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Elskerinne av DÃ¥rlig

You see the Winter light, Do you remember me?

About Me

Nothing will keep us apart
We could kill them all if our desire tore free
Our union is one sweet, sinful Eve
And the night draws in beside us
As we embrace the dark side by side
I pour my soul to those eyes full of fire
To harvest the seed ploughed inside
Archangel, snare the flesh
Suck dry the ebbing wound
Leave them lifeless and broken
My Beloved
Oh, how I have craved for you
You so pure and other-worldly with your scent of Winter
Am I to bleed myself dry to see your delight?
And the fear retreats forever
When my secrets are buried in thine
Under seven stars we came together
To plot the new age's decline

Exaltations. I am Baili. Yes, I am interesting. No, I'm not interested in having cyber sex with you. I love music. Cradle of Filth is the greatest band ever, followed closely by TooL. I have a bit of an obsession with myself. I am highly aware of the fact that I am beautiful, intelligent, and lovable. I have a soft spot for vampires,goth culture, and nearly anything affiliated with the occult. You can't stick a label on me, so don't try. I am way too diverse to be classified. I am extremely open-minded, and have no tolerance for those who are not. I don't really like people all that much. There are far too few humans who captivate me and even less that I find genuinely interesting. I like to smoke a whole lot, even though I know it's killing me. I'm not much for humanity, but I love animals. Contrary to what most would believe, I love to laugh and I love to smile. If you can make me do either, then you are a special person, and I will be the first to tell you that. I'm into logic and philosophy. I'm absolutely positive that I am smarter than you. There's tons more that you will probably never have the privilege of knowing.

My Interests

Black/Doom/Grindcore Metal, vampyres, beautiful people, the dark, knowledge, piercings, blood, horror movies, gore, fetish, fishnet, black eyeliner, queer, bi, pretty boys, androgyny, smoking, sex, calm, Erzabet Bathory, popsicles, my computer, history, religions and belief structures, art, poetry, sculpture, and pretty much any other form of self expression, the Occult, Anton LaVey, Aleister Crowley, sci-fi fantasy and horror novels, H.P. Lovecraft, fucking 80's hair metal, RPG's, boys kissing other boys, intelligence

I'd like to meet:

Captain Fucking Planet...Seriously

The woman with the keys to my heart: Dita Von Teese The Beautiful Wonderful Criss Angel

Dani Filth

Maynard

And, Mr. Ville Valo
______________________________________________________ Something has to change Undeniable dilemma Boredom's not a burden Anyone should bearConstant overstimulation numbs me But I would not want you any other wayJust Not enough I need more nothing seems to satisfy I said I don't want it I just need it To breathe To feel To know I'm aliveFinger deep within the borderline Show me that you love me and that we belong together Relax, turn around and take my handI can help you change Tired moments into pleasure Say the word and we'll be well upon our wayBlend and balance Pain and comfort Deep within you 'Til you will not want me any other wayBut it's not enough I need more nothing seems to satisfy I said I don't want it I just need it To breathe To feel To know I'm aliveKnuckle deep inside the borderline This may hurt a little but it's something you'll get used to Relax, turn awaySomething kinda sad about The way that things have come to be Desensitized to everything What became of subtlety?And how can this mean anything to me If I really don't feel a thing at all?I'll keep digging 'Til I feel somethingElbow deep inside the borderline Show me that you love me and that we belong together Shoulder deep within the borderline Relax, turn around and take my hand

Music:

I feel that my musical taste is too diverse to list everything that I like. The ones most worth mentioning are: 36 Crazy Fists
A Perfect Circle
Agathodaimon
The Agony Scene
Agoraphobic Nosebleed
Archenemy
As I Lay Dying
Atreyu
Behemoth
The Black Dahlia Murder
Bleeding Through
Carpathian Forest
Cephalic Carnage
Children of Bodom
CKY
Clutch
♥Cradle of Filth♥
Darkflight
Dark Funeral
Dave Matthews Band
Deftones
Devildriver
Dimmu Borgir
Fear of Eternity
Graveworm
HIM
Impaled
Incubus
In Flames
In Memorium
Led Zeppelin
Lordgore
Mactatus
Motley Crue
Nights Like These
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
Old Man's Child
Orgy
Poison
RATT
Sargeist
Satyricon
The Sins of Thy Beloved
Skid Row
Steelheart
System of a Down
Taking Back Sunday
Thy Infernal
♥TooL♥
Unholy
White Zombie
Wumpscut

Movies:

Nightbreed, Eternal, A Clockwork Orange, Requiem for a Dream, Constantine, Nightmare on Elm Street series, Rules of Attraction, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Scarface, Dawn of the Dead(old and new), My Black Label Society DVD, The Beyond, Cradle of Fear, Countess Dracula, Elizabeth, Shakespeare in Love, Vampires, Vampires: Los Muertos, From Dusk Til Dawn, The Devil's Advocate, In the Mouth of Madness, The Labyrinth, Breakfast at Tiffany's, House of 1,000 Corpses, The Big Hit, Rockstar, Boogie Nights, Donnie Darko, The Lost Boys, Interview with the Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Vampire Hunter D, Monty Python and the Holy Grail, The Breakfast Club, The Rocky Horror Picture Show, PCU, Wayne's World 1 and 2, Mallrats, Clerks, Chasing Amy, Dogma, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, Pretty in Pink, Sixteen Candles, Say Anything, Detroit Rock City, Pirates of the Carribean, Office Space, City of Angels, Grandma's Boy, Life is Beautiful(Foreign film), Like Water for Chocolate(Foreign film), Stigmata, The Order, End of Days, The Ninth Gate, Zombies are always a plus

Television:

I'm not big on TV actually but, Buffy the Vampire Slayer is the greatest show ever. I also like Sex and the City, Roswell, Viva La Bam, Family Guy, Robot Chicken, and Aqua Teen Hunger Force

Books:

The Da Vinci Code, Angels and Demons, Cabal, Voice of the Blood, Guilty Pleasures, The Blood Countess, A Dozen Black Roses, Blood Will Tell, Children of the Vampire, A Different Darkness, Gabriel Knight: Sins of the Fathers, Narcissus In Chains, The Association, The House, The Ignored, The Stand, IT, Interview with the Vampire, The Vampire Lestat, Queen of the Damned, Merrick, The Rules of Attraction, Gerald's Game, The Diary of Jack the Ripper, The Odyssey, The Illiad, Paradise Lost, Antigone, Hamlet, Macbeth, Romeo And Juliet, Much Ado About Nothing, Julius Ceaser, A Midsummer Night's Dream, I am a definite sucker for the classics. The Hillside Stranglers, The Greenriver Killer, Confessions of a Madman, Speck, Ed Gein, and anything else dealing with true crime.

Heroes:


Casey *Dani Filth*, Maynard

My Blog

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It was completely amazing. It nearly ripped my fragile heart from my chest like 3 times. But, everything about the movie was awe-inspiring. If you like Greek mythology or blood, then you should defina...
Posted by Elskerinne av Dårlig on Thu, 15 Mar 2007 10:13:00 PST

Filthy Fucks

Cradle of Filth was so bad ass. They played with The 69 Eyes and 3 Inches of Blood. I've never really cared for The 69 Eyes, and they honestly didn't impress me live either. 3 Inches of Blood really s...
Posted by Elskerinne av Dårlig on Tue, 27 Feb 2007 01:27:00 PST

To Whom It May Concern...

Alright. So, I had some disturbing phone calls last night. Well, at least they were trying to be disturbing. I didn't really care, I was having fun. I hate immature little pricks. I honestly cannot re...
Posted by Elskerinne av Dårlig on Mon, 26 Feb 2007 08:40:00 PST

Pan's Labyrinth

So, James and I went to see Pan's Labyrinth last night. It was fucking amazing. When I read a review for it a couple of weeks ago, hardly anyone I asked had heard about it. I'm telling ...
Posted by Elskerinne av Dårlig on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 11:41:00 PST

Great Romances of the Twentieth Century

September never stays this cold...Where I come from and you knowI'm not one for complainingBut, I love the way you roll excuses off the tip of your tongue,As I slowly fall apart.I said this won't...
Posted by Elskerinne av Dårlig on Thu, 13 Jul 2006 02:28:00 PST

What is it good for?

So, my dad is officially going to Iraq at the end of this month or the beginning of next month. The last time that I will get to see him though is this Sunday at some military shit in Alabama. I'm sca...
Posted by Elskerinne av Dårlig on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 02:10:00 PST

Ignorance...

If I had thought that one person in specific needed to be shot, then I would have said so. Got that? ...
Posted by Elskerinne av Dårlig on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 01:00:00 PST

One other thing....

There are just some people who deserve to be shot more than others.
Posted by Elskerinne av Dårlig on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 05:15:00 PST

The Death of Me...

Someone whom I love dearly wrote this for me a few nights ago.   You know it's only been an hour since i spoke to you last I write you letters just to make time pass Dreams of you fill my mind I...
Posted by Elskerinne av Dårlig on Fri, 26 Aug 2005 12:16:00 PST

GO FUCK YOURSELF...

I swear to God, you are the most selfish person that I have ever fucking met. You don't think about anyone but yourself and what you want. You are a fucking liar and more fucked up than I had previous...
Posted by Elskerinne av Dårlig on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST