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jack speckle©

where did i go?

About Me

i drink Malta Goya straight up. bunnies are cool. birds are not. i want a pet chipmunk. there is nothing better than clean laundry. batman would beat supeman anyday and i think the x-men really exist. boys are ok but girls are oh so much better. i want to be real when i grow up.
eventually, if and when i know the know, i want to have a forever girlfriend/lover/wife (not a partner because i dont believe we will be in business together)once i know that know i think ill know when i need to know, i want to have two kids (cute ones not the little ugly wrinkly ones) i want to condo it in the city and then house it just outside the city. fuck the burbs and their cookie cutter houses and mini-vans.
i would rather be a starving artist than work for the man.
im puerto rican and that, by default, makes me an angry little person. i write. sleeping is one of my favorite things to do. as well as cooking, coloring in coloring books, going to the arcade, and drinking, heavily.
im one of those lesbians that loves to play pool but not one of the ones that watches l-word and drools when heroin sheek shane is onscreen. she needs to eat and the l-word blows. (it doesnt even lick, it blows) im allergic to drama but somehow im a magnet for it.
getting tattoes is one of my all time favorite things to do. i hope to die covered in them.puppies are cute and cats make me sick. blank paper excites me. black pens are better than blue pens and horses kind of annoy me. ive watched a fish lay an egg. and then cried when it got eaten. i like my eggs scrambled and my bacon extra crispy. pickles, always, on the side. easy on the mustard. speaking of, CLUE is my favorite board game. the moon is better than the sun and open water gives me anxiety. Do I draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach? no, i write wishes and let the water drag them away to the land of Come True.
if i have it, i give money to the "bums" who ask me for it as im walking to the job that pays me a lot of money a year. and if they want to go buy liqour and/or drugs with my two bucks, more power to them. i dont think that armoire from ikea matches the decor in the box they live in down the street.
miss chicago is a low-life, burnt out prom queen, who walks like she has a dick stuffed up her ass. im not a gay. or a boy. or a dyke. my name is emily.
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My Interests

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I'd like to meet:



Music:

30 seconds to mars, snow patrol, evanescence, rise against, 4 strings, darude, george acosta, paul oakenfold, paul van dyk, perfect circle, tool, nin, sara mclachlan, the used, chevelle, missy higgins, amber pacific, finch, yellow card, aqua lung, blue october, linkin park, all american rejects, trapt, tori amos, fiona apple, akon, 10 years, seether, marilyn, afi, ani difranco, dave matthews band, smashing pumpkins, stone temple pilots, nine inch nails, fuel, live, matchbox 20,
pink floyd, coal chamber, enya, deep forest, frou frou, reggaetone, missy elliot, daddy yankee, juanes, she wants revenge, fall out boy, chemical romance, coldplay, cold, BT, peaches, jack off jill, the faint, postal service, killers, the strokes, cranberries, gin blossoms, o.a.r., depeche mode, johnny cash, outkast, ludacris, eminem, alicia keys, diana krall, panic at the disco, three days grace, fugees,

lauren hill, madonna, green day, mindless self indulgence, incubus, poe, james blunt, death cab for cutie, modest mouse, bright eyes, the postal service, tacy chapman, black eyed peas, sean paul. . .

Movies:

labyrinth, lucky number sleven, waist deep, monster house, elephant, by hook or by crook, little miss sunshine, black dahlia, hostage, shopgirl, x-men, girl interrupted, donnie darko, four rooms, empire records, clerks, seven, saw, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, being john malkovich, the hours, the princess bride, shakespeare in love, hellraiser,

kill bill, sin city, neverending story, edward scissorhands, pirates of the carribean, requiem for a dream, crash, the hills have eyes, romeo and juliet, closer, garden state, v for vendetta, ice age, incredibles, what dreams may comes, boondock saints, serenity, serendipity, boiler room, 12 monkeys, memoirs of a geisha, jarhead, shawshank redemption, way of the gun, war of the worlds, gia, kids, gummo, finding nemo, moulin rouge, resevoir dogs, once upon a time in mexico, the mexican, stigmata, matchstick men, stand by me, house of a thousand corpses, great expectations,

ladder 49, harry potter, james and the giant peach, trainspotting, kung fu hustle, amistad, spaceballs, run lola run, love! valour! compassion!, relax it's just sex, united states of leland, goonies, the incredibles, shrek, batman, the weather man, the squid and the whale, bully, indiana jones, billy elliot, what's eating gilbert grape, silence of the lambs, fear and loathing in las vegas, cry baby, ninth gate, final destination, basketball diaries, poltergeist, the cutting edge, boys dont cry, back to the future, over the hedge, dont tell mom the babbysitters dead, adventures in babysitting, short circuit, big trouble in little china, walk like a man, death becomes her, little mermaid, the abyss, alien, gremlins, little monsters, who framed roger rabbit,count of monte christo, fievel, back to the future, the land before time, batteries not included . . .

Television:

Grey's Anatomy, Carnivale, HEROES, Huff, Queer as Folk, OZ, Sex and the City, Buffy, Hell's Kitchen, Iron Chef, Robot Chicken, Wondershowzen, Dinosaurs (circa 1991), Foster's House of Imaginary Friends.

Heroes:

The Female Angler Fish Male anglers are about 1/10th the size of female anglers. After a male angler hatches, he has to find a female or he will die. When he does, his only purpose in life is to attach himself to the female and provide sperm. "When he finds a female, he bites into her flank, and releases an enzyme which digests the skin of his mouth and her body, fusing the pair down to the blood vessel level. The male then atrophies into nothing more than a pair of gonads that release sperm in response to hormones in the female's bloodstream indicating egg release. " -Wikipedia HAHA!

My Blog

ode to megan

you've got guns. i've got lesbians. luckily, neither of us have gun toting lesbians. fyi megan lee, i would've taken that bullet for you. . . i miss you across statelines and hope you understand ...
Posted by ♣Billie Dean♣ on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 07:04:00 PST

MAD !!

Ms. Swan: Bunny the Vampire Slayer Starbucks 1-900-Ms. Swan Airplane Drive-Thru Hypnotist Gay Bar Sharpest Image At the bar Clue...
Posted by ♣Billie Dean♣ on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 12:01:00 PST

perfect.

A Beautiful LieLie awake in bed at nightAnd think about your lifeDo you want to be different?Try to let go of the truthThe battles of your youth'Cause this is just a gameIt's a beautiful lieIt's the p...
Posted by ♣Billie Dean♣ on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 04:57:00 PST

comment...cont.

im thinking of how many ways i could take advantange of y- . . . the situation. somewhere where there is enough space for just the two of us...enough room for flailing legs bent or backwards. enough l...
Posted by ♣Billie Dean♣ on Mon, 11 Sep 2006 10:07:00 PST

Life on Meyer Farm

For those of you that don't know, I have been living on a farm, one of the last farms in Oswego, for the better part of a year. Big beautiful house on 100 acres of land. I'm surrounded by endless rows...
Posted by ♣Billie Dean♣ on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 07:39:00 PST

MORE Birthday Pictures (By Request)

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Posted by ♣Billie Dean♣ on Mon, 21 Aug 2006 10:04:00 PST

LOSER!

it was just brought to my attention that someone else might have my chest piece. apparantly someone thought it was a good idea to steal mine and, well, i fucking think not. if it is true, you're a tot...
Posted by ♣Billie Dean♣ on Sun, 20 Aug 2006 02:05:00 PST

quotes of the day. . .

on the train ride home yesterday, i overhear a woman on her cellphone: "yea, but i don't want to sacrifice the brown ones." pass it on lady, pass it on. today at the office. "oh no, i lost my rubber ...
Posted by ♣Billie Dean♣ on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 06:58:00 PST

my little munchkin. . .

what's going on with you baby? the doctors don't even know. i wish they did so they could make you feel better. you're so little and sick, i just want to make it go away. i want to hold you and hug yo...
Posted by ♣Billie Dean♣ on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 06:18:00 PST

my computer crashed and i lost EVERYTHING

fuckshitdamnassfuckcunthookergoddamnmacpieceofshitassholefuc kersrippeopleoff ::sob:: andthenitcrashesfuckmeshitshitshitassfuckersmotherbitchiwant tokillsomethingfuckfuck ::deep breath:: f u c k !!...
Posted by ♣Billie Dean♣ on Wed, 26 Jul 2006 06:51:00 PST