Inner beauty is the best thing in the whole world. I used to love going to shows. Music is pretty much my whole life. A personality is the best thing to find in a person and it’s always the first thing I notice. I love taking pictures of everything me and my friends do. I like to capture good times on film. Smiles and Laugher are my favorite things to see or do in the entire world. I am in love with a very important person. He’s a very, very big deal. His smile makes my world a better place. My favorite weather is rain. I think it’s great. I love my friends so much. A lot of people talk shit about me but I really don’t give a shit anymore. I don’t like liars. I don’t like the taste of vodka. After personality, I always notice teeth. I love good teeth. I hate girls that sleep around to get people to like them. I miss a certain thing called TGC and I wish we could have it back, but we can't. I don’t like being labeled anything even though I continuously am. I wish I could go back, because I hate my past and I would love to change it. I wish friendships still consisted on how fast you could run to the swings and whoever you were "married" to, was your boyfriend until someone else caught up. I feel like I’m growing up too fast. I don’t want to be an adult, ever. I hate gossip, but I am constantly told I’m always what starts it. I always put others before me. I try to only be around people who make me happy, but sometimes I’m not. I don’t like making people feel like shit, unless they truly deserve it. I don’t look like every girl in the world, and that’s a good thing. I can’t wait to graduate and move away. I swear a lot. I am very emotional. I don’t like it when people feel bad for me, and I escape it in any way I can. But when my feelings do come out, I’m not afraid to show them. My real feelings come out when I’m really drunk. I won’t hesitate to say anything to you when I’m wasted. Posers bother me even though I considered myself one for a long time. My favorite colors are blue and green and I hate the color pink. Snow is overrated. I love the night time. I hate summer school and I will never go again. I want to be successful. For a long time, I didn’t think I was going to make it in the real world, but I am realizing that as long as I don’t give up, I will make it. I lack self-confidence. I am the youngest of 5 girls. I don’t like the taste of pork. I miss having campouts and being homeless for nights that only seemed to last 15 minutes. My mom is a very important part of my life. I have 2 nephews and they are probably the cutest little boys I have ever seen. My 4 sisters are gorgeous and when I look in the mirror, I wonder if I’ll ever make it to their beauty. I smoke cigarettes, and I don’t think I’m cool when I do it. I have changed from the person I was 2 years ago, but for the better. For a long time, I didn’t understand change, and I didn’t want to, I thought all change was bad. But I realized that everyone changes no matter what you do. I tried to stop it, but it happened. I will never forget anything from the past 5 years of my life, but it is now the past. I would feel a lot more comfortable is everyone were screaming. I'm afraid that if you look at a thing long enough, it loses all of its meaning.
