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About Me

Josh Smalley currently resides in Pasadena, Ca. He has led a life made difficult by his own actions. He constantly makes mistakes and recalls lessons learned but remembers those learned twice. Poetry is his catharsis, catharsis is his growth and his growth takes him closer to the truth that he's afraid to find.I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

Dreaming about the fate of this world and my place in either its destruction...or revival.Being happy and fully awake when not dreaming.Marrying someone who is not ugly, or beautiful. Have two children, first a girl, then a boy. Retire after my daughter is married, and son has a job and spend the rest of my life playing chess. Then die before my wife.

I'd like to meet:

3 people:GOD...NEIL GAIMAN...MY TRUE SELF...

Music:

Movies:

Rashoman, Hani-bi, Battle Royal, Citizen Kane, Nausicca, Castle of Caligstro, Porco Rosso, Fear and Loathing, 400 Blows, Shoot the Piano Player, The Pornographer, The Hole, A Snake of June (still deciphering meaning), Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, North by NorthWest, (I'm a film major so ima try and stop), Le Samorai, Brick, Shogun Assasin, Prince of Tennis, Gladiator, When We Were Kings, Soy Cuba.MY PRODUCTIONS: Slum Beautiful, Afrocentric Boogaloo, The Relationship Speaks, A view of American History (from the Mind of an Angry Black Student), and a top secret look at social earth.

Heroes:

All pioneers...All dreamers.....

My Blog

On Pain:

And a woman spoke, saying, "Tell us of Pain." And he said: Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. Even as the stone of the fruit must break, that its heart may sta...
Posted by J.O.S.H on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 11:49:00 PST

War

The chaos of war is reflected in the semantic history of the word war. War can be traced back to the Indo-European root *wers, "to confuse, mix up." In the Germanic family of the Indo-European langua...
Posted by J.O.S.H on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 12:07:00 PST

An attempt at apologizing

Sometimes I am jealous of my own hands because they touch you in ways my heart can not.
Posted by J.O.S.H on Sun, 10 Dec 2006 01:57:00 PST

Late Nights, Early mornings

It seems to me that the most important events in my life happen when all others are dreaming. Tonight I remember and reflect on moments that changed who I am. Specifically one night in vegas car...
Posted by J.O.S.H on Mon, 25 Sep 2006 02:31:00 PST

Tot

My Tot had a stroke this weekend, if you know her, please say a prayer.
Posted by J.O.S.H on Tue, 22 Aug 2006 04:03:00 PST

A Mighty Fortress is My People or I know Niggaz That Can Kick Superman's Ass

A Mighty Fortress is My People or I know Niggaz That Can Kick Superman's Ass I breath the wonderful toxins in the southern california air as Larry, the forever man robs his own cousins liqour s...
Posted by J.O.S.H on Wed, 19 Jul 2006 04:33:00 PST

San Francisco

I think it may have been a great place to live if it was the right time. I was at a low and didn't feel too great about the future. I remember a night I spent overlooking the city with Sar...
Posted by J.O.S.H on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 02:09:00 PST

Satin Jazzman

Script near completion on 3rd rewrite. Financing in place. I think I've done it.
Posted by J.O.S.H on Tue, 18 Jul 2006 01:58:00 PST

Baby steps

It is one of those nights that causes one of those moods which fuels a small piece of right now to appear in text: Am I just taking baby steps towards my destination... ...right now it seems as though...
Posted by J.O.S.H on Wed, 31 May 2006 10:41:00 PST

saving the world

Question of my life: Can one man save the world or is it all a lost cause? I know the answer but that is my reality and there are as many realities as there are people on this earth....
Posted by J.O.S.H on Thu, 18 May 2006 05:21:00 PST