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Name Shannon-Lee
Age 16
Smoke Maybe
Drink YUP
Location Brampton
Height 5'2
Hair reddish blonde
Eyes Behbeh Blue
about me RIP JOSH ♥
He kid was a AMAZING kid
On March 20th something the unexpectable happened. It would be something that I would never forget and something that has changed the way I see life. One of my friends, thought that the only way out of pain was to get rid of the pain, but for good. He committed suicide, which till this day noone knows exactly why. He never knew this but he helped me. When i met him for the first time, it was at a show. My friend Natalee intorduced me to him and he didnt make it feel awkward or anything. Actually he made it feel as if we knew eachother forever. That was one good thing about him. Not only did he like meeting new people, but he also made it seem like you knew him forever, and I felt like i could have told him anything. Unfortunatly, i cant say that I knew him very personally. I probably only knew him for a good two months, and the only time i saw him was at Hype shows. He made shows more fun again. Natalee and I used to look forward to seeing Josh and Andy at show, Actually, we probably only went to see them. But even though things arent the same as they once were, ive learnt throught today, that he is in a better place. He may not be with us in a human form but im so positive that hes looking down on all of us as he did before. He touched so many people. His smile would brighten up the room within seconds. Yeah we all know how he was, drinking, doing drugs, but, he would still help us with our problems, make us feel better. He always did a great job at that. I remember one time when i went one show, it was a ska show and i usually go to metal shows so i didnt know anyone, but then i saw Josh. He came up to me and gave me a hug and told me to chill with him, so i did. I ended up drinking that night and i was tipsy but it wasnt that bad but Josh looked after me. He was always a thoughtful person and never wanted to see anyone sad. We never knew exactly what was going on in his head or his pains, but i really wish i did. For once, i wish that we all helped him so that we could make things better. But maybe if we did, something else would have happened. We can't dwell on "what ifs." I tend to do that from time to time and even though i didnt know him for long, i looked at him as one of the greatest people alive. The times we do look at the what ifs on this situation only makes us miss him more. We all have to understand that he is in a great place now, safe from the world and safe from the pain. He wouldn't like us to look at the bad of this situation but on the good that he has brought to us. I could sit here for hours and talk about Josh. He always left an impression. Not only am I proud to know him, im proud to call him my friend. It has been said that life is a gift. A gift that we should cherish and i think, and everyone will agree, that Josh has taken that and taught us that we can get through the things that are bad. I will never forget you Josh you will and forever will be apart of me. I love you and Rest in Peace budddayy.. Joshua Wheller April 9,1991 - March 20th, 2007
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