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mish

plotting revenge is fun.....so is not caring.

About Me

It's all about me-deal with it. i love anything artistic. writing, painting, collages, photography...if my computer wasn't so cheap and mad at me i could share with you. I hate money and bills. I hate people who use words they don't know the meaning of..like "love". I am a little crazy and confusing but it's fun to keep people guessing. I just don't like to share with people i dont trust...so i keep to myself ALOT.

My Interests

writing, painting, reading, sleeping, watching movies and reality tv, being alone, ignoring my phone, (unless im drunk or im responding to one of the many wonderful text messages i get when others are drunk) singing really loud, especially at karaoke or with friends' bands, screwing with people's emotions, flirting, pissing off my cat, and especially going out for a drink to catch up on other people's drama....then mine doesnt look or feel so bad. I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts!

I'd like to meet:

dave matthews, billy lane, shel silverstein, rose mcgowan, that hot long haired model in that stupid tarzan show (is that even still on?), anyone willing to teach me to finally play my keyboard that's gathering dust, anyone who can make me laugh with the first line that comes out of their mouth, mickey mouse, and god....to name a few.

Music:

dave matthews, evanescence, 80's and early 90's music,(very nostalgic...good stuff) the beatles, whatever random eclectic cd's my friend upstairs makes me, fiona apple, eve 6, kid rock, papa roach, system of a down, staind, incubus, perfect circle, coldplay, etc etc etc etcHELENA (My Chemical Romance)

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Movies:

i like all movies, especially the ones that make me laugh out loud and the ones that make me jump and want to hide under my covers with a pillow over my head.

Television:

television is mind numbing...but i do love all reality shows(its a weakness), sex in the city and carnivale are cool shows too.

Books:

i like learning new things so i'm reading a book on wicca and a book on tarot cards right now... i like shel silverstein books, and anything by dean koontz, v.c. andrews, and john saul. i also just got "the davinci code"

Heroes:

my mom is the strongest woman i know so she absolutely is. My grandfather was an awesome man who taught me alot, and made me laugh alot. I think he's the big winner of this award.

My Blog

your mom..

same old shit...different day..here it is .. my new thoughts..:   *i drink alone* everyday it feels like a small piece of my creativity is ripped from my bones.. all these negative forces evil ...
Posted by mish on Thu, 23 Mar 2006 11:31:00 PST

i'm in a weird mood....

i've been working so much i do the motions in my sleep.  i hate christmas. i'm broke and i miss everyone who should be here. i'm constantly cutting myself opening bottles and listening to the sa...
Posted by mish on Sun, 18 Dec 2005 12:31:00 PST

blah blah..

dont steal my shit bitches... ' i cant breathe with these words in my mouth. I wish there was something i could do to unleash them-- send them flying out-- choking on them with every breath-- perturb...
Posted by mish on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

wtf.....

well today sucked.  fighting with a lazy mother fucker im forced to be around...i'm a psycho, bloated, wreck because of mother nature and her bitch ass self giving me my goddamn period to deal wi...
Posted by mish on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

so why am I even here??

seriously, now the Evanescence and southern comfort are flowing through my veins and i can't stop writing. I hate feeling like the smallest thing in the world because of how I am. It's horrible. and...
Posted by mish on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

life is a pain in the ass..and apparently so am i....

ok ... ive had to write this 3 times cuz either i suck, the computer sux, or this site sux.....we'll see. i had a rough day. i went to my wonderful parents house. you'd think having to love me unco...
Posted by mish on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

hmmmmm

i sit here alone, and i wish, after watching all of these gay, romantic movies im stuck watching because HBO is a repetitive, happy ending infested channel, (besides carnivale), and wish i had someone...
Posted by mish on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

check this out....

I guess i've always been like this. Was looking through an old journal and found something I wrote about that dreadful day coming up on monday....(people..dont try to get a hold of me..i will be in m...
Posted by mish on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

heres another one....

so..i was at work last night and one of the typical young, business suit wearing, martini drinking, the sun shines out of my ass 24/7 fuckers comes in and this is my take on him and his perfect life::...
Posted by mish on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

here ya go...

you just can't comment on my shit unless you see a pic so here you guys go...a bad one for now but you can see me. enjoy folks..see ya mish
Posted by mish on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST