Brandy

Life always has its ups and downs but everything happens for a reason. Good always comes from bad and vice versa. Everyone makes mistakes and experiences pain but its what you learn from it that is the most important. I look for happiness in myself not in others. Some people believe that they can find happiness being with someone or being in a relationship but you cant expect someone else to make you happy. I do not revolve my life around relationships, or another person. This is not what makes me happy. How I live my life and who I am is what determines my happiness and if you judge me for who I am thats up to you. But as long as Im happy with myself and do not cause others suffering, I am content. You make your life what it is.I hate to cook! If it was up to me I would eat out or have someone cook for me all the time. Maybe this is because I suck at it though.I love the outdoors, especially the red mountains and desert of the west coast. I love going to the park and going for walks, especially with my kids and dogs.I hate smoking. I have quit many times, only to start again. It is the devil!Oh yeah and I love this...... These precious things. Let them break. Let them wash away. Let them break thier hold over me!...He said your really an ugly girl..but I like the way you play. I wanna smash the faces of those beautiful boys....Just because you can make me cum, it dosent make you JESUS! Is that a little harsh? Oh well thank Tori Amos. She is the BOMB!I am probably one of the most diverse people you could meet. I like studying religions even though I am not too religious. I guess the closest I am to any religion is a mix between tibetan buddhism and wiccan. I believe in the feminine spirit in all things. I know thats a strange mixture of religion, but thats the best to describe my beliefs. I love all people, even the ones who dont agree with me or my lifestyle. As long as you are harming no one in any way, live life as you choose.I have become very political over the last 8 years. I guess I have had enough of whats going on in the office right now and I tend to become very opinionated about it. I dont believe politics and religion should be mixed and I am SO tired of people using thier religion as a reason in politics and everything else for that matter. Again I love diversity and am thankful for so many religions but I dont believe people should try to control others lives or beliefs or put people people down. After all we are all human beings and should be treated that way.I have two kids that are growing up way too fast! They have made me realize alot in life and I appreciate them dearly! They also have moments of driving me crazy but what children dont. I hope that they learn half as much from me as I have learned from them.I have so many amazing people in Life including My girl Kary, My dad, sisters and the best friends that anyone could have. Old friends from home and sooo many great people I have met since I have moved here to Kentucky. So many of the have seen my ups and downs and put up with me and still call me a friend, amazingly enough. You all know who you are! :)I would like to eventually move out west but dont see that happening for years. I miss the beautiful landscape and scenery of the west coast. It gives me a sense of peace and serenity that no place else has given me to this point. Yes, I carry that peace and serenity in me at all times, but being there just intensifies it for me. Its home. What can I say? I dont regret much of anything in my life. I have done alot of stupid things but I am one of "those people" that truly believes that I wouldnt be who I am if it wasnt for lifes experiences, good and bad. I tend to be happy with the person that I am even though I know I am not perfect. I try to find the positive side of everything, even when its difficult to. There is always something positive. You just may have to look deeper and sometimes it just takes time to pass before you realize where that something took you in a positive way. I dont believe in trying to describe your weaknesses because if you are aware of a weakness you should be working on it in which case it is no longer a weakness! LOL Yes, I am a confusing person and I sometimes contradict myself. I think mostly because I try to send both sides of things and by doing that become confused. LOL And yes at times I am a crazy, wild, girl that sometimes has too much energy, talks too much and drives others crazy! But hey I am who I am.

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You Are a Prophet Soul
You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.
You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.
Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?
You Are Catwoman
"Life's a bitch. Now so am I." What Superheroine Are You?
You Are 55% Feminine, 45% Masculine
You are in touch with both your feminine and masculine sides.
You're sensitive at the right times, but you don't let your emotions overwhelm you.
You're not a eunuch, just the best of both genders. Are You Masculine or Feminine?I am looking for That little Buddha spirit hidden in me! :) and the morning sun, so I can open the blinds, let the sun in and sit in its beams while I put my makeup on.