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Kristin

This is real. This is honest. This is pure. Purely passion. It's everything I am.

About Me


Imperfection is beauty, Madness is genius
And its better to be absolutely rediculous, than absolutely boring
SHORT VERSION
MUSIC. Concerts. Brownies. Diffident. Guys who wear girl pants. Hockey. Root Beer. My ugly but awesome shoes with the holes all over. And cheesey horror movies where the blood squirts out histarically.
Screen name: BrockToTheMusic.
POSSIBLY ANNOYING VERSION
Ok soo this Looks REALLY long and you probably don’t want to read something so long…but I swear, it shouldn’t bore you. If it does, then I have done you wrong = ( Ok, first the boring basic crap: My name is Kristin, I’m 20, I’m only 5’ tall, and I’m originally from the Bloomsburg/Danville area, but right now I’m in Wilkes-Barre for school. I go to LCCC where I’m majoring in Broadcast Communications, studying TV Production and all that fun stuff. My absolute favorite thing in the world to do is to go to shows. Being stuck in a crowd so close that you are dripping with sweat as you’re pushed from one spot to the complete other side of the stage in less than a second, being next to someone new every moment of the show, not being able to breathe and it’s so hot that it feels like you’re standing on the sun, with hot, awesome emo bands wearing girl pants on stage giving it all they got, I swear is the best place ever. It’s the best feeling in the world. But don’t get me wrong, hot, emo, girl pant wearing, guys, aren’t all I listen to. I listen to literally everything. Don’t believe me, look through my CD collection. I swear I have something from every genre, but I’ll be honest, I don’t have video game music. So I guess I just lied. But I do have music from the 50s, 60s, 70s, 80s, 90s, Broadway, pop, crossover country, country [but hardly any, not much into that twangy stuff singing about their truck breaking down and being so drunk, because their wife left them.], Rock, Alternative, very little Rap, R&B, pop/punk rock, power pop rock, techno, screamo, even instrumental. I also have Disney crap, Christmas music, and sound effects stuff. I have really old broadcasts from the 1930s when there was no TV. Call me a dork, but I’m not gonna lie, I have it. I’m also a BIG sucker for anything acoustic. I absolutely Love the sound of the acoustic guitar. It’s just a sound that gives me butterflies. My friends and I formed an acoustic, screaming band, where we scream barn animal sounds. Yeah, it’s going to be great. But in reality, I would love to learn to play someday. I would really love to learn drums as well, because the combination of the beats look and sound like fun. I taught myself the keyboard a long time ago, but I don’t really remember much. However, I can still play The Adam’s Family Theme Song and a little bit of The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow from Annie. I took singing lessons for like year. I still suck. I took ice skating lessons for 4 years, but unfortunately had to stop, because I had to leave for college. I drive really fast, because it’s fun and because it’s in my blood. My dad is a race car driver [Formula cars, NOT NASCAR], and someday I’ll be able to reach the pedals and get into it myself. My favorite stores are Pac Sun, Hot Topic, and Gallery Of Sound. But Spencer’s is pretty fun to go in to and of course Gertrude Hawk for the free samples. I swear, free samples is the next best thing to going to a show. They should pass out free samples at shows, however, I was at a show once where the band handed out bread to everyone. I love food. I can eat and eat and not gain an ounce. But I am one of the pickiest eaters you’ll ever meet, but I’m getting better. I absolutely love Italian food, my Gram’s mashed potatoes, and of course BROWNIES. If you ever bake me brownies, I swear I’d love you forever! Also, no one can make better macaroni and cheese than my mom, not even in the blue box! Whoa, I know. And most people think I’m crazy, but I don’t like Chinese food. Sorry. But you know what’s really good? Tortilla chips with a lot of shredded cheddar melted on them and then dipped in salsa. Hell Yeah =) I love suspense movies and psychological thrillers, but then I also love cartoons and comedies. My friend and I are gonna shoot a horror/porno film in our basement and it’s going to star our buddy Mike DeGuzis and Sound The Alarm’s Joe Brule. I love the old, cheesy, horror movies and the best parts are usually when the victim runs up the stairs to get away from the killer and of course the blood and guts. It’s not a real horror movie without seeing some kind of body part fall out. I really want to go to a hockey game and be right by the glass. I want to see somebody smash someone into the wall so hard that blood squirts. But don’t get me wrong, I’m really NOT into the whole wrestling crap. I think it’s gross and retarded. A bunch of stupid boys trying to show “how tough they are” crap. Whatever. I really love animals and get way attached right away. I have a dog at home named Milli, and my sister unfortunately took the ferrets with her, Lily and Sunn. Now you may think I’m crazy and insane, and should belong in a mental institution when I say this, but whenever I cut myself [UNINTENTIONALLY], I really love to watch the blood drip down. But seriously, don’t think I’m crazy or whatever, I just like the sight of blood, it’s interesting to see. Whenever I walk into a room, I guess I tend to look up at the ceiling a lot. My friends always say I’m constantly looking up at the sky or the ceiling. You know, I really don’t know why. I also like to sit in the chair upside down. I love to blast music so loud and sing/scream the lyrics as loud as I can, because it’s fun. I love taking walks and I constantly feel like I’m being watched. I’ve never been in love [Does it count if it was only onesided?] and I’ve never been in a car accident, nor have I ever gotten a speeding ticket. One time, my sister tied me to a tree and left me there. Going back to the beginning, I love emo guys that wear girl pants. Or just emo guys..ok they don't HAVE to be emo. I am obsessed with hoodies, I pretty much wear one everyday, sometimes I don’t, but it’s rare. Even in like 70 degree weather. I hate people who are fake to one person and true to another. I hate people who aren’t themselves and I hate arrogant assholes. I love people who make me laugh so hard that I have to pee and I love making other people laugh so hard that they have to pee. I am an extremely shy and quiet person when you meet me, but once I feel comfortable around you, I won’t shut up. When I eat toast, I always have to eat the piece that I buttered first, first, just because I do. One day, my friend and I are going to steel a shopping cart and ride it down the hills of Nanticoke, maybe Mount Carmel too. I hear there is a hell of a hill there. I love taking random road trips to New York and then just turning around and driving back, just because we’re bored. I love being in NYC on the subway with the Rat named Louie who is probably dead today. I have a friend who loves to brush his hair for me. I also have another friend who thinks Joan Jett sounds like Breaking Ben. I love a movie that really makes you think about it after it’s over, even an hour later, not because you didn’t understand it, but because it was just like wow. I love taking song lyrics from totally different songs and putting them together to create something that still has meaning to me. I have a friend who likes to fall off the carousel in front of old people to make them all gasp. I work at the Knoebels Amusement Resort in the summer and I think it‘s fun. I have a lot of questions about religion and I’ve seen every single episode of Friends at least 5 times and still laugh so hard as if it’s the first time. I absolutely love Christmas lights and I absolutely hate animal abusers. I love wearing white clothes under black lights. I love things that glow in the dark. One time, my sister had a whole bunch of glow in the dark stars all over her wall and ceiling in her room and we were jumping on her bed and it really felt like we were in space and on the moon. Awesome, I know. I love having random dance parties that only consist of 2 or 3 people. One day, we will serve mashed potatoes at one. I’m almost always freezing, but I Love the snow. At home, I have a really big yard and it looks so beautiful when every piece of the ground is covered with snow without any foot prints and the sun is shining on it; it looks like white glitter. I like glitter. I love building forts, not just in the snow, but with blankets and anything that’s around the house. Call me 5, I don’t care, I’m having fun in my fort. I love things that are soft and if I walk by it, I just have to touch it. I sleep with a very soft stuffed animal that’s an elephant. I love STARS, Seashells, art, thunderstorms, Waterfalls, firworks, and roller coasters. I Love heights!! One time, when I was bored, I invented this game where you sit in a spinny chair and someone spins you really fast and you have to try to blow up a balloon as big as you can at the same time. Seem stupid? Maybe, but let’s see you do it. I bet, you’re gonna go try it later.. I like to play twister and I use to sniff pixie sticks for fun. Now I love to smell Windex and all purpose cleaners, I don’t know why. I could spray a paper towel and carry it around and smell it all day. I don’t. But I could. I have a candle that smells exactly like a brownie. My colorful light came with 2 blue shades instead of a green one. My Vans have really bad holes in them, but I still wear them and love them. I’m a MySpace Geek and an MGR’er. I think I could go on forever with more random shit about me, but I won’t. If you really want to know more random crap or even real, true, deep stuff, or just say HEY! then IM me or message me. My screen name is BrockToTheMusic. And if all this crap really did bore you, then..I’m sorry, but I really honestly don't care.
Do not let her smile fool you
Behind it is a mess of things that you may never understand..

My Interests

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I use to rely on self medication
I guess I still do that from time to time
True Friendship
*CONCERTS*
Music
ipod
1. Emo Boys in bands =)
2. Snowboarders
3. Hockey Players
Ice Skating
Racing (Formula Cars)
Movies
Film Stuff
Knoebels
Wal Mart
My Car with the black fender and the dented door
BROWNIES and Root Beer
Pixie Sticks
Secret Techie Rituals
My Parties
Water Balloons
Roller coasters
Burping Contests
Squirrels
3AM Bacon
Glitter
Shaving Donato
Mario Kart
Sidewalk Chalk
'Bug On a Windshield'
Stars
Sea Shells
The Drummer hehe
Shiny Things
CDs
Flippy Phones
Taco Bell
Fire Works
Blue, Red, and Black
Animals
Mozzarella Sticks
Twister
My ugly, but awesome shoes
Senior Week
My brush
Lights
Thunderstorms
My Gram's mashed potatoes
The Park
The Bouncy Ball
The Giant Cow
The water in Shamokin
Pizza
Birthday Squirts
Walks
Windex
Hair Dye
Waterfalls
Hills and Shopping Carts
Walking down dark alleys in the middle of night
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2005 Class Motto: "If it feels good, do it!"
Disappointment and Regret collide
Lying awake at night, all night
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I'd like to meet:

Simple Plan and probably Jimmy Fallon and John Cusack.
Things can not be perfect all the time, that I know
Sometimes we just have to let some things go

Music:

30 Seconds To Mars
5606
The Academy Is
ACDC
A Day At The Fair
AFI
Aiden
The All American Rejects
Allele
Allister
All Time Low
Amebers Diary
American Hi-Fi
A New Found Glory
Angels And Airwaves
Anti-Flag
Anything But Joey
Armor For Sleep
As Illustrated By
Aston
The Audition
The Autumn Life
Avenged Sevenfold
Bayside
The Beatles
Blink 182
Bouncing Souls
Bowling For Soup
Box Car Racer
Boys Like Girls
Brand New
Breaking Benjamin
Bridges And A Bottle
Busted
Cartel
The City Drive
The Click Five
Coals To Newcastle
Coheed And Cambria
Crash Romeo
Cute Is What We Aim For
Dave Melillo
Death Cab For Cutie
Def Lepard
Dion And The Belmonts
Disturbed
The Donnas
The Doors
Drop Dead Gorgeous
The Early November
Easton
Evanescence
Falling Over Failure
Fall Out Boy
The Fight
Five Times August
Flogging Molly
Flyleaf
The Fray
Gin Blossoms
Godsmack
Go Go Gadgets
Goodbye Soundscape
Good Charlotte
Goo Goo Dolls
Green Day
Guns n Roses
Halifax
Hawthorne Heights
Hellogoodbye
Hidden In Plain View
HIM
Hinder
Hit The Lights
Hollis
Hootie And The Blowfish
Hot Rod Circuit
Houston Calls
I Am The Avanlanche
Jessie Daniels
Jimmy Eat World
Joan Jett And The Black Hearts
The Juice
Katie Neil
Led Zepplin
Leftover Crack
Less Than Jake
Limp Bizkit
Linkin Park
Lit
Livingston
Long Shot Hero
Losing Caufield
Lost Prophets
Madina Lake
Matchbook Romance
McFly
Meg & Dia
Mest
Motion City Soundtrack
Motionless In White
Motley Crue
MXPX
My Chemical Romance
Nickelback
NOFX
No Use For A Name
Panic At The Disco
Paramore
Pick Up The Pieces
The Pilot
The Pink Spiders
This Providence
Playjerise
The Poptart Monkeys
Punchline
The Pussycat Dolls
Rage Against The Machine
The Ramones
Raposo
Red Hot Chilli Peppers
The Red Jump Suit Apparatus
Relient K
Riddlin' Kids
Rise Against
Riverboat Gamblers
Rookie Of The Year
Sandlot Heroes
Saosin
Say Anything
Secondhand Serenade
Seether
Self Against City
Senses Fail
September Sky
Shades Under Five
Shinedown
Silverstein
Simple Plan
Snow Patrol
Something Corporate
Son Of Dork
Sorcratic
So They Say
Sound The Alarm
Stanley
The Starting Line
The Steve Miller Band
Story Of The Year
Streetlight Manifesto
Sugarcult
Suicide City
Sum 41
Sunset West
Switchfoot
Taking Back Sunday
The Blood Brothers
The Sophmore Attempt
The Spill Canvas
The Temptations
Three Days Grace
Thursday
Trust Company
Twisted Sisters
Underoath
The Used
Valencia
Weezer
The Who
Yellowcard
Just to name a few..
Top Favorite Songs [not in any particular order]:
Consider This Summer by Rookie Of The Year

Wonderwall by Oasis

Summer Of '69 by Brian Adams

My Beautiful Rescue by This Providence

I Wonder Why by Dion and the Belmonts

Vulnerable by Secondhand Serenade

Peggy Sue by Buddy Holly

Summer Nights from Grease

Self Conclusion by The Spill Canvas

Can't Stop Loving You by Van Halen

My Girl by The Temptations

Jesus Take The Wheel by Carrie Underwood

Our Lives by The Calling

It's Not Over by Secondhand Serenade

Shine On by Jet

Baby, It's Fact by Hellogoodbye

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Top Favorite Lyrics:
Conside This Summer by Rookie Of The Year

Masterpiece by Meg & Dia
Rebecca by Meg & Dia

Self Conclusion by The Spill Canvas

Home Away From Home by Rob Freeman - The Pilot

Five Years In The Making by Rob Freeman - The Pilot

Jesus Take The Wheel by Carrie Underwood

Don't Forget To Remember Me by Carrie Underwood

Invincible by Jesse McCartney

Yellow Butterfly by Meg & Dia

The Lost The Lucky by A Day At The Fair

Oh, It's Love by Hellogoodbye

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Top Favorite Albums:
The Goodnight Moon by Rookie Of The Year

Something Real by Meg & Dia

Our Home Is Gone by Meg & Dia

Awake by Secondhand Serenade

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All the memories that stay with me and keep me wide awake
Remind me of brand new tears

Movies:

I mostly like psychological thrillers and suspense movies, along with comedies, and of course the stupid chick flicks if they aren't too mushy. Some favorite movies are:
Peggy Sue Got Married
While You Were Sleeping
When Harry Met Sally
Wayne's World
2001 Maniacs
Good Burger
Center Stage
Step Up
Mr. And Mrs. Smith
Napoleon Dynamite
Serendipity
Little Women
Frailty
The Butterfly Effect
Peter Pan
Finding Nemo
The Italian Job
Taxi
Hook
Chances Are
The Mighty Ducks
Charlie's Angels
Grease
Top Favorite Movie Lines:
"Have you ever felt so alone that you spent the night confusing a man in a coma?" - While You Were Sleeping
"Is it because I'm black?" - Good Burger
"..I'm ugly and awkward and I always say the wrong things. I fly around throwing away perfectly good marriage proposals. I love our home, but I'm just so fitful and I can't stand being here!...There's just something really wrong with me. I want to change, but I - I can't. And I just know I'll never fit in anywhere." - Little Women
"...I love that you get cold when it's seventy-one degrees out. I love that it takes you an hour and a half to order a sandwich. I love that you get a little crinkle above your nose when you're lookin' at me like I'm nuts. I love that after I spend the day with you, I can still smell your perfume on my clothes. And I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely. And it's not because it's New Year's Eve. I came here tonight because when you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible." -When Harry Met Sally
"...When I buy a new book, I read the last page first. That way, in case I die before I finish, I know how it ends. That, my friend, is a dark side." - When Harry Met Sally
"You know that place between sleep and awake? That place where you still remember dreaming? That's where I'll always love you..." -Hook
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Television:

I don't really watch that much TV but my fave shows are:

Friends
The Simpsons
SNL
I Love Lucy
South Park
And of course The Price Is Right =) [Ask me what I want to win on the show..]

Books:

I don't really read but I like these stories:

Stephen King
Of Mice And Men by John Steinbeck
Peter Pan by J.M. Barree
Harry Potter by J.K. Rowling
You let life get in the way
All the pain inside a spiral notebook

My Blog

It's Like A Fucking Memory

It's in black and white like a fucking memory. Everything is still there however I try to look over it whenever it comes back from a fog, but to be honest, looking at the reality of it, I can't f...
Posted by Kristin on Sat, 27 Jan 2007 02:17:00 PST