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Crystal { New Beginings}

I am complete now that I found you.

About Me

I graduated from high school 1 year ago. Those were fun times, and I miss them. I played Rugby for my school team. The huskies rock.Love to write and do so often. Spend all my spare time on my computer and talking to Ryan.I used to draw but haven't for a while now. Ryan and I have recently started an irc network, known as Dark Shade Networks http://www.dark-shade.net

Express Yourself LIVE

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I have already met him

Music:

Guns N Roses, Linkin Park, Aerosmith, Motley Crue, Backstreet Boys, Nsync, Within Temptation, Staind, Good Charlotte, The Eagles, Black Eyed Peas, Disturbed,Green Day, Ac Dc,Seether, Blink182, Simple Plan, Sum 41 etc....

Movies:

Finding Neverland, Finding Nemo, Harry Potter, Titanic,Raise your voice

Television:

Angel, Buffy The Vampire Slayer, CSI Crime Scene Investigation, Missing,Regenisis

Books:

Harry Potter, The Bartimaues Trilogy, Twilight, New Moon, Dime Store Magic,

My Blog

To the doubters.

So I'm sitting here and thinking, thinking about what's to come what has come. What hasn't.What can or could. Right now Ryan is sitting not far from me as well. I can't believe this is really happenin...
Posted by Crystal { New Beginings} on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 06:29:00 PST

Waiting

So it's 7:30 am and I'm up waiting for Ryan to call me from the airport!  It's amazing how far we have come and how far we have left to go. I know we can do it, And we will. Everything we have d...
Posted by Crystal { New Beginings} on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 04:35:00 PST

who knew

It calls. That's what it does. The cold, steal. Who knew it was so easy. who knew. It's wrong..yet it's there. So cold.so inviting. Stress's relief.Stress. A fight to stop. Forever loosing battle. It ...
Posted by Crystal { New Beginings} on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 08:54:00 PST

Lets end this game now.

Cold, defeated.How did it come to be.How have we come to this. This disregard for feeling's,hopes, dreams.How can you treat one of your own with such careless betrayl. Such deceit and denial.You thin...
Posted by Crystal { New Beginings} on Sat, 11 Aug 2007 01:47:00 PST

Happily Ever After

Worries and thoughts running at full speedMind racing endlessly ---------------------------------------Uncohe arent as they areRacing towards this new beggining------------------------------------...
Posted by Crystal { New Beginings} on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 08:20:00 PST

It Amazes me.......

It amazes me how childish people can be. That they can't be civil and shape up for a formal event that is important to someone they love. I've had it with the you have to sit so and so here or so and ...
Posted by Crystal { New Beginings} on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 08:49:00 PST

Family matters

It bewilders me to see family go at eachother, turn eachother into enemie's. Every day now you see such things as lies, rumours, and more lies. Poeple doing things intentionally to hurt the other. And...
Posted by Crystal { New Beginings} on Sun, 29 Jul 2007 11:24:00 PST

Don't hear me weep

This call is bitter sweet Everything you need   Tear me down Don't hear me weep   This plague it lives Seeps inside   Tear me down Don't hear me weep   This quick fix ...
Posted by Crystal { New Beginings} on Tue, 24 Jul 2007 08:47:00 PST

My Choice , Running, Forgoten Thoughts

My ChoicePull awayIt's the only wayOnly way I seeThis is the simplest wayJust pull awaySay good-byeLeaving behindAll that I knewFor a new begginingA new lifeNew thoughtsNew obstaclesNew conclusionsThi...
Posted by Crystal { New Beginings} on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 10:43:00 PST

Destiny

DestinyThere it is knockingKnocking at my doorI hear it callingCalling my nameDo I listen?Do I turn away?Is it an option...Do you know what "it" isNo one can run from itNo one can hide from itSo when ...
Posted by Crystal { New Beginings} on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 06:42:00 PST