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About Me

My name is Tanicka. I have one son, Dylan and a baby on the way. I am honest, genuine and real person. One of a kind that is for sure. lol. What you see is what you get. So far I haven't had any complaints about that. ;)
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I have decided to work on getting myself right with the lord. I have been doing things my own way in this life and all it has gotten me is some kids. Which I will be eternally grateful for, but fact of the matter is, my life needs a change and I cannot do it alone. I need the guidance of someone wiser and stronger than I am. That is God.
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I love people that make me laugh and feel good about me. I am a truely caring and giving person.
♥My son, Dylan is a part of my heart that has been ripped out of me to walk around and remind me of what true love is all about. There is no greater love.♥
♥My friends. What can I say about them? God has truely blessed me in this area of my life. Everyone here is my family. I have never had so many friends, so my love and appreciation for them runs deep.♥
♥My family is amazing. Just when you think that there is no hope of being a strong untied front, we pull together and become the family unit we were intended to be. I am the second youngest of 9 kids and have more nieces and nephews than I can count! lol. Thank god for my sister April, she keeps track of these things. :D
I have alot of interests. My main hobby these days is trying to keep my sanity. lol. I also love saying lol.
Pizza and Coke are my favorite food and drink, but don't indulge them often, because of obvious reasons. lol...
I love cartoons, some dramas and sitcoms. Who doesn't like a good laugh and at times a good cry!
I am very intellectual. I love to read, any kind of puzzle type games. I'm good at writing, but am too self critical and constantly editing myself. Revisions anyone? lol.
I really dislike fake people and am not at all fond of haters. I am not a whore me, advertiser, or "popularity contest" person. If you add me, you had better be able to put forth the honesty and caring that I am known for. I deserve no less! :DLayout made by BellaMafia

My Interests

CHATTING

Reading

Camping

School

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Spending time with my son

Playing Sims and Zuma

watching movies

baking, it relaxes me

listening to music

writing stories

painting... I can do portrait drawings

my friends and how they are doing

swimming

going for walks

SHOPPING

I'd like to meet:

I'm looking for interesting people and of course more friends. I'm not a whore me person or advertiser. I only add people that want a friend to talk to. My messages these days may be a little fewer than before, but I'm still thinking of each and every one of my friends.

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I would not mind meeting some people in my area to hang out with. I don't have much time away from the kiddo, but its all good.

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Music:

I listen to pretty much anything!

Howie Day

80's music mostly

Rob Thomas

Green Day

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Goo Goo Dolls

Guns n Roses

Gorillaz

Fat Boy Slim

Sheryl Crow

INXS- before and after Michael's death, but mainly before

Pink

Pussycat Dolls

Black Eyed Peas

Lita Ford

Queensryche

Poison

Love me some Motley Crue, but only with Vince Neil

Pearl Jam

Nirvana

Faith Hill

Martina McBride

Diamond Rio

Aaron Tippin

Alan Jackson

Richard Marx

Ozzy Osbourne (pre MTV)

Jeff Foxworthy (is he considered music??)

Movies:

Raising Helen

Walk to Remember

Erin Brockovich

Nightmare on Elm street, all of them

Infection

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8 Seconds

Gone in 60 Seconds

Girl Interrupted

Shrek 1 and 2

Dark Water

Beverly Hills Cop all of them

Bad Boys

Independance Day

Anything Stephan King

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Television:

Spongebob, Danny Phantom (hey I refer to the little guy below if you don't like that. lol), House, Desperate Housewives, Mindfreak, American Chopper, Mythbusters, Monster House, Anything with Rachael Ray, Dirty Jobs. Anything that is a "guys" show pretty much. lol. If I want to get all mushy, I'll watch a movie or read a book.

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Books:

The Stand

Lightning

Watchers

Dolores Claiborne

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Flowers in the Attic

If There Be Thorns

Petals in the Wind

Garden of Shadows

Wildflowers

Carrie

Romance novels of all kinds

Heroes:

My Son Dylan. For sticking by his mommy and showing love for her despite mood swings and craziness right now. He's my #1 love of all time. Thank you baby boy!

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My Blog

When morning comes

Well, my baby has officially induced the wonderfully dreaded morning sickness. At least so far it is pretty mild for me. Mornings only. I have to say this though, I have never had a man step up to th...
Posted by free to be me on Mon, 30 Oct 2006 11:58:00 PST

Tired and cranky bitchfest!

I am still growing a baby. lol. I'm also just a wee bit pissed. There are just so many things I'm tired of! I have been having to fight against stuff my whole life. I'm depressed, tired and just not h...
Posted by free to be me on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 11:43:00 PST

The Stork

I'm here thinking about what it means to be a mom. I have some news. The stork has left me a package....yup.... I'm having a baby! There are so many reasons why this pregnancy is a bad idea. I have t...
Posted by free to be me on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 09:42:00 PST

Feeling hopeful at the moment.

I just want to say that in spite of the mixed emotions my last blog inspired, I can't feel bad about writing it. I feel like alot of stuff has been cleared from the air and life is hopefully going to ...
Posted by free to be me on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 02:43:00 PST

When friendship crosses the line

I am one of those people that love all of their friends. It is just one of those things. Sometimes I love some more than others. Along the way a friend of mine and I became pretty close. I love him. S...
Posted by free to be me on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 08:16:00 PST

I'm disturbed a little. lol.

Since when does someone have to be perfect? Some might think that I'm making excuses here, but I'm not. The only one that is perfection is God. Although some of HIS decisions don't seem that way. lol....
Posted by free to be me on Sun, 24 Sep 2006 09:50:00 PST

trying this again

Well last time I posted a blog it brought a barrage of anger and I felt it was best to delete it. I love everyone that replied to me about my situation, but honestly, it isn't a big deal. Mostly ...
Posted by free to be me on Wed, 20 Sep 2006 11:13:00 PST

Just rambling. lol

What was it like when you were born? Was it a joyous occasion? Did your parents celebrate your arrival for months? I'm not sure how my mom felt, but my dad celebrated by getting drunk. I can't remembe...
Posted by free to be me on Sat, 19 Aug 2006 05:58:00 PST

Feeling good for some reason, despite everything....

Just blogging some stuff today. lol. My life so far is going pretty good. Which is weird, cause technically I'm jobless, homeless and rock bottom of life. I've got something wrong with my lungs right ...
Posted by free to be me on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 04:08:00 PST

WHY NOT SAVE A LIFE?!?!?

Hi, it is a pretty decent day. I did the blooddrive here at school today and have been feeling kind of weird since I did it. I will never regret it, cause I know that I am helping to save someone else...
Posted by free to be me on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 05:49:00 PST