two-part rant about losing time and failed self examinations. |
i seem to have explosive and volatile moodswings that act as the bombs that destroy the already fragile bridges around me. in all this i still fail to feel apologetic, and instead wonder why the hell ...
Posted by brian fantana, field reporter on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 03:48:00 PST |
burning bridge expertise |
i am finding that i'm more adept at burning bridges than i'd like to be.in my pathetic defense, it's way easier than it really should be- so easy that i don't even realize how good i am at doing it. m...
Posted by brian fantana, field reporter on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 04:39:00 PST |
the elijah-housing of linesandmoodswings |
it might take me a good forty years to finish such a thing.deep breath. go.today i helped my sister move and on the way to the uhaul storage my dad and brother in law rode together in the uhaul truck ...
Posted by brian fantana, field reporter on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 01:06:00 PST |
words losing meaning |
me no longer know what words mean thoughts have zero insides words float like jelly in full sink kind of gross.people should hate their mid twenties. and if they don't, its probably cause they're too ...
Posted by brian fantana, field reporter on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 12:17:00 PST |
annoyances |
it seems like i get along well with people.but i really dont. people annoy me very easily. and that part of my personality annoys me. its stupid how people annoy me, they shouldn't, i mean, i'm equall...
Posted by brian fantana, field reporter on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 07:35:00 PST |
kentucky to ohio and back in 10 minutes |
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Posted by brian fantana, field reporter on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 04:46:00 PST |
design is dead |
i want to quit creatively directing. or whatever that means. or maybe i really dont, and rather i just have a tendency to become easily bored.anyhow, a list of things i'd rather be doing with my life ...
Posted by brian fantana, field reporter on Tue, 22 May 2007 11:03:00 PST |
24 miler |
i rode my bike for 24 miles!it's all great, except for this one part when my elbow fought the pavement and lost.i was hauling on one of my highest gears when i saw really awesome houses to my right, a...
Posted by brian fantana, field reporter on Wed, 16 May 2007 10:13:00 PST |
art versus design |
so this whole debate between art and design has been tired and old, but in light of recent observations i guess i can make more sense of it now.designers are sellouts because they create art based on ...
Posted by brian fantana, field reporter on Tue, 15 May 2007 09:04:00 PST |
amputated. |
"...even in literature and art, no man who bothers about originality will ever be original: whereas if you simply try to tell the truth (without caring twopence how often it has been told before) you ...
Posted by brian fantana, field reporter on Mon, 14 May 2007 11:46:00 PST |
