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thats me
listening to the music, jumping in puddles when it rains, catching snow flakes with my mouth, watching cartoons, stupid comedies, taking fotos, writing poems, singing, laughing, crying, biting a pen, being difficult, drawing sick pictures, freaking out,looking in the eyes, biting my lip, walking, playing guitar, piano, sitting in the skools toilet, smoking, getting drunk, taking funny vids, guys, girls, love bites, kissing someone non stop, holding at nights, being cute, looking at the stars, clubs, gigs, first rows, moshpits, huge hair, hairspray, puttin on music too loud, writing "punks not dead" in every bus and all around the places [shh], sitting on the roof alone, staying up at nights, walking naked at home, staring at someones boobs, dancing on the streets, being confused, hating that i love some people too much...
i didnt know how to hate..then i got to know you. you dragged me outta shit that another beloved one threw me in. you took care, wer always there, and so was i, remember when middle of the night you was about to cut your wrists open, i was ready to run to you... remember all those times i held you...
remember that winter night… i cried in front of you, ive never cried in front of anyone before. it was so cold. but you held me, for so long
i fucked up. real bad. everything just crashed. not just us. for the first time you werent there.
you said that you hate me
well i learned how to hate. i learned how to be by my own. again with those people who just could never understand. i love them now.
after many tries i finally did it. i tried to ask for sorry... ill never forget how i got that last hug.. i didnt want to let go. and when you took me by the hand there. Remember how beautiful it was.. sun was setting. i had no idea what to say. it felt like i got back in reality…I just held you. But you didnt believe
she.hate.
the same day you threw me away.
I hate you. Coz I love you. Sometimes when I cant sleep at nights I think. . .it makes me feel so alone…coz no one.no one understands. I know youre thinking too. I can see tht. Im not blind. But when youre around…im trying to hide that all.. but still each time I see you..my heart quietly cries, I miss you