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~*Behind this Fake Smile*~

~**I Will Love you Forever*~

About Me

You will never know everything about me because I dont trust people enough to let them get that close.. I have secrets, I have problems, I am human. I deal wth shit as it comes, I have feels and emotions, I have a awesome group of friend, and a kick ass family, My husband is my everything, people tried to tear us apart but let me tell you it made us closer.. Im strong and I can get through anything, you will never beat me I will always win, screw me over once shame on me screw me over twice i'll screw you over worse.. I am me and I will not change for anyone.. if you think you can handel it hit me up....
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So things have breen going very well for the most part..  Last night I found out that Im pregnant... today I went to the dr and I am 4 weeks along.. my due date is Jan. 31st.. YAYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!
Posted by ~*Behind this Fake Smile*~ on Thu, 24 May 2007 10:40:00 PST

Life!

Life is about people.  Life is about your relationship with those people.  Life is about learning to love those people. Disney really hit the nail on the head with Bambi when Thumper's Mom ...
Posted by ~*Behind this Fake Smile*~ on Thu, 22 Feb 2007 11:27:00 PST

Chucky

                               Chucky!   We've been throu...
Posted by ~*Behind this Fake Smile*~ on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 11:34:00 PST

WOOHOO!!!!

SO IT FREAKING FANTASTIC... JEN AND I MOVED INTO OUR OWN PLACE!!!! YAY I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOOT...
Posted by ~*Behind this Fake Smile*~ on Fri, 02 Feb 2007 01:02:00 PST

To someone!

MAYBE I'M CRAZYMAYBE I'M WRONG.MAYBE I KNOWAND I HAVE ALL ALONGI JUST COULDNT SEE ITTHAT YOU WERE RIGHT THEREHOW DID I MISS YOUIN THE MIDST OF MY PRAYERSWHY DID I LOOKAND WHY DID I CRYLOOKING ALL OVER...
Posted by ~*Behind this Fake Smile*~ on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 11:04:00 PST

Back into your arms

If I could fly Where would I go?And when I leftWould anyone know?If I had wings,Where would they take me?Maybe somewhere no hearts lie there breakingIf I could go anywhere,Where would I go?I don't thi...
Posted by ~*Behind this Fake Smile*~ on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 10:59:00 PST

Unknown

she sits with tear filled eyesthinking of the thingsshe did with good intentionsbut wound up on her kneesshe sits, her heart is brokenwhen he goes through her headshe thinks of all the many thingsshe ...
Posted by ~*Behind this Fake Smile*~ on Sat, 13 Jan 2007 10:54:00 PST

I didnt think this would be us...

i didnt want to lose youbut i guess it was inevitablei knew we would see hurt but i didnt think we'd hurt one anotheri knew we would shed tearsbut i never thought we would make each other cryi expecte...
Posted by ~*Behind this Fake Smile*~ on Fri, 12 Jan 2007 12:01:00 PST

2006

The end is nearing and lots of things have happened this year some good some bad, but always take the good and out weigh the bad, Chucky and I had kind of a bad break up and I didnt think I was going ...
Posted by ~*Behind this Fake Smile*~ on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 07:04:00 PST

Holidays

The holidays are here! finally whoot!!  and its amazing outside! its white with snow.. Im probably more excited about snow then most people but I love it and I havent had a white christmas or bir...
Posted by ~*Behind this Fake Smile*~ on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 07:29:00 PST