty down to earth and all of that. Some things I do that are sweet, but I can go from angel to devil in less than 2.2 seconds. I will always fight for what i want and leave those that are not gonna fight with me. I tend to be a bit territorial and want things my way...but i am willin to compromise if the situation calls for it. I love hard and i love deep..don't appreciate when the feelin is not returned..Tend to be wat all those horoscopes say about taurus women..Anythin else u wanna no..hit the page up and askI enjoy taking care of my kids and listening to music

I'd like to meet:

Someone sent me this poem and I thought it might be a good idea to share it with ya'll:If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behaviour. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends". A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own set of friends separate from his. Maintain boundaries in how a guy treats you. If something bothers you, speak up. Never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later. You cannot change a man's behaviour. Change comes from within. Don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are...even if he has more education or in a better job. Do not make him into a quasi-god. He is a man, nothing more nothing less. Never let a man define who you are. Never borrow someone else's man. If he cheated with you, he'll cheat on you. A man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him to treat you. All men are NOT dogs. You should not be the one doing all the bending...compromise is a two way street. You need time to heal between relationships...there is nothing cute about baggage... Deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship You should never look for someone to COMPLETE you... a relationship consists of two WHOLE individuals... look for someone complimentary...not supplementary. Dating is fun...even if he doesn't turn out to be Mr. Right. Make him miss you sometimes... when a man always know where you are, and you're always readily available to him - he takes it for granted. Never move into his mother's house. Never co-sign for a man. Don't fully commit to a man who doesn't give you everything that you need. Keep him in your radar but get to know others. Share this with other women and men (just so they know)... You'll make someone smile, another rethink her choices, and another woman prepare.

Music:

FAVOURITE D.J'S: DJ ENVY, DJ SKEE AND DJ CLUE?FAVOURITE ARTISTS RIGHT NOW ARE: THE GAME, JAY-Z, B.I.G., ALAINE(DIS WOMAN IS WICKED),BEENIE MAN(HIM FOOLISH BUT HEH, WE ALL LIVE AND LEARN), VYBZ KARTEL (HE HAS NO MANNAS, BUT U LEARN TO DEAL), JADAKISS, FAT JOE, F-A-B-O, T.I, PHARRELL, KANYE WEST, KEYSHIA COLE, YOUNG JEZZY, SNOOP, BUSTA, MARY J., BEYONCE (i admit it, the girl has class), CHERI DENNIS, ELEPHANT MAN, SEAN PAUL JUST TO NAME A FEW

Movies:

FACE OFF, ATL, WAIST DEEP, ARE WE THERE YET?, STREETS IS WATCHING, STATE PROPERTY 1/2, LOVE AND BASKETBALL (this movie is so sick. love story at it's bst), JUICE, SUGAR HILL, NEW JACK CITY, LAST HOLIDAY, PRETTY WOMAN (SOUNDS CORNY BUT I'M A SUCKA FOR ROMANCE.......EVEN IF YOU GOTTA PAY FOR IT =)MayStubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.

Television:

DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES, GREY'S ANATOMY, ALL OF THE ABC SOAPS (FANTASY AT IT'S BEST), ALL OF THE UPN MONDAY , 24(yes...I must admit..I sneak around the corners and watch this show when ever i can)

Books:

Naughty or Nice, Girls Rule The World, anything by Omar Tyree (see Flyy Girl and the Return of Flyy Girl), all Zane books (my cousin in L.A. turned me on to this author), anything Eric Jerome Dickey, anything havin to do wid Nursing and any books that my children chose to be read

Heroes:

My momma, my babies(all of dem),my self..and because I am a grown woman, I now know wat sets me apart from the lil girls:GIRLS leave their schedule wide-open and wait for a guy to call and make plans. GROWN WOMEN make their own plans and nicely tell the guy to get in where he fits in.GIRLS want to control the man in their life. GROWN WOMEN know that if he's truly hers, he doesn't need controlling.GIRLS check you for not calling them. GROWN WOMEN are too busy to realize you hadn't.GIRLS try to put a man 'on lock' by using sex. GROWN WOMEN know that it's the sex of the mental kind that makes a man want to 'lock' you down.GIRLS fake-moan, lay there and take the stabbing. GROWN WOMEN say, "Just stop", get up, get dressed and walk out.GIRLS are afraid to be alone. GROWN WOMEN revel in it-- using it as a time for personal growth.GIRLS ignore the good guys. GROWN WOMEN ignore the bad guys.GIRLS make you come. GROWN WOMEN make you come home.GIRLS worry about not being pretty and/or good enough for their man. GROWN WOMEN know that they are pretty and/or good enough for any man.GIRLS try to monopolize all their man's time (i.e., don't want him hanging with his friends). GROWN WOMEN realize that a lil' bit of space makes the 'together time' even more special -- and goes to kick it with her own friends!GIRLS think a guy crying is weak. GROWN WOMEN offer their shoulder and a tissue.GIRLS want to be spoiled and 'tell' their man so. GROWN WOMEN 'show' him and make him comfortable enough to reciprocate w/o fear of losing his 'manhood'.GIRLS get hurt by one man and make all men pay for it. GROWN WOMEN know that that was just one man.GIRLS fall in love, chase aimlessly after the object of their affection, ignoring all 'signs'. GROWN WOMEN know that sometimes the one you love, doesn't always love you back -- and moves on, without bitterness.GIRLS will read this and get an attitude. GROWN WOMEN will read this and ask...which one am I? Loved by some, hated by many, envied by most, yet wanted by plenty!

My Blog

Quiet Reflections

Ha Ha..U ever realize that u were completely in the dark about something and that everyone saw the light except for u? U ever wonder how u could allow a man to get away wid some of the things that u l...
Posted by I'm So Special on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 01:13:00 PST

Suffocate

Ever feel like u can't breathe..i mean like u literally cannot breathe? U ever been in love wid someone and all of the signs point to a beautiful relationship but then somethin happens and u have to s...
Posted by I'm So Special on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 07:28:00 PST

How do u know?

How do u know when to let go of someone or u have been let go off? How do u know that things between the two of u have become so "routine" that either one of u at anytime could be going through the mo...
Posted by I'm So Special on Tue, 04 Sep 2007 07:19:00 PST

A discussion wid self

THAT'S IT! I'M DONE! I HAD! WE'RE THRU! I think that these are words that I have said in my head too many times to u I HATE U SO MUCH! U MAKE ME FEEL LOWER THAN EARTH! Why the hell do I let u make me&...
Posted by I'm So Special on Wed, 15 Aug 2007 01:32:00 PST

unsure

i think i hate my damn job. i really do. all these people with all of this education and aint worth a damn thing. they have no moral sense, only book sense and their thoughts are not their o...
Posted by I'm So Special on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 02:29:00 PST

Givin Love Rite Back...

I've done all that I can do to make u understand I want you as more than just my friend, I want u for my man. I've been everything to u..ur best friend,ur wife and ur lover. And when I least expected ...
Posted by I'm So Special on Wed, 25 Jul 2007 04:56:00 PST