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kayla

a crucifix and vitamins

About Me



silver harm sugar hands drunken hive
silver harm sugar hands drunken hive
silver harm sugar hands drunken hive

(we were born to fuck each other one way or another)

My Interests

history. reading. sleeping. drawing. coffee in the morning. specific people. thinking of moving all of the time every day. school. the person i sleep next to. laying out in the sun. trips up into northern california. the 1 freeway through sonoma county. figuring out what i want from my life and being afraid of it. my mother. getting out of here. building things up and taking them apart. feeling lonely and loved at the same moment. rice krispies with bananas and strawberries.

I'd like to meet:



Music:



lately things have been different: sufjan stevens, calexico, the kings of convenience, bone thugs n' harmony, aesop rock

Movies:

Wayne's World/Wayne's World Two on one disk
Eagle Vs. Shark
Before the Devil Knows You're Dead
Lars & the Real Girl
Bill & Ted's
The Graduate
Ghostworld
Don't Be a Menace
I Annie Hall
The Conversation
Vertigo
Barton Fink
etc etc.

Television:

dwight k. schrute

Books:

Don Quixote, The Reader, The Fountainhead, Interpreter of Maladies, Drop City, Los Angeles, The God of Small Things, Jude the Obscure. reading: Proust's Swann's Way

Heroes:

.. ..

My Blog

it’s going to take a miracle to drive a car this color down imperial.

it would make more sense if i told you my dreams, these bizarre points in time, brain like a map telling images and sounds and thoughts how to lose themselves. i wake up unable to move, the heat is s...
Posted by kayla on Sat, 12 Apr 2008 10:50:00 PST

there’s five left

we are who we are and time it doesn’t change us. you’d think me funny if you knew about the secret rituals i had before sleep or the tiny pinholes in my heart, god my heart, that grow big...
Posted by kayla on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 01:41:00 PST

plain jane

there are books on the floor and the shelves that will tell you how to live your life but maybe you can't read them. maybe you are like me and you can read hundreds of pages with your mind some where...
Posted by kayla on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 10:04:00 PST

sinking/swiming/standing.

i have started to draw again. mostly small shapes on a 9 x 12 canvas that i can remember the price of. the meaningless becomes meaningful and vice versa. i get too tired hearing of people's problem...
Posted by kayla on Wed, 16 Jan 2008 02:10:00 PST

three

the relationships seem to get smaller, as if light was coming in the room from somewhere and the curtains are slowly being drawn.  or as if light were coming in the room from somewhere and somebo...
Posted by kayla on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 12:23:00 PST

ticket switching.

it has something to do with:the mexican woman i watched out of the car window with no teeth, laughing, gaping holes in side of her mouth.  how when i thought of her i thought "hispanic" but i mos...
Posted by kayla on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 08:45:00 PST