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About Me

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My Name Is Stasie.
I'm generally a happy person.
But I can't fake happiness. If I'm upset, you'll know.
I am a pessimist, and I'm sorry. Blame my parents.
My friends are everything. I depend on them too much.
I don't start conversations with people. So if you want to talk, please don't sit there and stare at me. You'll scare me a long time before I can make the connection.
I don't trust people. None of us were born with the attitudes or life we have now...people made us this way, and I've seen too many lives shattered by people who should have loved them.
The word 'love' scares me. I have an amazing boyfriend who's trying to prove that it's not always bad. I'm sorry, but I'm still terrified.
I would rather clean horse stalls than my own room...
I hold grudges. I'll never forget...and I won't forgive you.
I think I'm average and boring...and so will you, unless you take the time to really get to know me.
I could spend half my day in the shower. Its my only place to be alone and think... I write notes on the foggy doors. Don't judge me...you know you'd do it to.
I'm not perfect, but I'm not a backstabber either.
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My Interests

"Do what you feel in your heart to be right - for you'll be criticized anyway. You'll be damned if you do, and damned if you don't."
-Eleanor Roosevelt.
And theres still that one guy,
with his mysterious confidence...
who seems so perfect in every way.
The guy you get up and go to school for in the morning.

I'd like to meet:

you.

Music:

Slipknot, Blue Oyster Cult, System of a Down, Shakira, Schoolyard Heroes, Guns n' Roses, Evanescence, Pat Benetar, Van Halen, As I Lay Dying, Korn, Nirvana, 6 Feet Under, Nine Inch Nails, Otep, Ozzy, Avenged Sevenfold, Disturbed, Quiet Riot, Rob Thomas, Hinder, Buckcherry, Staind, and lots of other stuff , I'll get back to you...

Movies:

CLERKS 2! Shawn of the Dead, The Exorcist, Butterfly Effect, Mothman Prophecies, Napolean Dynamite, Darkness...Anchorman, Elf... The Little Mermaid...Havoc...

Television:

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Books:

Marley and Me, Queen of the Damned, The Giver, Memoirs of a Geisha (the movie sucked compared to the book), The Great Gatsby was a great book if you took the time to understand it...and anything by David Sedaris.

Heroes:

Shelley will always be my favorite person.
I'll never forget her or the stupid memories.
She was the person I ran to when I felt like I couldn't talk to my own mom...even if she told her everything 5 minutes later.
She taught me so many lessons, even if she never knew it.
She's been gone for 6 years, and it still hurts.
I'll miss her forever.
HACKED
mmm.you've been hacked by your best friend.
you never know whats gunna happen when your in the shower:)
mmkay...well.i just wanted to thank you
for everything you've done for me
and all the times you were there for me.
We've been through sooo much shit.
it just proves how strong our friendship is :)
haha.okayy well i love you and i wanted to let you know
that you truly are the peanut butter to my jelly.
ahaha that sounds sick. oopseedoodles.
i love you best friend:)

?rebecca rochelle.

My Blog

so.......

I’m posting a new blog, and I’m not sure what I’m gonna write about.........This’ll be fun, right?No. I’m over it. I hate portfolios...I hate stupid people. I’ve re...
Posted by [[ecstasie]] on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 11:04:00 PST

News Tribune

Controversy over oral sex story .. end HEADLINE --> .. SUB HEADLINE --> Frank Puyallup high school newspaper report draws criticism, kudos .. end SUB HEADLINE --> .. BYLINE --> ROB TUCKER; rob.tucke...
Posted by [[ecstasie]] on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 11:25:00 PST

I tried to fight it...

I really did. But he just had to be so amazing.......just thought everyone should know....
Posted by [[ecstasie]] on Mon, 11 Feb 2008 09:58:00 PST

Believe Me.

if I still had the ability to make you happy, and make myself happy at the same time, I'd be more than happy to . . . but I can't. I know its hard, but things change too often for you to get caught up...
Posted by [[ecstasie]] on Wed, 30 Jan 2008 08:27:00 PST

People tell me...

that I'm SO sweet....and sucky crap always happens to me.I give up vaulting to coach a team that I didn't even choose to start, and then all of a sudden its like... "oh, we don't want to do it anymore...
Posted by [[ecstasie]] on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 12:17:00 PST

Vaulting

The Vaulting Survey ~ for the cool people like usYears of vaulting5TeamMt. Rainier & coach of Four StarLevelBronzeFavorite horseCheradeLast BIG competition you went toRegionals '06And how did you ...
Posted by [[ecstasie]] on Mon, 25 Jun 2007 12:32:00 PST