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About Me

COLE WAS HERE!
I am a mother, a wife, a sister, daughter and friend......all of which I suck at. I can be dark and moody one minute then happy the next. I LOVE music! It is the one thing that speaks to me whatever place I am at. I am not who I was and sometimes I wonder if that is a good thing. I am stronger now than before, I am not as lost but sometimes I still stray from the path I am on. There are parts of me I miss, I think I lost them along the way. Sometimes I feel small and fragile.....sometimes I feel I can conquer the world. i am a sucker for a hot guy playing a guitar with poetry flowing from his lips. Sometimes I like to be reckless and drive real fast while others I want to take it slow and see the things along the way.Deep down I am a true romantic...a tragic one maybe....then I am also a realist....I know what to truly expect from others and it is never the sweet roses and passionate kisses that my heart truly dreams of. For everything that I am...there is a side to me that is just the opposite....I am a confused mess a lot of the time with moments of clarity. To know me can be an adventure, even if sometimes painful to no one other than myself. Do you think you know me?? Because I am still trying to find myself!

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

So many people!
Before I die...my goal in life is to see The cure perform live! Don't care if I never see anyone else...but to be there just once!The real uncomplicated me that is still out there waiting to be found likely in the pages of a book pr in the furthest corners of my mind....

My Blog

My trip to see a Mexico dentist

Well, after a lot of research, and the need to find an affordable way to get major dental work done, I decided to visit a dentist over the boarder. I found several people I knew had also been going ov...
Posted by on Sun, 08 Jun 2008 22:21:00 GMT

My Celebrity Look-alikes

MyHeritage: Celebrity Collage - Geneology - Genealogy research
Posted by on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 18:53:00 GMT

A message to husbands

A friend of mine just did a similar blog like this, so it got me thinking and i decided to do one too.so many men are not happy with their marriages. they feel neglected or that thier needs are being ...
Posted by on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 10:37:00 GMT

I am so tired

I feel so tired tonight. I feel a little lost in my own world, and no one sees what is realy going on here. For the last few days I have been in so much pain. More than normal days. thought of cutting...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 23:04:00 GMT

the weather

Wow!!! right now it is 77 degrees outside, 100% humidity, the dew point at 77 degrees......for a while now it has been 144 to 118 during the day and 104 here at night with the dew point in the 60's. i...
Posted by on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 23:09:00 GMT

Broken hearted....

today I am sad. Today my heart is broken and aching. Not just for me, but for my best friend, her family and her husband. For two weeks now we have not spoken. she has been hiding from me. i found out...
Posted by on Tue, 27 Jun 2006 18:03:00 GMT

A time for change

Something is changing in me. Shy quiet insecure me is feeling bold. I feel like I am turning into a new person. I am speaking out loud to other people about my beleifs and feelings. I am not afraid to...
Posted by on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 02:53:00 GMT

I am unmotivated.....

The house is just not the same when the kids are not here. I miss Paige and Jared. I miss the fighting and the noise. I miss the distraction they provide for Mateo. He is so lonely without his brother...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 01:06:00 GMT

Teenagers!

I swear I am not cut out to be the mother of as teenager! Again, another discussion where she walks away crying and I am sitting here wondering how I could say everything asll wrong to her. She does n...
Posted by on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 00:48:00 GMT

The two faces of Kerry

So I have been trying to answers some questions for myself. My life is on a path to someplace, and I want to make sure it is the rigth place.I don't know how much I  believe that everything someo...
Posted by on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 01:25:00 GMT