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About Me

"I tell everybody, I'm tired of being jerked around. Okay? So let's just not pretend. I don't have fuck for a heart. You people are not going to make me feel anything. You are not going to get to me. I'm a stupid, callous, scheming bastard. End of Story.There is no human soul. Emotion is bullshit. Love is bullshit. We live and we die and anything else is just delusion. It's Just subjective emotional crap. There is no soul. There is no God. There's just decisions and disease and death." -CP Created with your mom and sister in mind

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

another day, nothing new. another day i fucking blew. another fucking day.

Music:

i'm lonely today, won't you come out to play when i'm with you all the world goes away your smile and your eyes, they keep me alive your voice is a bell that massages my mind and it makes me wonder and it makes me sad and it makes me nervous and it makes me mad because i think about you every night and day and when i could have asked i let it slip away i've got to get to know you, but i'm so afraid well it's so hard to be a friend and be in love this way oh talk to me please, you've brought me to my knees only your words melt my twenty year freeze i've known you so long, i've known you all along but suddenly my thoughts of you have been so strong because i wonder if i'm more than just a friend did i really see a fire - or just inside my head sometimes i know you just want me to go away well it's so hard to be a friend and be in love this way, may i see your blue eyes, may i tell you tonight that it makes me wonder

Television:

FUCK TV. ITS MATERIALISTIC.

Books:

Chokeheart of darknesstravels with charlieno greater love

My Blog

next year

Posted by sam on Wed, 24 Oct 2007 11:47:00 PST

id kill you

but your already dead to me.
Posted by sam on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 08:53:00 PST

i fucking love you

i fucking love you with all my heart.your not a scheming assole.you stick to your word.youre true to yourself.you dont preach.you dont say one thing and then do the opposite.you are... you.so be happy...
Posted by sam on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 10:54:00 PST

tuerwuwiuee6h

hesitation on what to do. its never easy talking to you. things are hard and times are fast. making friendships that never last. i hope you pick it up again. you try, i try, thats the way we live. i t...
Posted by sam on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 11:12:00 PST

relive

so i was watching home movies from when i was little last weekend. basically one of the more depressing of our family events if you ask me. just me and my brother at that time. no fighting. no yelling...
Posted by sam on Thu, 04 Oct 2007 12:05:00 PST

need

i need something more. i dont know what it is. i feel empty, and i dont like it. life is not meant to be lived like this, running each day from my problems. i need a purpose. something or someone for ...
Posted by sam on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 06:48:00 PST

in his words

i spent it allyou spent yourselfi'm not a part of itwe'll throw downwe'll throw downtime is now andit's running outthere's somethingacting on this bodyi wait, i wait, i waityou've got yourmouth runnin...
Posted by sam on Sat, 15 Sep 2007 01:47:00 PST

existensialism

How did I get into the world? Why was I not asked about it and why was I not informed of the rules and regulations but just thrust into the ranks as if I had been bought by a peddling shanghaier of hu...
Posted by sam on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 11:09:00 PST

therapy

this is my therapy today.my therapy cant you see?no quiet room to subside in.no nice man who can listen.therapy on a wall with my fists and my hands. theres too much anger in this room.there is a reas...
Posted by sam on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 12:06:00 PST