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Apathy spEakIng...Hold while I transfer you.

† °__&deg †Thats right faggot...trapped....will you be there when I neeeeeeeee

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Uday's Div Tutorial
View My PicsMessage Me Add Me Block MeMy name is Uday. I am 25 years old and live in Raliegh, NC. I like to do dangerous activities for the rush and somehow avoid death on a daily basis. I have a turtle named Max and some fish. I'm currently and perpetually single either because I'm picky (well, that's what I tell myself) or because my long hair makes me look like a dirty hippie girl. Probably more the latter than the former. Anyway, I also like to do some graphics and write a bunch of silly tutorials that no one gets any use out of but it makes me feel productive, so leave me alone, ok? I party pretty hard, which gets me in trouble at times, but what fun is life if you can actually remember what you did last night or what you said to that cute girl at the bar. Anyway, enough about me. Mainly because this is a whole lot of typing just to prove to someone that you can make a scrollbox. It's all a bunch of silliness if you ask me. Peace out, party on, and don't cause any trouble because you may awaken the beast that lies within.What can I say, I'm a big fan of music. I love to rock the night away. I have about 600 CD's and around 10 Gb of music on my computer. I love going to concerts and am very involved in the local music scene. I love rock, rap, r&b, metal...pretty much everything but country because I really don't want to hear some dude crying about losing his trailor, his cheating wife, and his cat. Men aren't supposed to like cats, even though I love them...I hope that doesn't make me gay or anything.

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My Blog

MUAHHAHA. explanatioNZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

isolate....jesSEE....ISOLATE>..... My friends have asked me: W.T.H  is up jess???Why have you been avoiding social contact??!!!!! YOu dont CALL,, You DOnT WrITE........ Are you suffering from som...
Posted by -A WORLD ruled by straight white men??? on Tue, 19 Dec 2006 09:19:00 PST

Trying to breath this setback out

errrrr,,,, Sometimes it gets so hard.. the everpresent OCD,the being gay in conservative fuckhole places, the fear... the anger,,, the dysfunctional family.....ughhhh Im so tired.....just breathe-
Posted by -A WORLD ruled by straight white men??? on Fri, 15 Dec 2006 11:48:00 PST

GAy....HOWevEA......

Not a breeder but.....I would **** Kate MOss In a heartbeat.... God she makes me HoTTTTTTTTT
Posted by -A WORLD ruled by straight white men??? on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 09:49:00 PST

GO GOD...Its your BIrtHdaY...drop it like Its YOur BiRtHdAY

GO GOD...Its your BIrtHdaY...drop it like Its YOur BiRtHdAY So i had a conversation with god today and it went something like this.... ME;  Hey god GOD: SUp my fav lil fag?? Me:  God, I...
Posted by -A WORLD ruled by straight white men??? on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 07:00:00 PST

Come fish with me...

The trees are frozen deep & In snowy garb and now and then A bird chirps in sleep In the fishes barque I onward glide, O'er the broad explanse of oceans tide And towards the horizon when I turn...
Posted by -A WORLD ruled by straight white men??? on Thu, 08 Jun 2006 07:14:00 PST

The state of masculinity ?and what doe it mean to be such..!

I.... am..... fag...... Therefore what does this mean??? Is it the cultural stereotypes placed on me? Or instead, does it dictate the life o my masculinity?? In our society to be gay-- comes with cert...
Posted by -A WORLD ruled by straight white men??? on Sun, 29 Jan 2006 12:06:00 PST

Lying heree in the dark and the moon beckons>

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Posted by -A WORLD ruled by straight white men??? on Mon, 16 Jan 2006 12:08:00 PST

What im not going to find in Bozeman

  Ok --self fufilling prophecy timez.  I guess that the person who I would really like to meet in Bozeman doesnt exist sadly.  I hate stereotypes it's just that this one seems to...
Posted by -A WORLD ruled by straight white men??? on Fri, 02 Sep 2005 05:35:00 PST

The Oceans Depths

  How curious the light behavesReflecting off the dancing waves.Oh how my very being craves-A view from down below. Suspended in my watery lair,I would not need to gasp for air,For I'm no longer...
Posted by -A WORLD ruled by straight white men??? on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST