[♥his cUpCaKe.]RIP baby Kota

broken hearted

My name is brittini, i am a senior at amory high school, i just moved there... i went to pontotoc city all my life. . i've got tons of friends and it hurts that i dont get to see them much. i dont have many friends here at all, but my family is wonderful. my best friends are my 3 moms, i know to normal people that doesnt make sense, but here's the run down; my biological mother, then there's mama glenda[who i live with now], and christy[who my sisters live with]. next to them are my sisters; amanda, amber, robin,and katie.. next to them are my brothers, jeremy, justin, and shane. next in line would be HANNAH. she's my brother's girlfriend, and she actually should be my ALMOST BESTEST FRIEND. you wouldnt get that cuz its an inside-me-joke. lol. then there's blaykh. OH AND MOST IMPORTANT MALE FIGURE HAPPENS TO BE MY JOSHIE ♥pretty face♥ and there's alex, and HUNTER... which i think of him all the time.. , and ♥my cupcake♥. MCCOY and CLARISSA AND ASHLEY are also very close to my heart. :D i miss them dearly. i like to read, alot. i like to draw and watch charmed. i have too many aches and pains to start with, i drive an electric blue alero. i had a jeep but i was involved in an -not-my-fault- accident, in which my precious jeep was totaled and my face was broke. which isnt a joke, i got tmj as a cause of smashing my jaw into the steering wheel. i have a son named caleb, he is absolutely the most precious human boy in the world, i love that kid with all my heart, then there's 2 very special little girls, ariana and allyssa. one of my favorite quotes, "you can not help who you love, you're not supposed to." and i have always lived by that quote. the 'lay with dogs and you get up with fleas' quote never applied to me. it doesnt matter the situation i am faced with, i will do as i please and not be influenced or fall into peer pressure, i am my own person. but as in every human, i have my flaws, i am a music lover, and i love to work on cars, crazy huh? lol. i love it... i also like to mud wrestle and ride 4 wheelers and horses, i like to go hunting and fishing, i like to cook. i cant live in a dirty house, so i'm always doin something... if i'm not, you should check for a fever cuz if i'm not doing something i'm sick. i'm spontanious, i do random things like wake up and decide i want a crazy hair cut, or decide to do something out of the ordinary like wear a dress? .... i hold a stronger passion for my brother justin than just about anyone. i look up to him, and the worst part is, he's not really a big part of my life, which hurts, but under our unique circumstances i understand. i grew up most my life without a father figure other than my brother jeremy. . now that i'm livin with mama glenda, i have a fatherly figure and he plays an important role in my life. i look to him for guidance i didnt have b4. i am usually a very quiet and reserve person, especially here lately, but i could talk you ear off, i used to be very loud and obnoxious. . just bc i could. i dont care what other people think of me.. and since i became reserve i notice i get more eyes starin at me that before.. and i've come to the conclusion that its bc i'm a mystery to everyone, i changed so much over the past summer that i dont even remember who i was... some say its been for the worse, but i feel i needed to change to grow. i felt like i was smothering. . so i evolved to this totally new person who is a big huge mystery to everyone.. lol. i am a very thoughtful person. i dont gain anything from another's pain, it upsets me to see someone get bullied, and i often will stand up for the bullied person, whether i know them or not. anyway, i love him. and he left me. i dont understand. . . i will always love him. he's always gonna be in my heart. girls layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments